Currently sitting in bed and clutching my pillow while listening to audio of someone breathing faintly, if I'm feeling particularly drowsy it kind of feels like there's actually someone there
>>25063427
>I can feel it mr. Crabs
>>25063427
I have sex with a LOT of girls but that wont ever bring her back.
>>25063427
I like to make people angry. The bitterness is overwhelming.
I just became numb one day and stopped feeling.
By having a false sense of hope
>>25063427
I got used to it and stopped agonizing over it.
>>25063427
I don't... I just feel lonely and sad all day long...
>>25063480
>I have sex with a LOT of girls
How u do this?
>>25063427
I browse dating site profiles of Qt girls I'd like to message, pretend as if I ever will, think of all sorts of openers, create a fake little relationship and then return to reality.It makes it worse normally.
I have an imaginary friend.
>>25063513
How do I achieve this exalted state? Almost a decade of utter lack of female interest (since puberty) and still haven't lost the feels. How do I become like you, incapable of caring?
>>25063427
Loneliness kills faster than obesity or smoking. Haha you're pathetic and a faggot, enjoy the actual physical pain when it hits.
>>25063513
>>25063538
I hope I get used to it one day.
Now I just write a lot of long angry rants whenever I feel really lonely. Maybe I'll compile them into a manifest one day.
>>25063427
I have schizoid personality disorder so I don't get lonely
I got regularly depressed
would isolate myself
then I'd be super friendly but always keeping people at arms length.
I recently found a gf though, first one ever maybe last one ever
she didn't care I was a virgin and she wants to help me through my problems.. she knows about my self confidence issues and is there for me. Sleeping next to her embracing her body is the greatest feeling in the world.. I couldn't imagine me doing this 3 months ago, now I have a girl of my own that makes me happy and I want to make her happy
I dunno where this will go but 3 months in and we still very strongly for each other. Only time will tell.
It is truly the case that:
tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all
>>25063622
Stop clinging on to hope, just realize you are worthless and don't deserve to be loved by anybody. You'll be a husk just waiting for death in no time.
watch funny stuff
>>25063639
You won't because you're a retard. Nobody gives a shit
>>25063427
Maybe reading up on it will help.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Loneliness
>>25063749
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Loneliness#Treatments_and_prevention
>>25063480
this is what i do as well tbqh
it really doesnt help
>>25063737
dont trigger me
desu I really don't like the bot as much as I used to
>>25063427
c-can you give a link to the audio please?
>>25063782
that's cool, because the bot is there to keep uninspired fuckfaces from spamming cuck memes
>>25063782
Many more years of self perpetuated torment and regret. Don't forget to keep us all laughing at your dumb ass
I hate women and realise that there isn't a good one among them
they're stupid, smelly, vapid, disgusting and narcissistic and I can't stand them
so why do I still get tfw when no gf?and if that weren't enough r9k turned me gay so now I'm twice as lonely
>>25063916
You have the same relationship with girls as most 6 year olds do. There's nothing you can do, just play toys to distract yourself.
>>25063427
I don't I have a lot of friends. They are entertainment friends though. I don't really care. People not able to get some company are losers anyway.
>>25063427
>started doing noporn and limited faps
>finally getting those tfwnogffeels
Terrible feels but I have so much more time and energy
I'm my own best friend. Nobody makes better conversation, nobody likes what I like as much as I do, nobody can hold a train of thought like I can with myself. Nobody gives me as good advice as I give myself, nobody entertains me as much as me.
That and cocaine.
>>25063916
I don't, I just feel. lately I've been having to put loud music on so I don't hear intrusive thoughts of loneliness
>>25063501
Annoying other people just makes me feel worse desu
>>25063554
Me too friend
>>25063564
>somehow get first match on tinder
>too beta to reply
>imagine going on a date and liking each other so much that we get married
>close app and feel bad
>>25063617
How do I do this? I've tried getting into the whole waifu thing but can't dedicate myself that much to a character I know isn't real
>>25063749
I read these kind of things a lot, as well as mental illnesses and stuff. Currently reading a book about hikikomori desu senpai
>>25063794
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1zJl8OzniLp
Slightly loud but I prefer it like that desu
>>25064253
what book robot?
>>25063711
>just realize you are worthless and don't deserve to be loved by anybody. You'll be a husk just waiting for death in no time.
describes my current state perfectly
>>25064379
Hikikomori: Adolescence Without End by Saito Tamaki
>>25064253
>imagine going on a date and liking each other so much that we get married
>tfw used to do that all the time whenever I'd get a crush before realizing romanticizing what I could never achieve just made the hurt of isolation worse
>tfw I've begun doing it again by habit with my new crush
How does one stop?
>>25064736
I don't know the answer to that, but how are things going with your crush?
>>25065598Well, I mean the past one Full on hates me so I haven't even tried messaging this one yet in fear that she will end up hating me 100% like the last. It's basically just me refreshing her social media hourly to act like I had even a slight chance t b h.
drowing myself in hatred
edgy edgy whatever
it feels good to be angry, it replaces the pain with a fire
just needs fuel all the time
I throw all my energy into work and earning money, then I use that money to buy things I like.
Better than pissing all that money away on people who don't want you and leaving you with nothing to show for the effort.
>>25063427
i don't have those kind of normie attendances
I have a cat. She brings me mice.
>>25065802I understand that feel completely. Best of luck if you ever muster up the courage.
>>25065987
this.
seriously OP why don't you just get a qt cat to hang out with?
>>25066008
>>25065950
fuck i meant this
>>25066033
and i forgot the pic
twepgfh0upg
>>25065987Thanks anon, If nothing else at least we've always got our fantasies/dreams. Dreams never reject us.
Fuck. You guys make me sad a little inside. Fucking loneliness all over the board. You should all get a house together or some shit
>>25066389
There were a few threads about the idea. pretty sure nearly all of them resulted in posts about how some robot(s) would murder/rape the others. Wouldn't recommend a robothouse.
>>25066389
I would never live with these insufferable tubs of grease. I need a pure, loving girl who will touch my peepee
>>25063427
I have a wife and she works late hours and spends more time with her co-workers then me.
>literally sitting home with a sushi pillow on my lap because I need something to cuddle while my wife is at some company Christmas party
>even when she gets home, she doesn't like to cuddle me because I'm too small so it feels awkward
>>25063916
Would you be twice as lonely being gay? That's awesome, don't let anyone tell you differently. If I loved cocks, with me being 5ft tall, I feel like I would actually get a decent amount of guys interested in me.
in 17 and a half hours im seeing my boyfriend irl for the first time :DDDDD
>>25064148
Do you ever find yourself talking to yourself out loud? And respond out loud?
I wind up having conversations out loud and then I say "I know your listening, I'm not stupid" in case my house is bugged for some reason.
>>25066539
You're getting cucked. Company christmas parties are practically orgies with all the fucking and sucking that goes on there.
I like to try and force myself to have dreams where I have a gf.
It never works.
>>25066678
Probably. This is how pathetic I am that I don't mind if she cheats on me as long as she still comes home. She even tells me I'm bad at sex and she hardly ever orgasms but that she loves me anyway.
I'm literally her house husband while she brings home the bacon and socializes with her co-workers. I'm too pathetic to try being on my own.
>>25066487
Would make an interesting social experiment. Who wouldn't watch Assburger House: Desu fucking senpai
My mom got me a Yui body pillow last Christmas, not a NUDE one for christsake, a kawaii one and Its still stained from my cum and tears.
Not trying to sound like a dick OP, but it's post like these that make me feel better about myself. 21 year old KHV here, but I have never clutched a body pillow imagining it was someone else nor have I listened to recorded breathing in the same attempt.
>>25064406
In a way, people like us are blessed.
>>25063513
This exactly where I'm at. No more tears, sadness, pain, or suffering. Just emptiness.
>>25063766
Why did this make me laugh so much?fucking non original comment
>>25066959
maybe if you did something worthwhile with all that extra time and money not having a gf grants.
>>25066389
>"here anon i made you oatmeal"
>thanks anon! you truly are my greatest Allie
>he put his cum in it
>>25066719
have you ever heard of lucid dreaming
You just get used to it..........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
and then you get used to it some more......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
and then everybody died and no one felt pain or anything
the end
>>25066956
it's just a normal pillow, not a body pillow
>tfw want to get a daki but too scared parents will see it and find out how muh of a freak i really am
>>25066743
Dude whenever I read your posts part of me dies inside.
>>25063622
I was there. Then a girl pulled me out.
Now I want to feel nothing again.
>>25063427
I kill myself on a daily basis
>>25063427
I watch live streams all day and pretend I know the person (twitch mostly because video games are also an escape)
>>25069378
>Tfw I do this but with nostalgia critic and various other review videos/comedy videos.
