How do I gain motivation? I just can't seem to get any. I feel perfectly content to just sit around and vegetate as a neet. Even if my parents eventually kick me out, I feel more content with starving to death on the street than actually getting a job and having to labour or something.
>tfw same way
>was failing college
>last chance to turn things around
>due dates pass me by
>still don't care enough to do the work, play video games instead
>now parents think I graduated college and I'm gonna kill myself when they find out I lied