There is literally nothing to be hopeful about because it's never as good as you imagine it. Why does my sick brain stop me from killing myself?
I agree. Nothing is good enough, and after a time, everything is going to disappear. Even if you make the happiest life ever, it will disappear. There is no real sense in life.
>>25067258
So why do we keep living?
Because I dont want my family to suffer.
>>25067194
Because your flesh has the mind of it's own. You have organism inside of you working everyday tearing down and building up your bones.
>>25067351
Because death is scary. The devil you know is better than the devil you don't after all.
Because of your instinctual desire to survive. Think about it, your body's sole function is to survive. Not matter how much you want to die your body will do everything in its power to prevent it. When wanting to kill yourself your basically fighting your own biology and millions of years of survival instinct.