What things about you make you wonder if you have a mental illness of some kind?
>Practically emotionless, always been like that
>Monotone voice, always called a robot
>Little empathy
>Socially retarded
If I knock my head against a wall and close my eyes really hard I can see a woman who talks to me and tells me to do things so I can be with her one day.
Crippling social retardation is all.
Feels good that I don't have any edgy mental illnesses.
i cant feel my emotions at the right times even at my own fathers funeral i couldnt cry but at trivial things i feed crippling sadness, why do i feel this way.
>social retardation
>OCD like tendencies (i can watch a movie scene I like 20 times in a row)
>no empathy
im probably autistic
>got a new job at a restaurant over the summer
>get along and joke around with coworkers more than any other job
>one day co worker says, "anon, you're like the most depressing person ever"
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>no motivations
>no willpower
>no discipline
>trichotillomania
>alcohol abuse
i've always been suspicious that i am autistic, can't put my finger on why tho
I really want everyone to die. I have a lot of hate in me.
I constantly fantasize about breaking somebody's arm to where their bone breaks through the skin, and then pulling that bone out and beating them with it.
I also fantasize about fighting bears bare handed, shooting myself in the chest to see if I can survive, and other weird shit.
>no remorse
>no bonds to anybody
>no fear
>go through stages where i feel like im god and then i plunge into a self destructive mode where i do nothing all day but eat and get drunk and have shit self esteem
