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2015-12-18 19:00:06 Post No. 25080999
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2015-12-18 19:00:06
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So I got a hold of a bunch of Diazepam pills (Valium). I have practically zero tolerance to benzos (well, I used to "abuse" them recreationally very occasionally with friends like 6-7 years ago if that counts). Also important to note is that I don't particularly have anxiety problems.
Now the strange this is that the past two days I have used Diazepams recreationally and that at relatively high doses (20mg yesterday and 30mg today). The thing is that even though I have virtually no tolerance I can't say I really feel those pills very strongly. I certainly don't feel high, not even that tired or sedated (a little bit maybe) and my perfectly natural anxiety level (I have relatively normal levels of anxiety, maybe a bit more than the average person but nothing too bad that requires treatment in any way) is only a little bit diminished, nothing exceptional.
How the fuck do people love popping these pills? And why do I feel so little from them.
I've heard that people with anxiety problems often only take 2mg-10mg of Valium a day, which apparently works for them -at least as long as their tolerance doesn't raise too much but that's only after long use. I simply cannot grasp that idea.
I'm a just naturally resistant to valium and other benzos? (but strangly the atypical pseudo-benzo Ambien/Zolpidem seems to work for me in a fantastic way).
I have plenty of pills left. What should I do with them (perhaps take more of them up to 50mg?But would that not be too much and would it really improve the nonexistent buzz)? It's out of the question that I'll take Valium tomorrow as I don't want to develop a physical and mental dependence.
I don't understand the appeal of benzodiazepines (except for zolpidem/ambien) at all, either recreationally or therapeutically.
