when are you killing yourself, why and why haven't you yet anon?
Within the next three months, it depends on how the plan to turn my life around goes.
Have not done it yet because I was about to do it but decided to 'fix' myself first and give life a proper go. A lot of reading, researching, passions, psychiatry sessions, films and here I am, about to ride the same spiral again but with a different mindset.
hopefully next year. i haven't done it because i thought things were going to get better but in actuality they just keep getting worse. that and i'm afraid of what's going to happen after death.
Why I want to
>5'3''
>literally deformed face
>never successfully greentexted
>Kissless virgin
>I am basically a goblin
Why I won't
>have very large inheritance
>>25136894
my parents
it would hurt my mom too much
I dont know when. I always considered my inevitable suicide something id do drunk, so in the rare moments im sober i would never really plan it out. I keep a razor around in my room for the day that im just fucking done. Looking back though even drunk me probably knows wrist slashing is about 14 percent effective which probably explains why i havent bothered with it. Maybe if i invested in an exit bag or a shot gun id be gone by now.
>>25137692
Can you spare any cash money anon?
>>25138509
>>25137692
Yeah mayne, we're golddiggers. hash out $700 so I can leave the country and split my fucking head open in solitude.
