Tell us about what recent events have caused or enhanced your depressive state
>failed first year of preparatory classes in France, have to start all over, all the sleepless nights and skipped meals were for nothing
>grandfather died right after we reunited
>clumsiness and reasoning abilities been getting worse every day, I can't do a single thing without fucking up at this point
>>25135186
kanye keeps it g and the rest gon fade the fuck away
>I GOT MY PISTOL ON MY SIDE AND YOU KNOW ITS ON LOCK
>THATS AN AUTOMATIC EVERYTIME I STEP OUT ON THE BLOCK
>IF A NIGGA DIDNT KNOW ITS TIME TO TAKE HIM TO CLASS
>TO GET HIM A FRONT SEAT AND GET A BULLET IN YA ASS
>try to lose weight
>continually order food in
Every time I finish I tell myself I won't do that anymore, here I am.
>>25135304
I'm in the same situation
If your body just needs a lot of food, compensate by exercising
I've been running everyday for a couple months (admittely not on purpose at first, I'm just constantly late for everything) and it's been doing good stuff for me
>>25135369
It's not that I'm some special snowflake who needs to eat 24/7, I don't have weird delusions like that.
I'm just used to eating unhealthy shit, and in large portions, and get cravings like a motherfucker.
I start on a regimented diet in January which I think will do me a good. I feel a lot of the reason I eat in excess is because my eating habits are erratic. I usually eat one large meal a day, sometimes two. By waiting so long between eatings I guess I feel hungrier and then decide to order shit.
>>25135186
almost got laid, didn't. SO CLOSE LMAO
Just getting old, matey. Saw some grey hair today.
I realized it's not events but loneliness what cause the depression. When I've talked about some issues with friends (not the deepest ones but things that somehow involved them) I realized I was just drowning in a glass of water.
I do shit and then regret it and think I'm a huge piece of shit and then when I talk about it and people react like it's no big deal, or it's just something stupid or funny, I realize how wrong I am. Just like when people tell me about their bullshit and I tell them why it's bullshit.
Venting on /r9k/ has the opposite effect because it's just a pissing contest of who's the saddest loser.
>>25135186
The last 10 years of my life, basically.
Also my dad recently passed away.
