i'm mtf and hate myself. have a recurring fantasy of being brutally raped/beaten by a hot guy and sometimes he kills me and keeps fucking my corpse. it's getting to the point where i think i want to seek this out somehow. starting to wonder if there's like a dark web place for extreme fetishists to meet up.
i think maybe i'm crazy.
>>25165632
craigslist my man
>>25165670
idk tho. what i want done to me might be illegal, and CL is the definition of public.
>>25165632
fetlife maybe?
>>25166399
guess i can try that harder. it seems kinda dead for my area though. i might want something really illegal though, like actually having someone rape me to death. something like that would probably need to be figured out on deepweb