I was desperate. I'd only ever gotten sexual with one grill, 2 years ago
I decided to hook up with a fat chick 4 years older than me and almost all that happened was a handjob and making out.
I did not know this chick, I was desperate, now I feel gross and violated despite consenting. I feel fucked up and gross for hooking up with a fat chick I don't know. I know I'm beta as fuck, but tell me how to erase this feeling.
Go to church and confess your sins. Son.
>>25126435
shut the fuck up and get the fuck out you normie fuck
It only gets worse from here, friend
>>25126435
You've been raped, OP. Contact your local social media whiners and adopt a lifelong victim complex.
Breh we are the better sex. Don't fall into that ho logic of I did consent but then I feel violated after.
Just move on from it that shit didn't hurt you only you are hurting you now. It's going to be okay. You gotta just cut off your feedback loops in your brain keeping you in this depressive state.
>>25126435
at least you didn't bang her m80
i tell you that is something you'll never forget
just try to not focus on it, getting girls might rule your mind now but with time you'll find happiness in yourself and indulging in your hobbies it might not be what you expected or was promised from life but sometimes its ok
> now I feel gross and violated despite consenting
Why? How? Explain.
There are people on this board who haven't touched girls in years.
Fuck off.
2 years without a girl doesn't make you "oh so lonely"
Try 25.
