depression
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I have been suffering from clinical depression for a long time now, and I would never wish it upon my worst enemies. I want to kill myself everyday. I drank bleach when I was 15. It destroyed my family, my parents divorced afterwards. My mother resented and hated me for ruining her marriage. No one loves me.
I take anti depressants, but all they do is lull me into a dreary, semi-conscious state. Life is not worth living on anti depressants, it's like living life without as much sense, experience, or love. When I am on them I am not myself. I lie in my bed and watch re-runs of the Jeremy Kyle show, until I fall asleep, and wake up covered in vomit from where my body has rejected all of the medication to take. I have no motivation, so often the vomit will remain on my bed for days.
Why is there no empathy in this world? I just want to die. I just want to die.
Bump with meme:
Shh bby is ok
How do you find the desire to post and complain on here then?
>>25155847
I get pepes in return
What kind of meds are you on? Maybe you need to try some new ones.
Took me a couple tries to find one that worked.
good, that's what you get for your melodrama
>>25155634
Hugs be with you
Weed is a better anti-depressant.
Maybe you should die then and quit wasting my oxygen you whiny fuck
Dissociatives have been the only anti-depressant that has worked for me. I take MXP once a week, and the glow lasts the whole 7 days.
>>25155634
david you can talk to me, we are friends
>>25155634
nice blog
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>>25155634
Sounds like you need to try some other/better meds, you don't need to suffer like that anon.
