Do you want to know why some people here like gore, cruelty and bestiality? Why some people laugh seeing a man getting beheaded?
Did you ever asked yourself why some people around here seems so selfish, heartless, emotionless and stuff like that?
Did you ever asked yourself what's the reason apart from saying "that's disgusting"?
Why?
I'll tell you my reasons to be an edgy, cruel, heartless, malicious person.
>did you ever felt isolated from the society? i did.
>did you ever felt used by the person you considered the most important? i did.
>did you ever loved someone so bad you would do anything for her and this love didn't turn back? i did
>have you ever been the least choice of the person you loved while she was your first one? i had
>did you receive happy birthday, xmas, new year from a person different from your family? i didnt.
>did you spend all the new years alone playing vidyas? i did.
>did you ever been there for her that threw you away when she didnt need you anymore? i did.
>did you ever hugged a girl in 20 years? i didnt.
>did you ever held a girl's hand in 20 years? i didnt.
>did you ever kissed a girl in 20 years? i didnt.
>did you ever get some affection/love back? i didnt.
>did you got tired of all this? i did.
What's yours reasons robots?
>>25054713
>Great Wall of Text
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>>25054713
No anon you either have no empathy or a low level of it.
>>25054713
It's actually fairly normal for people to enjoy gore etc.
Look at a car accident people rubber neck like fuck to get a look. Unless their pedestrians in that case they just walk on like they have places to be.
Same with brutal attacks people just stay out of it and walk away.
Also listen to how older women talk about the deaths of their relatives. Men acknowledge it happened and then never say anything. Women go into humiliating detail of how they died especially if it was a long illness. Working in a convenience store really opened my eyes to this as some customers would go on for long conversations about it. Women are revolting. I hear its common for them to keep gore folders too.
>>25054713
Faggot. Please KYS
>>25054749
Not him but why should he have empathy when he was getting shit on his whole life? Doesn't make sense.
>>25054764
Empathy is a human trait.
>>25054771
So? If you get fucked over by someone wouldn't it make sense to hate them? To not have empathy for them?
A lot of people watch gore, even normies who have had wonderful lives.
Only an out of touch autismo would believe watching isis videos makes him tough and world-weary.
Learn proper English you stupid shit.
>>25054783
Empathy is feeling the feelings of others you fucking idiot, all normal humans can feel the feelings of others regardless if they hate them or not. Your low level of empathy is why you are so edgy since it is our empathy that makes us stop wanting to kill things for fun, we see the dude getting his head chopped off and imagine how that felt then feel bad while a psychopath like you just keeps on loling though the whole video.
>>25054800
You're wrong. I can imagine how people feel. But when it was someone who wronged me, I just don't care. And all normies are the same. So yeah.
>>25054839
>And all normies are the same
A normie is a human that has a social life so this is very fucking stupid opinion.
>>25054858
Well if some normie for example mocks a robot, it doesn't matter which normie it was in particular. They would all do the same thing given the chance. That's what normies do.
>>25054713
lol gay as fuck, OP.
>wahhh wahhh life is only hard for me : ^(
>mfw 20 year old fedora neckbeards whine about how it's everyone elses fault their lives are shitty
Not worth the read thank me later
>>25054713
Wow I'm all of those things yet I find beheadings or whatever icky
Pretty sure you are just an edgelord anon
>>25054713
So why do you like gore fucking weirdo? LOL
I just like seeing women get fucked by dogs tbehwy frater, I have an insane fetish for beastiality cuckold porn.
>>25054783
Recently, someone who bullied my in high school came into my work. He apologized to me, said how shit his life was, how he was dealing with shit at the time that made him lash out, etc.
I genuinely felt sorry for the guy, even if he was horrible to me. Threw rocks at me, called me names, etc. It's funny that you don't know how empathy works
>>25055447
Yeah because that apology sure was genuine. What's done is done. He bullied you and got elevated social status from it. Him apologizing now doesn't invalidate that he used you as a stepping stone to help him. And your cuck ass even talks to him now.
OP here.
Actually all the things that hasn't to do anything with "love" and "care" are interesting for me, especially gore.
>>25055447
WHY WOULD FORGIVE HIM? WHY? LET HIM STEW IN HIS OWN CONSCIENCE OR MOVE ON! EITHER HE DOESN'T MEAN IT AND HE'LL BE FINE AND YOU CAN BOTH MOVE ON THE SAME, OR HE'S BEING TRUTHFUL AND YOU CAN BOIL HIM WITH HIS NEWFOUND PIETY! EYE FOR AN EYE, ANON, EYE FOR AN EYE.
>>25055470
I was at work, so I couldn't tell him to fuck off. The apology still seemed genuine, even though you're right in that what's done is done. The guy wasn't a Chad in high school.
It's funny you said I'm being cucked. Every single time one of these threads appear, they complain about how their bullies fucked them up without taking any initiative to fix themselves. That's max cucking right there
>>25055540
If by improving yourself you are helping the bullies then you are cucking yourself more than by not doing anything/killing yourself/going hermit.
>>25055492
He said he wanted to meet up and go for a walk (I go for a walk daily). I said "sure" and made no initiative to get in contact with him.
That way, if he's truthful, it'll kindly of burn him. If he's not truthful, my ass is saved from more trouble. I'm not a total idiot
>>25055560
I like how you think killing yourself, going hermit, and forgiving the bully are the only options.
>>25055611
What's the other then?
You can either leave/disregard society by as I said before.
Or you can try to work hard and mix in with normies and all that shit. But by doing that you are inevitably helping the people who shit on you. I'd rather not. Because that's cuckoldry.
>>25055678
But by cutting yourself off from society, you're letting the bully win. At least by improving yourself (getting a shrink to help deal with your emotions or using the negative emotions to help you work out harder/do better in school/starting business/whatever (, you're letting yourself win.
If you let the bully's actions negatively affect your entire life, you have lost at life. You're cucking yourself to the whims of some shit with anger issues that called you a name when you were 15.
>>25055772
Well by cutting myself off I'm not giving anything to society. If I didn't cut myself I would be. I don't see how you can say that is winning.
Also I'm inferior. The moment I got born is the moment I lost at life.
Also
>thinking it was just namecalling
>thinking I didn't get beaten up regularly
>thinking I didn't get my things stolen and destroyed
>thinking I didn't get humiliated publically
>>25055772
>>>/Facebook/
ORIGINAL RECIPE KEKEN
>>25054713
>did you ever hugged
>did you ever held
>did you ever kissed
you fucking retard
>>25055470
cuck is no longer filtered?
>>25055822
Guess what? I was name called, socially isolated throughout high school, beaten up by bullies, had stuff stolen from me (then that same stuff thrown at me), molested, and worse
Did it suck? Sure. Do I want to quit society? Sure. Am I an ugly mofo? Probably. Was I negatively affected by it? My lack of self esteem says yes. Do I realize I have a chance to improve myself because of this? Yep.
Leaving society is talking the easy way out
>>25055832
Where the fuck did I mention Facebook
>>25055910
Well you know. There is no reason not to take the easy way. When trying to get from point A to point B and given the choice of either taking incredibly difficult route 1 or the simple route 2 it's quite obvious what is the rational choice.
Also by "improving" yourself you are still benefiting the people who attacked you. You can't play that down.
>>25055965
>no reason not to take the easy way
Sounds like you're deflecting your cuckholdship desu.
Kind of curious why you think improving yourself would benefit the bully, especially if people usually lose contact with their childhood bullies after leaving school
>>25056034
It helps normies. It helps society. The very society that shits on you. See if one normie bullied you it doesn't matter which particular normie it was. They would all do that given the chance to bully you to elevate their social status. Helping any normie at all is bad.
>>25056062
But most bullies were bullied or otherwise molested/harmed themselves. Breaking that cycle would be awesome. And you could help robots/the bullied. Your mindset is defeatest m8
>>25056118
Doesn't matter if it's defeatist. Only thing that matters is if it's correct. Also I was never the bully, so your point is moot anyways.
>>25054713
I was just curious, death could come any second. I can't get over animal death/cruelty though.
>>25056223
Not all bullied are bullies, m8. And being steadfast in your ways =/= you're right. Just means you accepted defeat
>>25056250
Well I would consider being a normie pet who is working extremely hard but getting scraps of what normies get to be defeat. If you are inferior but working hard to fit into society you are a slave.
>>25056266
As opposed to, what? being a lardass staying in mom's basement all day receiving fewer scraps from the government because he can't move past middle school?
It's cool you'd rather wallow in self pity all day, but c'mon
>>25056397
Yeah it's better. You're not giving anything to the enemy in the second case. It just is like that.
>>25056429
Whatever floats your boat anon. It isn't healthy, but whatever gets you through your day
>Do you want to know why some people here like gore, cruelty and bestiality?
no
>Why some people laugh seeing a man getting beheaded?
no
>Did you ever asked yourself why some people around here seems so selfish, heartless, emotionless and stuff like that?
no
>Did you ever asked yourself what's the reason apart from saying "that's disgusting"?
no
>I'll tell you my reasons to be an edgy, cruel, heartless, malicious person.
Nobody cares
>>25056475
Healthy as in? If by healthy you mean good for society, then yeah. But giving something to the normies is the last thing I want to do.
>>25056505
It's also bad for the individual to be socially isolated. Brings out depression, anxiety, other mental illnesses.
But what's the difference with all the big bad normies keeping you down
>not getting paid year'round to NEET around this house on a weed farm
Stay plebian-tier NEET
>>25056554
Well yeah, but sometimes you gotta take the hard way to get what you want(not give anything to normies).
>>25056612
Gotta hand it to you, your dedication to your shit meme is tip top
>>25056654
What's the meme here?
>>25056679
Dear god. Have you read any of your posts
>>25054752
Nice projecting.
You're just a deranged cunt. LOL.
Misery people like miserable shit, I guess.
>>25056718
You wouldn't believe but I even typed them! I still don't get what's the meme. Not wanting to give anything to normie society that shits on me? How is it a meme?
>>25054713
In other words, you let shitty people turn you into a shitty person.
That makes you a weak piece of low IQ shit, rofl.
>>25055131
>mfw
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>>25056762
I was shitty person all along. You trying to say that I'm shitty is just peer pressure because you know that society needs the inferior men for it to function(society where just Chads work wouldn't function).
>>25056733
Im curious. What's your age
>>25056828
You're a fucking genius. You got all this shit figured out. I guess that's why everyone holds you in such high opinion in your life eh?
>>25056828
No, you're just a deranged cunt.
Nice cope though
lookism.net faggot xD
>>25056733
Oh boo hoo your life sucks waaaah, get over it mate. All this rage is not healthy at all, so get rid of it.
>>25056839
23
>>25056855
People don't like me. I tell them things they don't want to hear and I am hated. I don't care. I'd rather have internal integrity than social life.
>>25056860
Nice retort. You done, Norman?
>>25056872
I've got the rage for a reason. You saying it's not healthy doesn't change the reason.
>>25055470
And how does being a bitter asshole help you at all? You can't complain about your life being shit when you're unable to forgive anyone who has ever wronged you. If the apology was genuine, why shouldn't he forgive?
>>25054713
>have you ever loved someone so much you'd give an arm for 'em
>not the expression, no, literally give an arm for 'em
>>25056903
>Nice retort. You done, Norman?
Nice argument, you worthless cunt.
>>25054713
OP, you're a worthless piece of shit.
Just kill yourself desu.
>>25054713
I honestly don't get how people like OP don't realize how fucking worthless they are.
You'll never get to truly live OP.
Shame, all you get is to be a miserable piece of shit. LMAO
>>25056939
Nothing can help you if you're inferior. Also I can't accept the apology because the person already got the benefit from bullying me(bettered social status).
>>25056986
Well I'm not gonna respond to insults with arguments. Once again. You done, Norman?
>>25054713
Hey ohpee gtfo gtfo gtf0 back to gaia
>>25056903
You have tons of time to grow out of this then
>>25057062
Grow out of what? What exactly is wrong with my thinking?
>>25054713
Kill yourself desu wa~
>>25057050
>Well I'm not gonna respond to insults with arguments. Once again. You done, Norman?
I don't need an argument. You're just a deranged cunt. It's obvious in your post.
You just don't have any counter. You know you're deranged and worthless.
Why do you even live ROFL.
>>25057100
You sound way too bitter and asocial. It is warranted somewhat, but you are blaming all of society for the actions of a few
>>25057155
I am worthless(to normie society) because I don't want to participate in it. Fair enough. Not that it bothers me.
I am not deranged though. What exactly is deranged from the things I've said?
>>25057214
Well I am bitter and asocial. Also they are all the same. If I was shat on by different people in different settings it wouldn't matter. If you are inferior, people will take advantage of you. And if you don't let them take advantage of you, they will call you deranged and worthless. The few represent what all of them would have done.
>>25057312
No, you're deranged because you're deranged, you low IQ moron.
God isn't real also, if you're that dumb too LOL
>>25057380
Oh gee, you sure proved me wrong. Time to become normie slave and live the "good" life. Yep(nah).
>>25057429
You can be a robot and STILL NOT be a deranged piece of shit.
You're trash lololol
>>25057480
You can say lololo as long as you want. What I said still stands.
>>25054713
So... why are you edgy?
me:
>saw lots of violence in childhood
>don't have father figure in life
>never had real friends
>anxious in social situations
>or around people
>lack of empathy
>don't like people in general
>hard to express emotions
>Cold and distant to others
pretty much most of OP's "problems", but...
I see gore as pointless, useless thing that can give nothing to me. And I can not justify animal cruelty.
>>25057547
Your point doesn't stand at all, you autistic tard.
>>25057782
Whatever you want to think, Norman. Until you have some actual points, we have nothing to talk about.
>>25057850
I made my points.
Based on your posts, you're a deranged piece of worthless shit.
Think of that whenever you look in the mirror LOL
>>25057959
Really? I really didn't know what you said. I thought you came in the thread just few posts ago calling me deranged. I don't know what your points are since anonymous and stuff.
>had a very happy childhood
>come from nurturing nuclear family
>many friends, well wishers
>took a lover, had several others proposition me
>still watch gore porn
>started masturbating to death, blood, and torture as an eight year old
>found pictures of genocides in my national geographic and would hump furniture
You're a fag, OP.
Being an unlovable little puke didn't make you edgy, it made you a loser.
>>25054713
Kill yoself.
>>25058029
you masturbate to beheading vids or things like that ?
>>25057050
Well why do you complain then? If you believe you're inferior then there's nothing to be done about it, so stop bitching about it so the rest of us can have some peace
Also not accepting people when they approach you in contrition will only dig you deeper in the shitty hole you've made for yourself.
>>25054713
Some people do it for an agenda. Some people are probably being paid to post some of that shit as well.
This is very apparent if you ever browse a cuck spam thread on /b/. I noticed and have caught anons many times playing as both sides. Acting like white nationalists that get upset at cuck and then others being in favor of it. I forgot the term for this but I would bet it happens a lot in random threads.
The archives are extremely fucked up if anyone checks them. You will know how mentally ill you have to be to continue browsing this shithole. Numerous copypasta out the ass, same old "arguments" from anons, red herrings, posing as both sides for the bantz, b8, agenda's, etc.
I often feel like I am the only intelligent person in this shithole.
>>25058405
Well I'm still pissed off. I don't want to be inferior. Every day is a humiliation. And I am pissed off. I'd rather not be around real people. Just you know, bitch here on /r9k/ before inevitably commiting sudoku.
>>25054713
Pretty spot on.
>>25058244
yeah, I prefer bludgeonings though.
Beheadings are too quick and clean.
>>25054713
Life was never for you OP.
Just kill yourself, you fat neckbeard shit.
Cheers.
>>25054788
>>25058029
Kek'd wholeheartedly at these
OP is a massive faggot and should take this advice
>>25058076
and apply it
>>25058470
If you're so stuck in that mindset you may as well, as things won't get any better if you insist that there's no way for you to improve. Unless you admit that maybe the big bad normies actually have a point and that you should probably clean yourself up, you will always be miserable.
>>25058667
Well what you mean clean yourself up? I mean I'm not a total dirty NEET scumbag you know. I don't have a girlfriend, but other than that I'm going to uni, getting job experience, have few friends, hobbies. It's just that to do this I have to accept being humiliated by people who got luckier(are better) and I can't deal with that. Every evening that I spend socializing is making me hate myself more. I want out. And I'm gonna get out.
>>25058713
Well you're not a NEET, so you're better than maybe %60 of this board. And if you're going to go, go in a way that is worthy of memorial
>>25058790
Not sure what you mean now. My optimistic plan was working for a year or two, saving my money. And then leaving to live somewhere secluded without ever seeing anyone else. I think then I could be at peace.
Of course, that's optimistic.
>>25058853
Well I'm not sure what you want now. I was operating under the assumption that you were a friendless NEET, and that you just wanted off. But now it feels like you want to go off and live alone in the desert till you die
>>25058920
Well what you meant by a way that is worthy of memorial?
Also yeah, that's the good option. The bad option is commiting suicide. Or is it bad? Who knows.
>>25058955
Oh, I meant killing yourself in such a manner that people talk about it for years. How you could go about that is up to you.
And honestly, being a hermit has always appealed to me, and, depending on what you dedicate yourself to, has the capacity to be much more rewarding.
>>25054771
We are robots, leave this board.
I see all the luxury and comfort society has brought us, how beneficial it is for everyone who takes part in it. It's only because of society's mercy that I am allowed to halfway exist, well below the poverty line but far from starving. I can just see some cracks appearing in the wall of society, I feel like a second class citizen, at best I am offered sympathy but usually I am offered only hatred because I refuse to participate in the rat race until my very survival depends on it. I am socially challenged and people love to make me the butt of the joke, use me as a doormat, mock or humiliate me. Then they will say you have a victim complex, marginalize any suffering and strut about like they are king of the world because they put in 40 hours a week. I think it's jealousy, wagecuck threads hit a little too close to home.
I also realize that the world is not just, people are not born equal and are rarely treated equal, that no matter how hard I try I will never measure up, that I am a giant scapegoat, that this is all my fault because I have a defeatist mindset. Look guys, I feel like I'm never going to win, therefore the only winning move is not to play or to play as little as possible, avoiding discomfort more than seeking pleasure, being incredibly shortsighted because I'm convinced I will be dead by my own hand in the next few years. When I lay it all out most rational, sane people tell me to just get with the program or kill myself, I am HATED for it. Little do they understand that I fancy my constitution unbreakable, at this point in time I would rather die than bend over to be a part of a system that I do not particularly like or approve of.
I'm just a lazy ass NEET with a rebellion complex, I guess. I would rather martyr than put up with watercooler talk, underhanded social politics and blaming me for my lack of social skill. It's too much. It's too hard to swallow. Fuck it. I'm unhappy doing this but the alternative doesn't sound a whole lot better.
