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should I be homeless
2015-12-20 11:35:41 Post No. 25121276
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should I be homeless
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2015-12-20 11:35:41
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So I have literally fucking nothing and I can't feel happiness. I can't even care about Christmas I don't even want shit. I have no friends and never go out and do shit and no one here likes me. I live in the middle of nowhere with there is literally L I T E R A L L Y no jobs. I've been looking for 2 years and nothing and now I have a giant gap in my employment. I'm so depressed I don't want to get out of bed evert day I just try falling back asslep until I can't then I just sigh wake up and try to find a way to mooch drugs off what few friends I do have. My parents are poor like really really poor. My house is the most depressing environment I can imagine. There's nothing but fields in every direction I drive in for hours and its killing me. I'm 23 and I can't wait for q job anymore. My friend said he could help me get one and he sounded all cool all about it and was helping me then the next day he barely responded then he's saying you can apply but they probably will say they're not hiring whatever the fuck that means. For some reason people here will act like like they like me then don't the next day. All I want is to live in a big city and its so expensive I'd have to be homeless there anyway so I might as well just do it.
I don't care about video games or girls or anything anymore I'm just completely numb its like all I want is drugs and to die. Literally all I want is to live in a big city. I hate how things work out here with these little redneck groups isolated from the world with no clue how to behave or act and I'm sick of small groups and knowing people everywhere I go.