It's never going to get better, is it?
How are you trying to make it better?
can't stop consider to ...
did therapy help you what is with antidepressants?
It might, but it's probably not going to. Life plateaus. And you can force spikes in the graph, but you'll still return to the same value.
stop listening to shit music
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I go to therapy, I always make an effort to meet and get along with new people and I exercise and read for self-improvement.
I still feel the same as ever.
No, it only gets worse as you get older and more doors keep closing. Doesn't help that the regrets keep piling up.