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2015-12-21 21:44:16 Post No. 25155634
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2015-12-21 21:44:16
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I have been suffering from clinical depression for a long time now, and I would never wish it upon my worst enemies. I want to kill myself everyday. I drank bleach when I was 15. It destroyed my family, my parents divorced afterwards. My mother resented and hated me for ruining her marriage. No one loves me.
I take anti depressants, but all they do is lull me into a dreary, semi-conscious state. Life is not worth living on anti depressants, it's like living life without as much sense, experience, or love. When I am on them I am not myself. I lie in my bed and watch re-runs of the Jeremy Kyle show, until I fall asleep, and wake up covered in vomit from where my body has rejected all of the medication to take. I have no motivation, so often the vomit will remain on my bed for days.
Why is there no empathy in this world? I just want to die. I just want to die.