Why are you wasting your time with life when you can kill yourself?
Because my life is comfy and I have an inheritance
I have thing to fix before leaving.
I have video games to play, plus it would destroy my momther
The fact that I still exist pisses people off. I can't give that up.
Because we're all real human beings, and real heros.
Because we'll all die eventually even if we don't.
Because I still have potential to build a better life and death, while the absence of suffering, is also the absence of joy, something I value and strive to obtain still.
Why waste your time angsting over whether or not to kill yourself and instead not be a coward and actually forge a life worth living?