being transgendered is too hard. someone save me.
Stop taking drugs. Google the religious houses in your area. Pick one, attend services, and volunteer your time.
>>>/lgbt/
This is the place to talk about it
>>25191295
i don't take drugs. religious house means what?
maybe you should kill yourself like most other trannies
>tfw no cute trans to flirt with in the late-nite hours ;__;
Than just be one gender like everyone else than
>>25191331
I didn't want to shill, but since you asked, a Catholic church.
>>25191394
h-hey there
i've actually never flirted with someone
>>25191435
wouldn't they tell me that i don't belong with the church? christians seem to think badly of us.
>>25191027
Kill yourself, we don't need mentally ill faggots molesting kids later in life and blaming it on their mental illness.
>>25191455
Everyone is a sinner in the eyes of the lord. There are sexually straight men with more crooked confessions than yours. How far down the line are you though? Dress modestly for sure.
>>25191027
Kill yourself you degenerate (literal) scumbag
>>25191295
>religious houses
>transgendered
Only on r9k folks!
>>25191027
A bullet should save you. Now fucking kill yourself you piece of shit.
>>25191468
i would never molest anyone, especially not kids :(
>>25191471
i've been on hormones for years. and i don't want to go to a place full of people who hate me, even if it's supposed to help somehow. i don't believe in the christian god.
>>25191531
Fucking kill yourself already you fucking walking fedora.
>>25191531
JUST
KILL
YOUR
SELF
Mkihb
>>25191027
Your problems are your own doing. You deserve no sympathy and shall get none from me. You dug your grave, lay in it.
do you pass?
no?
thought so
i'm afraid i really will kill myself this time. it's getting worse, not better
>>25191027
i'll save you!if you're into men
>>25191438
You wanna let me give you an email so we can just have a nice pleasant chat?
>>25191027
if youre transgender you are absolutely retarded amd a joke as a human
>>25191531
No, really. Church is actually a great place to seek help. Find one that works for you though. Some may push bibles onto you but most will help you personally. I had a lot of trouble last year and was on the verge of suicide. I was and still am athiest but I tried going to church and the one I went to helped me out, they gave me help on finding a job without ever judging me for my beliefs. You respect them and they'll respect you.
>>25191696
i like men...
>>25191734
maybe it worked for you. but i know from experiece christians don't want me around at all. it's harder for trans people.
>>25191027
Probably unrelated, OP, but nice music taste.
>>25191761
cool, where from?
>>25191853
america
oh it muted me
>>25191027
Yes trying to live your life pretending to be someone you aren't is hard.
Its not making you happy obviously why don't you stop being a delusional faggot and work on your life. Maybe, just MAYBE you're a depressed faggot retard because of something else in your life.
I used to think I wanted to be a trap in like 2010 when cute traps were new and cool but then I grew the fuck out of it like any other phase.
I'm convinced thats what this "trans-gendered" movement is, just a phase.
>>25191881
moment lasted my entire life and years on hrt. long moment.
trans is a real thing even if you were just confused. i'm not confused i just wanna die.
Gender dysphoria is a teenage meme. You'll get over it in a year, maybe even earlier.
That said, I know what it's like having crippling mental inconsistencies. Just hang on for another year, things will look up.
>>25191874
well duh.
EAST COAST LEAST COAST?
>>25191944
im in my 20s and have been on hrt for years. fuck i'm getting like angry. and sad. angrysad :(
>>25191914
>trans is a real thing
Im convinced it isn't.
Transgenderism is just a "grass is greener on the other side" deal.
You think that if you become a cute girl or whatever you're life is going to be better.
but then you feel like shit when you make an ugly girl and so its a never ending circle of being a retarded depressed person.
Life is easier when you just deal with the cards you're handed.
Even though I'm a short effeminate man, I cut my hair and grew out a beard and I find that life is easier just being who I am.
>>25191881
>>25191914
>>25191944
>>25192062
I think trans is a real thing, there have been trans people for hundreds of years, but I also think that these days real trans people are vastly outnumbered by "grass is greener" types, trend/meme followers, and people who are actually transvestites/cross-dressers but have themselves convinced they're actually transgendered.
I thought I was trans for a while in my teens, and then grew up to realize that I just get off on playing lesbian dickgirl.
>>25192062
Life isn't supposed to be easy. It's supposed to be hard but wonderful the times you get it right.
I'm a girl and this I know but still might suicide soon. The bad feelings don't go away ever
>>25192134
>I thought I was trans for a while in my teens, and then grew up to realize that I just get off on playing lesbian dickgirl.
congrats, you are trans! :D
Focus on something else OP
Being transgendered doesn't have to dominate your life
And when it doesn't, it's a little easier
Still doesn't help alleviate a lot of the external shit, but at least you have something to take the heat off
>>25192134
> there have been trans people for hundreds of years
No there fucking hasn't.
Living your life as a person of the opposite gender was unheard of and the only time it existed was for sexual fetish reasons.
Like dressing little boys up as a girls and then fucking them as some cultures did.
The number of cases of transgender people has exponentially increased in the last 20 years. This is a trend. Tell people they can live their life as a cute girl and not have to be a man anymore? People take you up on that offer, because the grass is greener.
Im not really even against transgendered people, you can live your life as whoever you want I dont care but don't fucking bitch about it when it doesn't make you happy, and don't expect everyone in the world to play along with your make believe.
I can't do it anymore. Tired of everyone thinking I'm a freak. I never wanted this life. Was supposed to be a girl.
How much APAP does it take to kill someone. I'm 130lbs
>>25191977
Then get off HRT you fucking idiot.
Learn to be okay with how you were born, don't let your bullshit transgender "lifestyle" or "culture" define you and stop whining.
And honestly, I'm not trying to insult you; this is similar to what some call "tough love". Obviously there was a reason you chose to cry here and not >>>/adv/ .
>>25192240
There are a number of historical accounts of people living as the opposite gender, including a bunch in the noble courts of Renaissance Europe and the like.
I'm not saying the vast majority of "trans" people aren't full of shit, just that there are a small minority that are actually the real deal.
>>25192309
HRT is the only reason I've lived as long as I have. It's not a lifestyle or culture I'm concerned about either. This is about me, and my genuine feelings. Of course I can't expect anyone else to understand but this isn't a phase or some sort of horrible game I'm playing with my identity.
>>25191027
Holy shit fuck off faggot
>>25191027
OP iif you need a break from it all ill fly you out here and you can stay with me for as long as you want okay. i got ur back
>>25192552
>There are a number of historical accounts of people living as the opposite gender, including a bunch in the noble courts of Renaissance
I can guarantee you it was for sexual reasons, and not just "Muh this is how I really feel".
Why do you keep making these threads on r9k?
When one of you posts trap or trans porn and we tell you to go to /lgbt/, you counter with "lgbt is SFW xDDDD"
This isn't porn, so that excuse doesn't work this time. Seriously, why are you posting these threads here? You have a board that's literally specifically for your kind. For God's sake:
>>>/lgbt/
>Being transgender is haaaaard
No dick, shitbag. That's why you work your ass off to make your transition as successful as possible so you don't have to worry about it near as much. Two years HRT and it very rarely becomes an issue, and that's just because of certain documents.
I have a career, a fiance, my own place. Being trans isn't a death sentence, it just means you're going to have a shit time for a year or two while you work it out.
Work on your voice, buy normal clothes (read: not thigh highs or androgynous shit because waah muh comfort zone), get on those pills, and chin the fuck up. You're going to need to grow some thick skin to get through this.
>homophobia
I, too, was once poor and uneducated.
>>25191531
Thanks for posting reasonable things.
I still support you anon!
>>25192743
Out where? If I don't kill myself I don't think I can leave my job. People that are alive need to pay for things :(
>>25192756
Your guarantee holds no weight here. Or anywhere.
>>25192759
R9k is the only board that really gets trans feelings. If you think about it some it makes perfect sense though it's sad.
>>25192846
You're really getting married? How did you find him. I'm happy for you but I haven't been as successful. Also 2 years HRT and I'm never going to pass and life really is hard. I can't get it right with hair and makeup. It's surgery I need. There's no way to pass with a face like mine. And that makes work and school difficult. It's like I can't face my coworkers anymore, as this grotesque thing I am. You understand probably
>>25192957
Yeah well molesting kids is wrong. Thanks for the kind words.
Different person, but I can relate vIm also trans and I worked hard to make my life better, and for a while it helped suppress part of the depressing thoughts. Though now I've hit a roadblock and can't really afford to, well, pay for anything, and the suicidal thoughts came rushing back. Transitioning wasn't a magic pill that makes everything better, and though it helps, my depression just won't go away so easy. I've beet trying to keep the suicidal urges down, but it's getting harder every day
