Tell me /r9k/, what does it look like?
tell me ur green text, etc.
>>25053814
bump of interst maybe?
>>25053981
Sleeping then not waking up
>>25053986
interesing
disappearing without knowing
>>25053814
Good health, something interesting to do and not a worry in the world.
You're ease when you feel they're happy. Knowing they're happy with you, that you're enough. Maybe it's a lie or delusion but you choose to believe their words "I love you" and "You're all I need". You're laying down next to them, relaxed, half dazed. You to extend your arm and it touches something. It's not in your head this time. It's warm, it knows you exist, it gives itself to you. How many times I've extended my arm before and after I had you and grab at nothing. There's a sentient, conscious, real entity who'll occasionally do the same. Put their arms around you and press their face against your chest and confess "I'm so afraid I'll lose you". You're reminded that you're not all alone in this confusing, chaotic, shit world. All your insecurities and /r9k/ worldly aplpa/beta-chad redpill/blackpill is all bullshit. You're not alone. They feel as you feel. You express your blighted perspective and they accept you and it all. Instead of taking steps back from your repulsive character, they hold you close and carry your burden with you; trying their hardest to understand even if they don't.
I'm not sure what they were thinking, but I was just happy to have someone who belonged to me. Maybe they weren't "mine" but they were "my lover". Having a place in their "heart" and not being nobody. I admire them and and see myself in them. I felt happy when they took advantage of me, I wanted to be a reliable person for them. It's selfish but I really wanted them to keep caring for me. It was ok if they didn't though because I don't love them because they love me, I love them because I love them. I could keep moving forward if I could keep being useful to them.
>>25054026
>not a worry in the world
How is it possible senpai
Can't even imagine, such a foreign concept to me.
>>25054054
wew my sides
>>25053814
Happiness is having
>Money
>Health
>Love
Too bad I'll only have one of those things,money.
I hope that you have or will achieve these things yourself some day anon.
>>25053814
Drugs are happiness
>>25054083
i have neither of them all
i just want to disapear
>>25054039
>tfw this makes me more depressing
Remember that feeling when you were a kid and you were on your way to something you're excited about?
Whether it was going to see your friends and play basketball or go home and play with your toys or watch the new episode of your favorite cartoon, it felt good.
>Ignorance is bliss. To levels unbelievable.
But that ignorance could lead you anywhere, it's up to luck
Another part of happiness is losing the ignorance but not the things you've gained.
>>25054160
ohhh the nostalgia....
those were times..
now everything is so grey and boring.
only escapist fantasy is the only solution.
>>25053814
Being born strong and remaining oblivious of depression and sadness. In other words you guys can't achieve it anymore.
>>25054160
For me it was the car ride home from gamestop and reading the manual in anticipation
>>25053814
>What does happiness look like
Here you go buddy this is exactly what happiness looks like
