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Was I gay the whole time friends? I feel my little hope in life
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Was I gay the whole time friends?

I feel my little hope in life disappearing.

>20 years old
>always figured I was straight, not into dating dudes
>my parents joke about gays being weird and they arent bad people to me
>dad is a huge homophobe
>a few days ago
>add boy that I find out is fairly similar to me
>he's really nice to me and says cute things
>wants to show me picture of him in a skirt
>hes insanely cute
>we played video games and talked for like 3 or 4 hours today
>not a dull moment in the conversation

i dont know what to do... i think i might want to be his boyfriend. if i do that I know my family will practically disown me and my dad will hate me.
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>>25117851
You don't have to tell them. We have this saying here "pour vivre heureux, vivons caches".
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>>25117909
i guess but it would be hard to hide that forever, what if i seriously end up wanting to move in and be with this boy?

plus id feel kind of bad saying to him "oh yeah my parents dont know im dating you" or something...
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>>25117923
>what if i seriously end up wanting to move in and be with this boy?
"hey mom and dad, here's [boy], my flatmate".

> "oh yeah my parents dont know im dating you"
"If I tell my parents I'm dating you they'll kill us both"
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>>25117997
hmm that's a good excuse, it might be suspicious because of his accent though. i worry about having to lie about that forever though

still wouldnt you be upset if your boyfriend/girlfriend could never tell their parents about you? wouldnt hurt your pride one bit?
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>>25117923
given the stigma against being gay i bet he would understand
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>>25118036
still i think he would tell his parents and they know hes gay.again wouldnt you be hurt a little that i dont tell my parents we're dating? who knows, this is just a little thought for now.
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I'm going to assume you're par for the course of your average robot and are incel as fuck. Being the lonely bastard that you are, you're trying to fuck whatever will show you love. I'm not saying that you aren't a cockmongler, I'm saying your sexual preferences might be a tad askew from years of loneliness.

If you're up for it, give him a shot, you might like mongling cock like the little queer boy that you have the potential to become.

As for your parents, worst they can do is disown you, you might want to have a backup in case that happens.
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>>25118036
Pretty much this. Especially since you're new to this, he will understand what being in the closet is like.
Besides, once you move out, it is really easy to keep your parents out of your personal life.
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>>25118072
still them disowning me is pretty bad, i like them they arent bad people they just... dont seem to be very accepting about gay people and my dad literally talks about how they are the worst cancer ever 24/7 so i know he'd hate me.

oh i absolutely agree its because im lonely, thats why it took me this long to even consider it. i still would much rather have a gf but... this guy is pretty nice and it isnt looking like ill meet a girl anytime soon so i dont know what to do.

>>25118077
i dont know, that would be nice if he understood. like i said earlier i LIKE my parents, i want to keep them in my life. But i know without a doubt if it is known i might be gay or im dating a boy that relationship is absolutely fucked and i have lost them.
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>>25118020
>i worry about having to lie about that forever though
That's life.

>>25118020
>still wouldnt you be upset if your boyfriend/girlfriend could never tell their parents about you? wouldnt hurt your pride one bit?
I wouldn't tell my parents about me being a homo because it would disappoint them even if they'd accept it so they'll never know. Hell, I have a lot of muslim coworkers that would, uh, not interact with my in a friendly manner anymore if they knew.

You don't have to put your personal life in the face of other people especially if it displeases them. You really don't.

>waaah waaah I wanna show my laifu to everyone
If you do, own it, and don't be surprised if your parents disown you or Abdel decapitates you and your lover in the middle of the street.
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>>25118177
i suppose, might be worth it for love or something. I really dont find guys attractive at all im not some cock worshipper but... this guy is really feminine and cutesy, and i had a good time today so im feeling really weird about it considering it as an option.

your parents dont know your gay? fair enough i guess it doesnt have to be said, i do think itd be hard to hide when we've been "flatmates" for a long time though if that does happen.
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>>25118132

m8 if you've got the heart for it give him a shot. Just dont half ass it, if you really like this guy then make him the gf you've never had.

Dont be like,
>I'm not really into cockmongling, I just needed to use you as a emotional tampon so I can feel loved without reciprocating affection. But can we still be friends? tee hee

What I'm saying is that you'd be faggot Stacy
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>>25118230
no i wouldnt leave him or nothing, if i got seriously into him id treat him just like the girlfriend i never had.
he has had stuff a bit hard and he seems to be sad quite often so i would do everything to make him happy. i want to do that even as his friend but ugh he's just strangely cute to me i cant explain it, i never think this way at all...

if he hadnt shown me that fucking picture i could keep imagining him as an ugly overweight neckbeard but i cant now
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>>25117851

I don't really have the time to go read through all of the comments OP.

But here's the thing, the heart wants what it wants. If you think you wanna date this guy, then do so. There's no reason to hold happiness away from yourself due to the judgement of others.

Go achieve happiness, fuck the haters.
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>>25118345
you know i tell people that all the time, and it makes perfect sense. but yet my retarded ass can't feel the same when it's about myself. my parents and me are very close they always treated me right and i know this would disappoint them...

also i dont even know if he likes me, who knows. he might only like feminine guys and im not really feminine. he's maybe potentially still interested in someone else? i dont know. these feelings all came at me today and when he sent me that picture, im still taking it in.
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>>25118214
>I really dont find guys attractive at all [...] but... this guy is really feminine and cutesy,
Then you're not gay you dummy. If you're not attracted to normal men/manly men at all, you're not gay you're just desperate/curious hetero.

>hard to hide when we've been "flatmates" for a long time
I doubt your boy would retain his femininity "for a long time" unless he transitions (or unless he's very very underage).

>>25118230
Rihoko is the best Amagami and I hope this filename isn't a joke about her.
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Lol you faggot, enjoy that aids and family shame
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>>25118394
nah its gay senpai, im bisexual at this point cause i think crossdressers and traps are kinda cute. Theres no pretending im not. I always thought dating a guy would be bad though and i still would never date a manly looking guy.

He's 22 right now and he looks really fucking cute. i dont know when/if thatll go away but... bleh i dont know, maybe ill just like him no matter what at that point.

im overthinking this but im worried because ive never even considered dating a guy as an option at all but... this guys making me question that.

>>25118401
i dont want to do that though, im just torn anon im questioning a lot. sorry
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>>25118455
You're just desperate, cut contact and don't do any gay shit fag
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>>25118394

Funny way of spelling Karou there anon, but lets not derail the thread.

Honestly OP, you might want to dip over to /lgbt/ and ask them about your closet antics, they might be of more help than us.
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>>25118495
well even if i dont end up being gay i do still want to be his friend, he's a really sweet guy and i had a good time with him. he would be a nice friend either way.

>>25118498
nah they'd all be like "oh just tell your parents eventually, theyd understand" when that will never ever work
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>>25117851

Repent and go to a Church. Only the Lord can save you know friend.
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>>25118573
>make gay people
>tell them they have to stop being gay
God is such a mean troll.
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>>25118635

You have to control your sex drive if you want to be a man and not a beast. This isn't exclusive to gays. The needs of the family and the community outweigh the savage primal urges of one.
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>>25118646
Sorry to break it to you like this but the western civilization is falling. There's no family and community anymore and that's why everything is going to shit (well, not really, it's an effect, not a cause).

>You have to control your sex drive if you want to be a man and not a beast
Fine, what about love though ? What about the need for intimate companionship ?
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>>25118646
>>25118697
this isnt about sex though, i really never even thought about sex. the only real thing i imagined was giving him a hug or maybe even cuddling him. i just think hes nice and cute looking that's all.
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>>25118727

And as we've been saying, fucking go for it, see what happens.

Be it no homo cuddle buddies or J-J-J-Jamming it in

JUST, DO IT!
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>>25118802
i guess... still though he's already in a weird spot with another guy and ive already told him im not gay and i cant just all of a sudden be like "you're cute lets date" or something. I guess i'll see where we are in a few weeks
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>>25118697

It's definitely a cause friendo.

How can society survive without families? How can society thrive when grown men are poking each other in the butt and doing drugs instead of ensuring the survival for and protecting a wife and children as a man ought to do?

How can society be anything but absolute garbage when there are more single mothers than stable families?
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>>25118929
trust me dude theres no need for more babies, plenty still to be adopted and we're overpopulating as is. Being gay will always be a minority they arent gonna stop the human race from existing.
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>>25118929
>>25118949

Moreover, it's good to ask why gay people exist to begin with, since you'd think they'd get naturally selected against due to the buttfucking not making babies. I think it's a fair theory that gay people exist because it's good for a group of humans to have a few adults who have no interest in making kids of their own, but plenty of interest in providing for the kids of relatives or dedicating themselves to some other life path. What kid doesn't benefit from that weird uncle/aunt who never marries and is always around to babysit? What society doesn't benefit from non-breeders who can spend all their time on adult problems?
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>>25118949

There's need for more white babies in stable loving families. There's no need for more Niggers or Muslims or kids raised by lesbian or single moms but they're all going to pop out kids like rabbits anyway, all we can do is brace ourselves and stem the tide by having huge white families of our own.
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This is nice thread

OP just tell him you think you like him homowise and maybe try doing some gay shit with him.
I don't know, I'm shit at giving advice but I do know one thing. Don't tell your parents.
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>>25118995

Gays exist because man is born of sin and is tempted by Satan.

If you want a more corporal answer gays are generally the product of one of two paths:

1) Desperate loneliness like OP who are so desperate for affection that they'll turn even to their own sex. Unfortunate, if they only knew all they needed was the love of Jesus Christ life would be so much easier for them.

2) Those who are so depraved that normal sex with women just doesn't satisfy them so they turn to more and more degenerate forms of getting off till before you know it they're eating the poo-poo.
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>>25118995
exactly, but... in my case my family wouldnt want shit to do with me i dont know about his haha

>>25119002
do we? i still think theres plenty of kids out there desu we arent gonna die out anytime soon. lots of white babies in stable loving families. i think i would be a pretty shitty dad honestly, lots of places are overpopulated in my opinion.

>>25119021
alright, i guess im not telling them IF this happens... that worries me, ive never kept anything big from them ever. Again I DONT EVEN KNOW IF HE WOULD LIKE ME THAT WAY. i just have a dumb little crush that's causing me to rethink myself. I have to see where it goes, but thank you for the support.

>>25119051
fuck off pastor dave
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>>25119051
You should use a tripcode so people know to ignore you.
You are literally a stage 4 cancer on this board
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>>25119058

People with that kind of attitude are the exact ones who should be having kids these days. Trust me, practice taking care of a dog for a couple years, ease your soul by finding God, read a couple parenting books and marry a good girl and you'll be a better parent than the majority of couples out there. Remember loving and affection come from the mom while the dad is just supposed to provide physical safety and stability. You don't have to be a do-everything super-dad to be a good dad, you just have to be there and love your children and your wife. Again most kids these days are born accidently to swag-boys who are literally incapable of foresight or single moms. You'd be a better parent than them, trust me.

Our countries aren't over populated, one of the reasons we mass immigrate right now is to keep the economy growing because the boomers were too gay and solipsistic to raise kids of their own. Our country NEEDS more people, and it's much better if we rear kids of our own than if we bring over strangers from across the ponds.
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Get some twink/trap porn and whack it like it's your uncle on that one night
Sometimes we mistake love for lust
A lonely virgin
Trusts his penis with his life
Sadness imminent
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>>25119141

Repent sinner.
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>>25119051
That's a load of bullshit.

I guess you forgot getting fucked in the ass as a kid too ? And, you know, being a spawn of Satan himself.
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>>25119134
>>25119167
again fuck off pastor dave you're cancer

>>25119180
L M A O
btfo

thanks gayfriend, you're alright...
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>>25119180

Yes that's true, degeneracy churns further degeneracy, getting raped as a kid could probably turn somebody gay and our modern media certainly doesn't help either.
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>wants to show me picture of him in a skirt
That quick? He's a slut.
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>>25119204
sorry to break it to you senpai, when i was younger and even still a bit now... it's pretty "weird/bad" to be gay which is why i have to think about it instead of ACTUALLY just being gay no problems. Well that and im not even sure how i feel myself. I was taught pretty much not to be gay though.
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>>25119222
i mean... maybe? i think he has validation issues, i think he would be pretty loyal though he seems that way. It was more that he didnt think he looked good and i told him otherwise. It wasnt a lewd picture in the slightest.
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>>25119238
Well if it wasn't lewd I guess it's alright. I thought he sent something with a dick poking out.
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>>25119231

You're absolutely right it's wierd/bad to be gay, and it always will be. You probably could have used a whole lot more teaching to not be gay, as obviously you came up a little short in that regard.
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>>25119255
no absolutely not, he hasnt seen me and im not really sure how to bring that up or if he cares...

>>25119264
nah i definitely got more teaching than most, like i said my father despises gay people and calls them subhuman. I respect my dad a fair bit so you would think that'd work but nope
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>>25119167
>only reply to my post was some christfag
This is why I don't go to church father
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>>25117851
> I talked to another guy
> played games with him
> now im gay
people are this easily brainwashed
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>>25119523
nah ive already been fapping to crossdresser/trap shit for a while so i think its slowly been getting more acceptable to me. i still dont like manly men and this guy is pretty feminine and cute but... still a guy nonetheless.

for the rest of ya besides christfag, i appreciate having a civil thread about this, it's nice.
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>>25119238
>pic of a guy in a skirt
> flirts
> not lewd in the slightest
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>>25119583
Honestly I'm in the same boat as you are. I pretty much accepted that I'm bi a few weeks ago and we've been having some pretty lewd discussions...

Once I was open to myself about it I felt a lot better with it. Honestly, who gives a shit what your parents think, you don't even have to tell them anyway.
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>>25119583
Have you seen his face? That's usually the biggest deal breaker.
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Yes, you're gay. You are and will be the shame of your father and probably your family and everyone you know.
Sexuality is a choice so say SJW's, why don't you choose to be normal and fuck girls. Stop that shit anon, delete that degenerate from you contacts, get fit and date a girl, is that simple.
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>>25119583

Really? You're calling me a fag? Come on now...
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>>25119715
OP is a fag
I'm a fag
You're a newfag
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>>25119633
im not flirting, nor is he i just think hes a nice boy

>>25119660
hmmm i havent had lewd discussions or nothing im just having a hard time wanting to be gay really. i only like feminine guys but thats still bad i suppose i dont know, should just not care probably...

>>25119699
yes thats what surprised me so much, it was his face. normally their faces are mad ugly but FUCK he had a cute face for a guy it was adorable...
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>start talking to gay kid from town
>he's nice and cute, have a connection that i've never felt with a female
>meet up, gives me blowjob
>fucking amazing, practically passed out from orgasm
>2 weeks later
>stinging pee and discharging white shit from my dick
>go to doctor
>gonorrhea

around fags never relax. i'd only date one that was a loser NEET like me who i knew wasn't a slut. gay guys have a tendency to go full degenerate when they're young and attractive
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>>25119725
post a pic of his face so we can judge if its qt or not :3
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>>25119752
Go back to that thread of the 30 year old man faggot
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>>25119725
>he's really nice to me and says cute things
He's flirting
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>>25119752
im definitely not gonna do that sorry senpai but it shouldnt matter what you guys think, if i think hes cute hes cute sorry if thats a bit rude.

>>25119779
definitely...
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>>25119746
Holy shit.

Exact same story except I got HPV from a blowjob from a gay guy.

Around fags never relax.
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>>25119746
>>25119812
THAT DOESN'T RHYME
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>>25119812
>>25119746
dont like blowjobs at all guy or girl so i dont think thatll be an issue, but noted thanks.
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>>25119746
>>25119812
Hsv1 here. Gay community is festering with disease and I was a retard to go anywhere near that shit.
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>>25120370
i just want to cuddle him maybe! i dont know if he likes me that way, im just unsure what to feel
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>>25120393
You might get a boner. Especially if he was flashing his skirt it might escalate. Just keep your clothes on until you get him tested. Even with a condom you can get infected I believe. Also might want to think twice before developing an emotional bond if you can't continue it in the long run.
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>>25120441
yeah like i said im very unsure what to think, hes not even in the same country. it was simply a cute boy on steam when i basically dont find boys cute at all
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>>25120469
Ah that's pretty far. Do whatever you want then I guess. Not like you're just going to stop taking if you're gay or not right?
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Reminder that the only road to salvation is through our LORD and SAVIOUR Jesus Christ.

Amen.

Not even you gays are beyond salvation if you put your faith in the Christ.
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>>25117851
Perhaps you aren't a homosexual but you're not straight.
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>>25117851
you're dads prolly gay himself
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>>25119746
>>25119812
>fuck with a guy bareback
>get tested
>clean

PRAISE THE LORD, HE GAVE ME A SECOND CHANCE IN LIFE
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>>25118646
I always thought homosexuality was kinda a functionalist thing to begin with, like population control. I mean homosexual practice has existed forever (the Greeks, Marquis de Sade etc) but it was treated as a luxury, an exotic taste or a mark of class distinction. Homosexuals (as in exclusively homosexual people and not just heteros 'dipping') only gained social traction a while ago when medicine and living standards became a thing and the population exploded. It's like a counterbalance to people not dying of smallpox all the time.
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