what's her name /r9k/?
Aunty Nicki
Jasper tbqhwyf
blobsnark
bitchy cuntwhore
I've never had a her. I don't know whether it's better that way or not. It wouldn't go well, that much is certain.
Kat bush
Motoko Kusanagi
>tfw Motoko will never break your arm and make you piss blood
tpana
>>25070973
Rosalina
Izabela
Today proved that I should be alone though and I'm fine with that
I'm not gonna fool myself, nothing was ever going to happen between us but I wanted to try
I really did
I have given up though
I feel low, really low
I feel like I'm in a bad place and I'm going to be in this bad place until I die
I'm tired of this life
im writing this because i have nowhere else to put it out where you won't see it. Noelle I still love you. and i probably always will. even if i was the one that chose to let you go you'll always be special to me. you were my first time and i'll never forget being teenagers awkwardly grasping at flesh in hotel rooms. meeting each others families. watching anime on sundays in each others rooms. im going to miss your cooking admittedly. in another life we'd have been married by now. probably expecting kids. i'm sorry, goodnight.
Aeryn
>>25071673
wow that felt good
>>25071673
very comfy anon, why'd you let her go?
>>25071479
you seem perturbed, what's got you down exactly?
Juliafuck off cancerbot im having a moment here
>>25071864
You meet her on Ganymede?
>>25071970
nope shes from my uni
>>25071081
Now we're getting somewhere.Derail thread with 2DQTs.
>>25071673
At least you had it, I never had it and I never will unless i go full pedophile. Now tell me, whats worse?
>>25070973
Kassandra, and I'm Apollo
>tfw no her because I don't allow myself to become close to others
>tfw no meaningful human contact in years
>>25071825
I don't know
I feel empty and I've been trying to fill that emptiness
The problem is I don't think anything can fill it
I have been miserable for my entire life
I think I am one of those people who aren't meant to be happy no matter what happens
There has never been any group of people I have fit in with I've always felt like an outcast
All I want to to is run away to a place where I can avoid people as much as I can
I just want to go somewhere where I can forget the past 19 years of my life
I can't really describe what is happening but I've accepted everything that may or may not happen for the rest of my life.
Maria I am a trainwreck without you but I was a paranoid mess with you. I'm afraid of people and no amount of therapy or drugs or sobriety is going to change that. Everybody's so fucking loud, so boring, so in love with the sound of their own voices, it feels like its pinching my head everytime i'm near somebody. You can't be the only person i like. It's not healthy for me and it's too much to dump on you. I want to be dead, but i don't want to die, because everytime i get close i just think of you and start crying, but i have to do something soon, because there are too many voices right now and i just want to fall asleep and never wake up.
Maria i don't want you to hate me but if it will make you forget about me then hate me. Hate me and get over me. You won't miss me. I love you so much it's unhealthy and i don't want to feel like this anymore, i don't want any of this anymore.
Maria i wish you were in my arms right now. I wish we were on your couch painting birds, eating your terrible fucking cooking while you try to convince me there's any merit to the music of nicki minaj. I wish i was lying in bed with you while we passed a guitar back and forth. I wish i didn't want to walk into traffic. I wish i could walk into traffic.
Merry christmas
>>25072708
Welp way to ruin my first night back from uni
>>25070973
Audrey...
>>25072928
lol ur oneitis is like 60 years old rofl
Wendy Green
>be 1st grade
>librwary time
>rubbing her hair all over my face
wtf is wrong wtih me
I was sorta cringey back in elementary....
C
you were the first and only girl I fucked, not sure why you kept me around for a month but thanks for the chlamydia.
ya fackin slut
>>25070973who cares fuck that bitch
>>25073054
this post made me laugh pretty hard, thats fuckin savage
>>25070973
Saoirse
>>25073411
Damn, my oneitis name is c too. Catherine. We went and saw a movie together as friends and she ended up giving me a handjob in the theater and when i was about to cum, she sat on my lap and made me shoot a giant load all over her ass.
The next day she pretty much just stopped talking to me and never messaged me again. It was the only time ive ever been intimate with someone and then she just drops me instantly the next day
Fuck i still dont even know what i did
Emilia.
I don't know why I wanted her so badly, there was nothing particularly special about her. I'm over the crush though. On an unrelated note I'm tired of this world.
Lisa.fucking robot overlords
>>25070973
Aretha, fucking chads
>>25073738Mom
100% Genuine real post
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