>Work 5 days a week
>Have to pretend I'm enthusiastic to fit in with the rest of the group
>Have to pretend I'm a completely normal human being with no problems at all
>Have to pretend I'm just like them
>Get home no friends no family completely dead inside just another day forcing my way through work
Planning on becoming NEET in the future once I've saved up a bit more cash and living a life of solitude where I can read and write as much as I want.
you're never going to write anything
thats about it tbqh senpai
>>25052666
Literally just about described my life
>People really like me
>People crowd around me because I am funny
>Still can't into gf
>Don't hang out with anyone after my classes
>go home and wallow in despair
>Work 5 days a week
>bone my gf on weekend
>work out
>go to parties after work and get drunk
>pretend to like it
>just want to sit at home in my room and be alone
>>25052720
A tale of my life anon, I hate it, it is the most frustrating thing living up to society's view of success/happiness yet being more miserable than ever involved in it. I just want to stay alone and listen to music all day
>>25052704
>People really like me
>People crowd around me because I am funny
>Don't hang out with anyone after my classes
Yeah fuck you with your inconsistent bullshit.
If people crowd around you why don't they invite you anywhere?
Go be temporarily depressed somewhere else normie.
>>25052704
>i am funny
Most people that say this usually aren't.
>>25052666
no, you're an normie alright. just an autistic one.
Yeah, I have the same plan OP. Godspeed.
Occasionally the mask slips. There are only so many ways you can say 'Fuck all' when your coworkers ask what you're doing at the weekend.
In my first job I created a back story for myself just in case anyone asked.
>I pretend to be 'the quiet one' just so people don't see me as 'the weird one'
I seem to be liked, so it'll do just fine. I act like I have no interest in anything nerdy. I only talk about normie shit.
>>25052783
Im like him. They do inv but I dont go. Except I like being alone and im not in despair because of that.
>>25052704
are you me
>wake up everyday dead inside
>go to class
>laugh at every joke people make (even if its not funny)
>try to hide my autismo behavior
>people still think im weird
JUST
>>25052805
>being semi-confident in something must mean it is not true
>>25053058
Oh yeah, people think I am weird too, but they also like me
Kinda like that one fat kid in school everyone likes but doesn't hang out with, that's literally me.
>>25052666
Yes. It's a very difficult life to live in this way. I make jokes and such, talk to classmates but I can't connect or comprehend any of them Life was better when I was a neet imo
>>25052918
I'm just honest with people.
>"Yeah, I'm pretty introverted and a shut in. I usually enjoy being alone."
>>25052666
wow aren't you a special snowflake
this is literally what 99.9% of the humans on planet earth do
>>25052666
How do you fake conversations if you have no friends?
I'm in a similar boat, but I can't fake real conversations as 90% of them are about anecdotal shit like what people did/are planning to do on the weekend etc.
Because I have no friends I never have any interesting experiences to talk about. So I have to settle for acting aloof and private, which backfires as some people see you as a mystery and try to unravel you. Shit's hard.
I wish I could be NEET so I wouldn't have to deal with people anymore.
>>25053013
>I pretend to be 'the quiet one' just so people don't see me as 'the weird one'
But that's the same thing to normies
>>25053058
If you laugh at every joke it's obvious they'll think you're an autistic faggot
you don't HAVE to do that, you choose to
acknowledging that will bring you great peace
>get along okay with co-workers
>considered to be funny because it's easy to make normies laugh
>all co-workers start getting married
>only single people are myself and 40 year old fat manlet who everyone makes gay or "40 year old virgin" jokes behind his back
>It's only a matter of time before I'm him
>if I'm not already
Being foreveralone is easy. But it's hard being foreveralone with an audience. I wish I could drop out of society.
>>25053475
Not in a weird way. I still socialize but I mostly smile and nod or say "Nah, I'm not into that stuff."
I might seem boring to them but I'll take it over weird.
