/r9k/ is kinda slow today and it sucks, because it's the only thing I got.
I kinda felt good for about a week straight, I don't know why, but it felt fucking great, I didn't even thought about suicide or homicide once. But now as the end of the day draws near I can feel that the good times are over and I'm gonna return to my pathetic former state. It's like a treasure chest, glowing bright in the distance, but when you arrive and take a look it's empty. Y'know easy come easy go,it was good while it lasted. Anyone else /gottheblues/ or feels like writing down his worries? Get comfy.
>>25173277
Nice blog faggot. No one wants you here.
This is now a comfy thread.This is now an original comment.
I don't have many images or comments so I hope someone joins soon.
Imaginary spaces are still comfy.
This pepe can't muster up the will to get out of bed.
Today was my second day in rehabilitating work placement. Got to choose the spot myself so I picked an IT Service job fixing PC's which also did briefly in 2012. In my country this is mandatory to earn neetbux past 2 months unless you get a permanent sickness pension/welfare, but you'd have to be clinically depressed + then some to achieve it.
I don't think I can do it anymore.
I don't think I can be any part of society.
I just can't and I don't know what to do.
>>25173452
I suggest opting for pic related.
>>25173472
Nah, I don't wanna die, I just wanna live a comfy life on my terms. Fuck working for some asshole who makes me go get cigarettes AS A FUCKING IT TECH on shit neetbux.
I'm getting a small (47k$) inheritance in the summer, if I can only survive that far I'll probably start working for myself.
>>25173510
Sounds to me like you do know what to do. Nut up and wait it out until you get that inheritance. You're in the real world mate, grow some thicker skin or get cast aside like the rest of us robots.
>>25173450
>>25173472
>>25173277
Who is making these comfy ass Pepes?
They are good
>>25173277
I completely feel this feel. Uni break started about a week ago, and I feel as though all the fleeting happiness is officially gone. Why must everything be so temporary? Why must the only good things we hold onto slowly fade into garbage, leaving us with nothing to grasp at in this lonely, uncaring world?
Fuck, robot, this feel really suck-o-la's.
>>25173553
No idea. Just collected these during my stay on r9k.
>>25173561
Just as good shit is temporary, so is the bad shit. Good shit will take its place again.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_utIW5mwcUI
Not original my ass.
>>25173602
Thanks for the jam, anon.
>>25173553
I don't know but have another one.
>>25173641
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1X7yvbLT9vY
>>25173599
Hate to complain, and here on /Robot9000/ people will laugh at me, but the longest I've gone without some glimpse of good shit is the past year. Nothing, not even a possibility, an idea, has shone through the heaping mass of refuse that was 2015. Everything went to shit.
I know people on here have been much longer without a positive thought to support them, but I'm just falling deeper into that hole of despair, losing sight of everything that used to make me smile along the way. I've got really nothing left, robots.
>>25173690
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PmObNL0BUo0
![[Commie] Owarimonogatari - 12 [CE467799].mkv_snapshot_22.38_[2015.12.22_17.30.23].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/c99OkPF.jpg "[Commie] Owarimonogatari - 12 [CE467799].mkv_snapshot_22.38_[2015.12.22_17.30.23].jpg")
I'm feeling a little melancholic after watching the finale of Owarimonogatari.
I dont know, it kind of made me feel like my life is really meaningless. There's no narrative or point to it and I'm not even sharing it with anyone else. It's just something that's there until one day it isn't, and that will be that.
>>25173691
Well, you can either give up or keep going. Both options are equally unappealing, really. The thing that keeps me going is spite. I have no reason to live, but I'm doing it anyways just because fuck you. Maybe you can share the mentality.
>>25173730
> It's just something that's there until one day it isn't
Which means you can do anything with it with no consequences! Nihilism is not necessarily a depressing thought.
Am I the only one who wouldn't mind being on a train like that looking out at the snow for days on end? Just traveling to wherever it takes me?
I get up just about noon
My head sends a message for me to reach for my shoes
And then walk
Got to go to work
Got to go to work
Got to have a job
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQC4XbYvHUo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gEQNAZGoZrw
>>25173277
you're right, /r9k/ is pretty fucking slow right now. Idk why. I've been doing everything in my power to help keep the vocaroo thread alive-- usually they're lit.
I'm feeling kinda bummy because my really good friend is mad at me. I didn't hang out with her last night and she's super pissed. She's also pissed that I didn't go to this stupid holiday party with her. Idk, I didn't really do anything wrong desu. She just wants attention.
Yet I still feel bad about it.
>>25173802
That sounds fantastic, robot.
![[Commie] Owarimonogatari - 10 [7F6B0FF8].mkv_snapshot_16.37_[2015.12.09_11.43.05].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/Gb6D6lY.jpg "[Commie] Owarimonogatari - 10 [7F6B0FF8].mkv_snapshot_16.37_[2015.12.09_11.43.05].jpg")
>>25173763
>Which means you can do anything with it with no consequences!
Too bad there's nothing to do.
>>25173875
Feeling bad about it is natural, we have empathy and we can't help it. But keep your wits about you, if you believe you did nothing wrong then stand by that attitude.
>>25173901
How about >>25173802? Wageslave for a bit, hoard money, and go on a journey. It's not like it matters, we're gonna die anyways.
>>25173802
Snow is the best. Nightwalking in snow is something ill never miss out on.
>>25173875
Don't let yourself be guilttripped, just because you're not her dog and do anything she says.
Whoops, forgot pic.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ipYGL3jFXfQ
>>25173934
>>25173943
yeah she sent me pages of messages telling me about all the stuff I did wrong over the past few days since friday.
I followed up with her after I got home from hanging out with my buddies, so I'll see what she says. I told her I want to talk it out in person.
>>25173763
Picture yourself just driving down the highway in a really cool car. You're jamming to some awesome music on the radio, you've got some cool people in the car, and you're going somewhere rad.
Now, you glance back and see the people in your car are shifting into people you really, really don't want to associate with. You feel like they're only in the car because you're driving.
The coolness of the car is deteriorating into a dirty, barely working automobile, and the cool tunes on the radio are now shrill and annoying. You're trying to change the tunes to something more enjoyable, but you can't find anything at all you enjoy, and you've got to still focus on driving down the long highway.
But even then, you realize you don't want to go where you're headed, because there's no point in it, when you're trapped with shitty folk in a shitty car, with nothing. You've got nothing.
>>25173277
If I posted a feels playlist I've made, would you guys listen to it? It's decent for getting comfy, and it gets a little goofy halfway through to try and lighten things up, but I've never posted OC on /r9k/ before.
>>25173934
There isn't anywhere I want to go except Japan, but that's so crazy expensive that I'm not even considering it.
