/blackfeelsthread/
merry christmas edition
Getting all 5 of my wisdom teeth extracted tomorrow. Fuck
I honestly hate that people always think I have a big cock and I am strong. I know blacks on average have the biggest cocks and we are gentically stronger but it is fucking annoying.
>>25184713
I can't find a job. I don't even know where to look anymore
>>25184818
temp agency. do you have a degree? I got a job four months ago and i'm much happier that I can afford to live alone. I don't make much, but it's better than being broke with loans.
>tfw no onion booty black gf.
>>25184713
I just want to wear a hoodie because it's comfortable. Please stop asking me for drugs. I live in the same neighborhood as you.
>>25184713
>tfw you're black and your birthday is on Christmas Day
> competing with white Jesus for attention
How do you compete against the most famous human being in history?
>>25184713
Not sure what to think about Trump.
On the one hand I hate feminism and feminis PC culture. And: outsourcing of jobs and migrants taking jobs / lowering wages has been one of the worst things for black people. Jobs in Detroit are now in China. Blue collar jobs now: low wages due to so much competition from low wage migrants.
On the other hand: so much race war rhetorics coming from his supporters.
I wish I had weed or something, I'm really depressed right now and everything is boring and bland to me. My comfort is food right now and it's only making my body uglier and larger. I don't know what to do. I wish I was in school again. This break is killing me.
Anyone here mixed race mulatto shit skin and feel like you will never EVER be accepted by whites or blacks?
>>25184749
>all 5 of my wisdom teeth extracted tomorrow.
>all 5
>>25184962
I'm seriously lacking in stimulation and I feel quite lonely to boot. It doesn't help my family keeps ignoring me and none of my siblings want to hang out and play with me since they're all fine being asocial recluses stuck in their rooms. God damn it I wish I had friends, I wish I had a car, I wish I could hang out at a club, I wish I could have fun for once..
I'm taking a trip to visit the other side of my family on Christmas' Eve and I know it'll be boring again. My parents probably won't allow me to drink and restrict me like a bunch of oppressive assholes they've been for most of my life. My grandmother and cousins will probably ignore me again and I'd be stuck in the house doing fucking nothing - the same way I'm here because it's always "we have no money" or "we're too tired". FUCK.
I'm so fucking lonely. My boyfriend is in a shitty LDR with me and I only see him one month of the year. And at the end of his stay he always becomes more distant towards me and become consumed into video game/internet shit.
I hate this life right now. I feel so fucking trapped.
/whew
/vent
I feel a lot better now. Hopefully my brain will get back balanced at the end of this break..
>>25184763
I know a black guy whose dick is about 4x4 ... I feel so bad for him. Just because the expectations are so high when he's hooking up. Like when a Harvard kid brings a girl back to his house and its a poorboy shack.
I hate niggers, but of course my comment gets deleted as soon as I express my opinion.
>>25184945
>implying most people care it's Jesus birthday and not give me stuff day?
>>25185092
Whatever, I don't have a white parents but both of my parents are mixed from generations of mixing in my family tree. I have the appearance of any typical mulatta but I don't have white or black people acting like I'm peregrine because of it.
Where do you live?
Black people used to act strange towards me but that's because I used to be more of a square than now (still square, but not as bad) with the combination of being light skinned (im more brown now for some reason) and acting completely shy and modest.
Too bad I've gotten more aggressive, but at least it makes the bullies stay away. Shit, I feel less feminine than I used to be.
God, I'm paranoid. I saw a big knife and I imagine it splitting my skull in half or splicing my neck. Fuck!
My mind is so bored it became depressed, now its depressed its making disturbing morbid images and feelings so it can be stimulated.
y u do dis
>>25184844
No, I'm still in school
>>25184713
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UarlG9OLHbQ
>>25185092
>be mixed
>people always think I'm spanish
Kind of annoying, but I guess it explains why full on dark skinned blacks, most of them anyway are always kind of off towards me.
Whatever though, could be worse.
It's kind of funny seeing mixed people complain about not fitting in anywhere.
Here I am a full black ass and I can't fit in with white, black,mixed or anything. I got no culture. Nothing.
>>25184749
Wisdom teeth removal is an unnecessary procedure. Your dentist is just doing it to extract bucks.
>>25184713
Why do white people love making black jokes--especially in front of other blacks? It always seems like that in college. Everybody thinks it's cool to say "Nigga" in front of me. It was fun for a while, but now it's just annoying.
Or maybe I'm just beta to say anything...
>>25185092
Mulattoes have trouble being accepted into the black community?
>>25186172
Sometimes it's because the full blacks are butthurt.
There's real feelings in that lightskin vs dark skin stupidity.
>>25186203
Blame slavery. The lighter blacks were treated better by the master, and it was done intentionally to have the slaves fight amongst one another, long after slavery was abolished. I don't mind either shade but I find myself leaning towards dark-skinned black women. Lightskins, especially the ones from an upper-middle class upbringing tend to have a superiority complex.
>>25186310
lights get treated better on average by just about any and everyone, not just whites.
>>25186310
The light-skinned ones were the master's children.
>>25186165
>Why do white people love making black jokes
You already know the answer to this. Boss up.
>>25186000
>>25186777
nigger-trips always speak the truth
>>25186777
I get sick of mixed people whining all the time about black people not liking them
>>25187483
Whites won't truly accept them and self loathing blacks are envious of them. They need to quit looking for approval from blacks/whites and find their own place in the world.
>>25187967
>self loathing blacks hate them
From what ive experienced black people worship mixed people.
>>25184713
sage and reported, fuck off my board beta monkey
>>25187967
This.
>tfw my friend groups are made up entirely of other mixed people, spanish/hispanics and asians
a few whites and blacks here and their but it's predominately the former.
>>25187483
>wahhhh no one likes me
>I need me dat mixed girl
>I want a boy wit pretty eyes
I'm sick of that shit too
>>25188000
>hate=/=envy
It's an easy mistake to make
BTW nice get
>>25188165
>all those disgusting sheboons shamelessly hounding the light guys
They make it so painfully obvious every time.
>>25188165
>SHE/HE GOT GOOD HAIR
A lot mixed people subconsciously feel they are superior to the full black people so anytime a black person is mean to them they assume it is because he/she is jealous.
Since when has it been ok for niggers to post openly on r9k
>>25188283
>HE GOT GOOD HAIR, WE GUN MAKE PRETTY BABIES
>LOOK AT HIS EYES HE ALMOST WHITE
Lol mixed people can only complain about white people and they don't get shit on nearly as much as regular niggas by white people, I guess they're so used to getting praised by blacks being treated less than average by whites feels like Jim Crow.
>attractive black person gets posted on 4chan
>white guy: oh he/she must be mixed
They have it too easy
>>25188386
Put some more effort into your posts.
>>25188302
>Darkie doesn't like me. Must be jealous.
That's their white half at work
>Whitey doesn't like me. Must think he's better than me
That's their black half at work
Mixed people have it rough.
>>25184763
>we are gentically stronger
this is false nigga, all the strongest men in the world are white
>>25188540
That's not how that works anon.
>>25188540
Most of the tallest people are chinese. Your point, cuck?
>>25188580
His point is whites are overall stronger than blacks, which is true.
>>25188499
I can't wait for this colorism stuff to end but it won't happen in my life time. It seems to be getting worse actually.
>>25184749
Be careful anon, I accidentally told my mom about how bad I wanted to kill myself during the ride home while I was absolutely fucked by the meds.
>>25188607
>which is true
But your proof is faulty. Do you think chinese tend to be tall?
>>25188607
>Overall
incorrect fool, that would imply that the average white guy is stronger than the average black guy
>>25188540
>all the strongest men in the world are white
>inb4 strongman
We're not genetically stronger he might mean more physical imposing based on averages, but body building is not an accurate assessment of strength racially because a lot of them use performance enhancing drugs.
>>25188643
>that would imply that the average white guy is stronger than the average black guy
Yes? The average white guy IS stronger than the average black guy. Which is why blacks roam in packs to steal shit, I've never seen a nigger win a one on one fight with a white guy.
>>25188676
>Which is why blacks roam in packs to steal shit
dank anecdotal evidence m8. Unfortunately for you that holds no water.
>>25188676
>>25188717
Time for this thread to take it's predictable turn, was a shit thread anyway, I'm out.
>>25188608
If it makes you feel better, colorism isn't exclusive to American Blacks. Latin America has it pretty bad and India has an entire caste system around it
>mfw I found out that Gandhi was racist as fuck
>mfw Indians were LITERALLY born and raised to worship whites
>>25188717
>Disputing that nig nogs roam around in gangs to commit crime
>>25188753
so do natives, arabs and hispanics. Your point?
>>25188676
>I've never seen a nigger win a one on one fight with a white guy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OsVP1BTUK3g
>>25188830
All racist need to get knocked out but I never hear them out on these streets
>>25188806
>what is scale?
Lions kill people. People kill people. Why aren't you just as afraid of people as you are of lions?
>>25188862
Why? People are racist because niggers are violent and commit over 50% of the crime in the US while being 8% of the population, they soak up welfare money like it's going out of fashion to support their 12 kids while they work min wage jobs and complain it's all whiteys fault.
>>25188898
>being so poor you live in a place where it's common for people to kill each other
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come back when you get a job that isn't pleb tier and earns you a high enough income to move out of detroit my man
>>25188898
>Why aren't you just as afraid of people as you are of lions?
I have a healthy fear of certain people. I at least know where I stand with Mr. King of the Jungle. People can't be trusted. Animals can't be reasoned with.
>>25188957
Yeah Detroit is a shithole with ridiculous crime rates. Lemme look at the demographics, huh it's over 80% black, that's weird.
>>25188750
>Indians raised to worship white people
This is kind of why I don't trust Indians much. African Americans don't have it as bad with colorism as people in Asia or Africa so I guess I should be happy for that.
>>25189021
>he thinks detroit is a shithole simply because it's black
come back when you've taken economics 101 kiddo
>>25189051
Stop replying to this fucking bait. It's annoying.
>>25189072
>Posting facts is bait
>>25189095
>acting like a literal tribalistic nigger and fucking with people in their threads is not bait
I hate people like you. Not because im a tribalistic blunt head but because I hate your soul.
Hey family. How is it going for you all?
>>25189051
I decided to cook rock because it's economically advantageous moreso than being a law-abiding citizen.
Why work min wage when I can get 10+ bands a day?
>tfw getting contacts soon
>will make no difference since i'm a skinny manlet
i'm trying.
>>25189025
Black Americans have no friends from an international standpoint. Even blacks from Africa want nothing to do with us. Non whites are actively working against us to earn favor with "massa," but whites don't particularly care for them all that much either.
The sooner we take control of our lives and quit seeking approval from non blacks the better off we'll be.
>disregard whites
>acquire currency
>>25189389
Exactly. I don't trust Asians, Africans, Muslims of none of them as a whole. Maybe some of them will like me but I know for the most part they will do anything to get on the white mans good side, especially Asians.
>>25184749
>tfw African
>x rays show insanely long teeth roots
>dentists take 20 mins pulling each
>they marvel at how healthy the bone is
>qt dental assistant makes me a necklace of my pulled teeth
T-thanks
>>25184763
Try being a BBC virgin
I'd trade 5 jncgrd off my dick for more confidence, less autism, or a less ugly face
You don't know my hell
>>25190654
>>qt dental assistant makes me a necklace of my pulled teeth
>>25190680
* 5 inches
Idk wtf happened with autocorrect
>>25190715
I have no friends, so it's actually the nicest thing anyone's ever done for me
>>25184713
Please go to liberia, you can all be KANGZ there
