Is there a worst feeling of walking through the doors of where you work?
>same thing every day for 40 hours a week
>already know how your day's going to go
>wishing a car would hit you before you get to the door and take you out of your misery
>so much adrenaline, aggression, anger, and rage pent up that you could snap any second
>>25112411
Pretty much describes my life.
Just a constant fucking cycle of depression and rage.
Maybe one day we'll get lucky and something'll happen to take away the pain.
>>25112411
I left work early today due to severe depression. Am I a pussy?
>3 more semesters of college before reality hits me in the face with a job
I have no idea how I'm gonna survive the rest of my life.
>>25112626
I feel sorry for self aware people with college degrees that work in civilian jobs. That must be terrible.
However, ignorance really is bliss and people with $100,000 in college debt walk around working for $10/hr at McDonald's without a care in the world.
>>25112411
I could handle my office job when I had a drinking problem. I lived in the city so it was
> Show up hung over, brain is numb, slow thoughts
> Can barely think about anything but discomfort
> Feeling okay in the afternoon after lunch
> Bike home, start drinking
> Bike from bar to bar
> Go home and get stoned around 1AM
> Bed around 3 AM
> Bike to work. Repeat
Around Thursday I'd be so tired I would fall asleep at 6pm by accident and wake up around 5 in the morning.
Around age 25 I quit drinking
I felt better than I ever had, but at work I lost my mind. I wanted to peel off my own skin. I would go outside for a smoke break and have to will myself not to just ride away from the office and never go back again.
I was constantly horny too after quitting drinking. So I'd be sitting there in my seat, wanting to fuck every woman around me, losing my god damn mind.
I saved up 60% of my income for a year and then quit and never went back.
I took off 6 months total and did whatever I wanted. Read books, cooked, biked all day. It changed my life.
Since then, though, my life is a chaotic con game. I take jobs and quit them over and over. My resume is a pile of lies. Once you realize how toxic the office game is, and taste real freedom, you'll never want to be a wagecuck again
I managed to become a stay-at-home dad for now.
You need to seize whatever opportunity you can.
Four years before kindergarten starts. Then the nightmare starts again
>>25112411
>tfw my first job was working 48 our weeks
>pretty tough going, didn't really make friends
>sat in the factory nearly all day making shit
>got sacked after 3 months for being shit at the job
>that was 3 months ago at least now
>looking for a job that isn't bullshit like temp shit that doesn't even last a whole week or chasing people in the street for donations to charity (sometimes it's both lel, agencies a shit)
>dad is clearly disappointed, even angry with me for not pursuing a career in something good
>tell him I don't know what i want to do with my life
>"For fucks sake anon it's not hard you find what you want to do and you fucking go and do it"
>tfw if i'm pushed i could pick up some dream of the shelf and go after it but it wouldn't be me
