Who /indifference/ here? My brother just got married and I don't even care. My dad is sick and I don't even care. I have no friends or gf and I don't even care. I have no hobbies and I don't even care.
Being largely uninterested (and uninteresting) sucks but I can't seem to fix it. I tried to be a normie but it fizzled out because I couldn't be bothered.
you're a psychopath.
I have no empathy for others, in fact i slightly enjoy when bad things happen to people around me. But that is probably because i am envious and bitter
>>25131064
whoa man you're fucked up
>>25131064
>My dad is sick and I don't even care.
I know that feel mate, he's probably going to die too. I don't even care as he's never been a decent dad anyway. Can't wait to get my inheritance so I can leave this shithole town.
>>25131064
Did this 4 years ago when I turned 15 I used to just smoke weed and drink whiskey with my brother
>>25131293
Im just like you, anon
You sound like a psychopath my man. I wouldn't fuck with you. I would eat lunch with you so you spare me in the day of Columbine desu senpai.
>>25131064
I've been rolling with a similar gig for years. It's not as "bad" as you seem to be thinking: if it really was painful to not be a normie, your brain would force you to do something about it. Think of your apathy as nature's encouragement that you're not doing anything wrong.
A kind of hedonistic motivation tends to come with the package, but looking at long-term outcomes is probably helpful. You could do drugs and break the law now, but that either leads to a fixed amount of pleasure (due to suicide at the end) or a negative net pleasure (punishment). Better to find a hobby or trade that can give you some amount of intrinsic pleasure despite lack of interest, preferably one that is solitary so as to maintain the facade, and live out a life of gradual (but extant) pleasure.
>>25131064
Yeah man. My grandparents are about to die, my dad is dead, my mother is sad and my friends are doing well, but I couldn't give two shits about that. My immediate concern is; Where's the booze?
>>25131387
I'm 29 though. My edgelord teen years are supposed to be behind me.
>>25131492
I wasn't trying to make a "little roaches" thread, didn't mean for it to came across like that
>>25131710
Nothing really brings me pleasure though, I just play video games to pass time and it seems to work okay
>>25131833
I used to drink because it made me feel happy but then I stopped taking ssri's and booze stopped working so well so i stopped drinking
