To all the younger robots (ie. 18-20):
Do you think you'll ever be happy?
I don't think anymore anon... Thinking hurts
18 here, going to college in a few months. I have a feeling it'll get much better or much worse.
I don't know anon and I'm 21.
Ever since I was 16/17 I just haven't felt anything, everything feels like a chore or an inconvenience. I just sit at home on the computer although I've gotten bored out of video games long ago. I get incredibly nostalgic about the time I was 13-15 but no matter what I do can't get that feeling back that I once had.
I can't meet anyone I want to actually spend time with, I'm not sure if I'm just picky or I've become so introverted that I can't go an hour or so without wanting to fuck off and go spend time in front of the computer. I'm sick of all the SJW shit at my Uni, I'm not inherently evil just because of the way I was born and I just want to have a good life. Everyone at my Uni seems either SJW, full blown party Chad/Stacey that'll drop out by 2nd semester of 1st year or autists that are restricted to engineering/IT departments so I never see. Friends would probably make me a bit happier
Saw some anons talking about St John's Wort, considering trying that to see if it picks my mood up. I just have no desire to do anything, yet I don't feel unhappy, just nothingness.
>>25089260
21 here.
I don't know.
I will graduate from Uni this year. Highschool was boring, uni was a missed opportunity to change my life. Maybe once I start working, things will change in my life?
Not really sure if I can ever be happy as a whole although I'm sure it'll come temporarily here and there.
19 here. I'm happy when I'm engaging in some escapism and when I masturbate but usually It's just one big blur.
I just try to stay out of peoples way and daydream like I always have
>>25089347
That's up to you to decide. If you're a weak betafag, start lifting now. If you're a fatass, lose weight now. If you have no hobbies, find one now. Change yourself for the better and enter college a better person!
I was happy for a little bit but it all crashed around me and it made me super depressed afterwards so being happy kind of sucks for me because I know its temporary
Maybe, I'm going to Navy bootcamp in 2 months. I'm sort of getting good feelings by doing daily routines of exercises, feeling slightly anxious about having to meet my own deadlines even though nothing bad will happen if I don't.
Idk if I'll ever be happy though, maybe when I get to the ocean? Last time I was there I was really happy, I live by Lake Superior and it doesn't make me happy though.
No. I'm 18 and have like 2 years left in high school. I'm so far behind my only realistic option is just going for a GED or killing myself. I have no friends and my dad hates me. I wish I could die but I have no surefire way. I don't have access to a gun or a helium tank or anything like that. I think hanging could work. How do you kill yourself with a belt using the door? I never understood how that would work.
>feel depressed and cynical for a year
>suddenly feel good and alpha as fuck this week
Hope it lasts desu
19 here, attending a decent university. Studying Computer Science, but part of me wants to double major in Philosophy or Mathematics.
Honestly, I've stopped trying to be "happy". People waste their entire lives chasing something that only lasts for moments at a time, and I don't want to do that. I am content and at ease for the first time in a long time. I mean, it's not even very profound, but it's helped me.It could also be my antidepressant.
18 here.
Nope.
>>25089347
My first 2 years sucked shit, all the friends I made dropped out first year and I spent the next year alone hating normies and finding musicians to jam with on campus that all turned out to be metalcore scrum.
Second two years were amazing with a total turn around. I'd finally scored acid (about 12 tabs I'd experiment with over the year) lost my virginity to a 6/10 , gf'd an 8/10, and fuckbuddy'd a 7/10 with mad weed connections.
It was worth suffering through.
>>25089894
if you feel "too much" happy you may be bipolar II desu
>>25089260
meh I have to live life with the bad and I actually think my personality type is the kind to find stuff to worry about and the kind who will always have questions and always drive people away, I probably already have cabin fever but anyway my point is is that I'm starting to come to term with my autism, and my isolation, and if I can't find myself being the general normie sense of happy i.e. 9-5 job muh wife n kids and sense of fulfilment, that's just because thats not me and I'll have died doing what I loved, among people like myself, sharing dank memes. So my question to you is, what the fuck is happy and is it going to make my life better and why are normies always talking about it if they don't want to actually do anything about it?
>>25089538
>Maybe once I start working, things will change in my life?
Nope.
Now it's once I start working. Then it will be once I get that better job. And then that promotion. And then that raise. You will always be a beta faggot. Women will still only want you for your money and then fuck chad. There is literally nothing you can do at this point. Either become NEET or commit suicide.
not sure
I'm not completely dead inside yet. Depends how the next few years go.
I really don't know. I'm 19 and I don't have a clue what I should do with my pathetic life. I have two friends which try to distance themselves from me and I'm just trying my best to distract myself from the fact that I have no ambitions, proper friends, motivation nor future. I love my parents and I feel bad for them for needing to witness how their loser of a son is becoming more and more pathetic and unhappy every day.
At a point I was really sad but now I just don't care anymore.
>>25090335
Yup, I am 19 as well and a couple months ago I thought r9k was being ridiculous in the view on life. But recently it hit me how doomed my future is. I won't regurgitate what you said, but yeah, I'm in the same position.
>>35301305
19 working as a janitor waiting till April to leave for navy basic training. I just wanna leave and the waiting makes me sad. But my future is looking up desu
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>>25090506
19 here as well /1996/ represent
Life's a bitch and then you die. I love my fellow robots t b h
i still hope for a gf when i head to JC
i also plan to stop going on here so my entire view on women isnt completely fuckedthe truth hurts ;_;
>>25089260
19 here
Definite Yes, or, Definite No.
I'll either commit suicide on a drug fuelled adventure of sadness and misery
OR
I'll find my higher calling in life, find a qt gf and grow into a chill and mature guy who can finally find peace in this shitstorm.
All depends on me, no one else but me.
I am the captain of this ship senpai, and I sure hope I can steer it.
probably not
as of right now, though, the only thing i'm thinking about is school/money
i get all the socialization i need on here and i feel no need for a significant other aside from the constant urge to put my dick in something
thinking of buying an onahole
>>25090506
At least apathy isn't as bad as sadness
>>25090568
96 word who up
>>25090698
I'm up, smash dat lyke button nigga xdDDD
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>>25090685
i'm 18 btwvmvnrimrimrimveimvrubnei
>>25090715
u no it
when u done wit midterms
>>25090742
>when you done wit midterms
wtf is a midterm, I am a britbong.
anyway im in college at the moment, basically fucked up college and had to re-do it.
basically because family issues, im all good though now.
Just assessing what the fuck to do with my life
>>25090698
'96 reporting in
I don't think I'm ever going to feel like I'm an adult even though I am one legally speaking
>>25090798
>wtf is a midterm
an exam you take in the middle of your term
also do whatever you find interesting as long as it isn't something completely useless like philosophy or english
>>25090798
what The fuck lad
im in Brit as Well altho im no Brit myself (get it)
the exams u have at the end of le semestre
29 y/o here
it doesn't get any better children. if you're on here at your age you're already fucked. sorry, but that's just how it is. some of you may make it, but most of you won't. the thing is though, even if you make it, you're all still going to be different degrees of miserable for the rest of your life.
>>25090836
oh, it's at january.
but because I'm older i'm getting A's without studying.
Yeah, i'll do well, they're after Christmas
>>25090843
I probably knew but its late, give me a break
>im in Brit as Well altho im not Brit myself (get it)
GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT REFUGEE
jk jk
>>25090873
lad i started r9k when i was 15
>>25090882
ids og im not a refuge :-DDDDDD
fuging arab tho remove
what are u studyings
i'm actually pretty sure i won't be. i have very brief moments when i'm actually happy, but that's only when i'm drinking. so at least i have that.
>>25090923
well. they are terribly degenerate subjects.
basically i took easy subjects as I kindah ad a mental breakdown and was trying to get back to normal life as easy as possible
im good now, but had like a drug probably man not good.
ANYWAY
Film Studies
English Literature
History
They are interesting, but idk they are too easy.
today i am happy
>>25090873
>you're all still going to be different degrees of miserable for the rest of your life
i've always had this thought
it seems like happiness is always fleeting unless you're at the very top if you try to seek society's definition of "success"
but i don't have many interests aside from sitting around and consuming media, so i'm just trying to go into something that I think would be fun to do for a living (biological sciences)
>>25090971
what the SHIG lad thi s is bs
youre wasting money, either go for a degree which lands you a secure future and good income or skip uni altogether
nay bother lad
>>25090991
Im still in fucking college, i told you nigga
Im getting this shit F R E E of charge.
I have Microsoft Certificates for networking and computer mantainence etc etc
But i'm in College for a while to keep me sane and meet new people but also get my A level for my CV to show i'm not absolute retard
there will be challenges, but i have hope! and good luck to everyone else too! <3
>>25091037
what the difference between colage and uni
>>25089491
you deserve a response, anon. I am in an identical position from what you've said and it really is just one huge stalemate like you feel that life is meaningless and yet you know life doesn't need a meaning to be fulfilling .. I'll be your friend
>>25091060
Jesus dude, can you speak English.
College is 16-18 typically.
University is for 18+
But I fucked up, did IT tehcnician job from 17 and got my microsoft certificates and qualifications but something happened within my family so I quit my job and did nothing for a while.
So I went to college to get my A-Levels
>>25091093
man Im just Funkin around lad my tehcnician pal
colage sounds like a nuisance TBh
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>>25091076
There is no such thing as young robots.
You're all just going through hormonal phases and came here for the fucking pepe tumblr memes. If you were any younger you'd be tweens, you are literally in the prime of your life.
Leave this place and come back when you're 25 or older you 9/11 toddlers.
>>25091161
>muh 9/11
burger :-D
>>25091161
my mistake.
>>25089300
wow only one get in this thread
I really dont know. Maybe im one of those who dont. Im drunk now...
>>25091297
And now i realise this is for younger ones.
>>25089491
Same. I feel like I'm in a permanent state of contentedness. I've gotten so stoic that lacking things just doesn't bother me anymore. Don't know if I like this or not.
yeah
bzox
>>25091182
not even americlap, but it's the best cultural time reference.
Do 18 year olds even know what Y2K was? They were two years old when it was hyping up and no one talks about it anymore obviously unlike 9/11 which is one of the best memes of all time.
>>25091411
9/11 is such a meme terrorist attack
>>25091411
y2k is a well known meme to those who dwell in basements
stop actin
>>25089260
yes but these periods of happiness only come in very short bursts before people around me start hating the fact that i am happy and confident then i get knocked down a peg.
>>25091161
I've probably been here longer than you, faggot.
I have not, as far as I can remember, actually experienced the feeling of happiness anytime during my life up until now. I don't really have anything to contrast it with. I can't relate with any anons on here either.
Aside from that, my head is usually too cloudy to "think" about anything. Sorry OP.
19, still keeping secrets from people. Happiness I think will come when I can come to terms with my mistakes.
>>25091444
it absolutely is.
folks were photoshopping Hulk Hogan riding a bald eagle while helping out firefighters & police men before the second tower had even collpased
>>25091465
wow so you've been here since you were 8 years old?
>>25091533
>folks were photoshopping Hulk Hogan riding a bald eagle while helping out firefighters & police men before the second tower had even collpased
no fucking way
19 here still have a pretty bad dank meme addiction that along with chronic masturbation, shitposting and dabs will do me in one day
>>25091551
I was only exaggerating a bit, pic related.
>>25091161
>being this butthurt and defensive
is it because you yourself are a sad pathetic loser who has nothing to add to the conversation? Don't worry about it newfag, you'll get there ;) also
>>25091465
so fuck you
>>25091661
I've been on 4chan since I was 13 years old! I'm such an oldfag XD
19 here.
no, there is no hope.
>>25091161
Fuck off, enjoy being a jealous sac of shit
> "Muh 911 Meme" cringey
>>25090698
19 yrs old red leader standing by, will die alone
>>25089260
I think one day I'll have robot limbs, then I'll transfer my consciousness to the Internet. Then I'll experience all sorts of adventures, artificial reincarnations, etc. fall in love with an AI gf, explore the universe, etc.
No end goal, but I could end up much happier for awhile.
>>25089260
>18 here
>I've had clinical depression since 7th grade
>Shit, abuse filled childhood
>only find myself truly happy when i'm alone and listening to music, playing videogames, or cooking meals for myself
>will probably continue being a depressed shit my whole life despite wanting to move away from my hometown where all my problems are
>short answer: no
>kind of short answer: Depends if I can pursuit my hobbies that make me remotely happy after HS
>>25091411
>18 here
Y2K was a huge scare over the new century where people thought technology was going to shit itself and die
Please correct me if im wrong
>>25089260
Probably not
I'm a working class male though. My life isn't suppose to be happy
20 here.
Yes and no. As some anon said, it depends on how you move and/or want to develope.
20, been NEET for two years, became a hikki. I think my only chance at getting a gf at this point would be to move to thailand. I bet New Balance would be seen as an exotic brand there.
>>25093669
Yeah when me mum is prepping me delicious tendies she mentions that thing sometimes
