Anyone else feel like they have a feminine personality despite being an orthogender straight male?
>enjoy shopping for food and clothes
>hate any kind of competition, except if its just a game, not in real life
>find it intimidating to talk to men but not women
>like to receive and experience things in life rather than create and change them
>unable to be passionate or focused on anything beyond a shallow fleeting interest
>eating is a sensual experience
>like to smell flowers and essential oils
>use lots of moisturizer creams and other lotions/oils on my skin for purposes other than fapping
>prefer to look at softcore pictures of nude models and vanilla penis-in-vagina sex rather than watch porn videos
>never had any interest in watching sports or playing video games
>a "spa day" feels like great way to enjoy a Saturday
>watch TV and listen to music that stimulatesd my emotions, like teen soaps and girl pop ballads
>would like to just cuddle with girls without having sex with them
>can't be dominant or leader in any type of setting/relationship
>don't like to be submissive either, but thats the role I end up taking when I have a conversation with someone
I never had a problem with my gender/gender identity, and I enjoy being a manchild. Having a less extreme polarity between my masculine and feminine sides makes it nearly impossible to have a gf, because passion in a relationshit depends on polarity between a masculine man and feminine women, or their gay equivalents, or vice versa. However, it allows me far greater inner peace and contentment than if I was a masculine man, who would seek out feminine (crazy chaotic bitchy personality) women to compliment that energy.
>>25048670
you're just a faggot, go back to tumblr
Gtfo you faggot, you posted this gay shit earlier
>>25048744
see, the irony of your statement is that I'm a flaming heterosexual, and the only reason I ever go to tumblr is to look at and maybe masturbate to pornographic pictures of women
>>25048824
I posted it in some normie thread where OP was feeling insecure because his friends called him a faggot for eating fruits and vegetables instead of fried chicken and pizza.
>>25048670
Fuck off faggot you're just a pussy that needs to man up has nothing to do with this gender shit,Stop trying to justify your shit and get on fixing it instead.
there are plenty of men and women who like these things. they are not inherently feminine or masculine, but marketers and bad tv tricked you into believing it
>>25048670
Fag
Go back to /lgbt/
>>25048670
Don't worry, I feel the same way :3
>>25048844Hey, that was me!
Do the same shit you do OP.
I dont have a word or category for it. I'm just a nice guy enjoying life how I want.
>>25048885
Fuck off Mr. I'm a real man you're just a bully that needs belittle and insult others, has nothing to do with this gender shit.
>Stop trying to justify your shit and get on fixing it instead.
There is nothing that needs to be fixed. Being a "real man" is suffering, you're just a disposable mule for women and the government, and get a sense of masculine satisfaction and contentment for being so.
>>25048942
My psychologist said something similar, but its still obvious to me that I have feminine qualities not present in most straight men. But you can't draw the line between which are socialized qualities of masculine/feminine, and which are biological. Not that I care.
>>25049030
how do you feel now?
>>25049047
>nice guy
Pussy. pic related, a pussy.
>>25049077
Whats wrong with being nice anon?
Its gotten me a lot of places. Usually free shit too and I got in a few bars/Weed shops even though Id forgotten my ID at home.
Ive only had good things come from being nice. Lucky me i'm not in a shitty country either so my kindness isnt wasted on all retards.
>>25049077
>how do you feel now?
normal, I was never really too insecure. You are way more feminine than I am judging by your original post.
Liking shopping, lotions, and easily talking to girls is alien to me
That's called "beta as fuck," anon. 100% serious here.
>>25049152
Well then define "nice," because that usually means self-sacrificing, letting people take advantage of you, and having weak will.
Maybe you're not a
nicer guy" you're what I call a schmoozer, someone good at casual chitchat and can easily become buddy buddy with people so they treat you favorably.
>>25049180
Doesn't you skin ever get dry?
I don't find it easy to talk to girls, but I find it easier than to talk to guys (not in a sexual context). If I randomly talk to a woman she's more likely to respond politely, where as if I talk to a man, he might be like "what do you want faggot, get out of her I'll kick your ass"
>>25049215
well I see myself as Zeta , not beta:
Alphas = super normies
Betas = normies
Omegas = failed normies
Zetas = Disregards the male dominance heirchy.
>>25049281
>Doesn't you skin ever get dry?
No, it never feels dry
>...where as if I talk to a man, he might be like "what do you want faggot, get out of her I'll kick your ass"
lel what kind of guys do you try to talk to who would say that?
I struggle talking with anyone, but I'm much better at talking with guys, I get so awkward and shifty when i talk to girls, and I end up stuttering a lot and feeling embarrassed.
>>25049059
>being a real man is suffering
better start getting used to it because having an axe wound wont turn you into a real woman either.
>>25049385
I don't actually talk to people much and not in school so no real examples, but in general and in past experience, men are the ones more likely to engage in teasing and bullying behavior, or judge you harshly. Women are just much nicer to deal with, as long as you're not trying to have sex with them.
>>25049391
true, but whats you problem with men choosing to be happy manchildren instead of "manning up" to be sad miserable fucks?
>>25049281
Possibly self sacrificing but not the rest.
I dont let anyone take advantage of meunless they have chocolate then I'm at their mercyand my will Is steel due to shit childhood.
I'm a very good listener and I know what to respond with. Not too good with the chitchat. Most people are to focused on pop culture trash and I hate talking about that garbage. People are easily willing to befriend you and do shit for you if you just let listen to their problems and pretend to relate.
I try not to hurt people physically/verbally. Id try to help or give anyone anything if they have the balls to ask for it. I just really like whatever it is my brain does when I smile or make someone happy/laugh. It feels a shit load better than being down and depressed. Its like I feed on others kindness and the only way to get that is by Being a kind person myself.
I avoid the retards that take advantage of and abuse people. They almost always end up in a bad spot and I dont want to get drug down with them.
>>25049510
>Id try to help or give anyone anything if they have the balls to ask for it.
If you ever visit big city in America you'll end up broke from all the people begging you for money with excuses and sob stories every 5 minutes.
>>25049077
what does it mean if I want to eat her pussy ?
>>25049556
I'm currently in Columbus, OH
Lot of beggars here. I usually spare them something if they ask. I get the old "God bless you" or "you're a good man"
I some times even carry lots of coins to give it away. I fucking hate spare change so why not.
I was like you OP.
Got lonely, tried to be alpha
Eventually I went literally crazy.
I should have stayed a girly man like you. I fucked up.
>>25048670
>Orthogender.
Would you dumb fucks hurry up and erase yourselves from the genepool? I'm with any reasonable adult on this shit, what the fuck is wrong with this generation of young adults making up terms for sexuality or whatever the fuck you're trying to create.
Creating new sexualities or whatever the fuck it is you single digit I.Q. fruits do.
You're extremely homosexual, that's obvious. You don't need to make a new fucking identification for yourself because you decide you like something. You know what liking something is called? Having a fucking opinion, it doesn't mean you're demiultraqueersexualpanheadotherkin or what ever the fuck it is you idiots are going to come up with next. Go back to whatever forest your faggoty deer-elf-wolf-dragon-demon-angel-fiction ass skipped in from YOU FUCKING QUEER.
>>25051329
>>25049391
Orthogender is the same thing as cisgendered, but what cis people call themselves, whereas the trans/SJW/feminazi community calls them cis. To clarify, I don't feel like I was born the wrong sex, but notice that many of my tendencies are more typical of the opposite sex than my own. That doesn't mean I should take estrogen or suck dicks if I have no internal calling to do either.
>>25051329
>You're extremely homosexual
What does any of this have to do with homosexual. A cis man can be anywhere on the masculine-feminine spectrum and still be straight. I understand if this is just they typical "your a faggot" insult, but I have never been gay, don't find male bodies sexual, find certain female bodies very sexual.
>>25048670
Why don't you try to find a girlfriend who complements your feminine attributes - like a tomboy or something like that?
>>25051155
this
story?
>extremely confident, dominant and driven in day to day, solitary life
>just want to focus entirely on my partner in anything relationship/sexual, giving myself entirely for their happiness/pleasure
what the hell is this anyway
>>25051991
>like a tomboy
not him
as for me I'm very castrating with tomboys. (when they want me)
can't help it
but once I got a pretty one (did the approach so my masculinity was safe), couldn't get enough of getting down on her and resting my head on her shoulder
eventually I grew tired of her selfishness, I was very surprised that she cried, but it was too late
>>25052390
a mystery
>>25048670
I've always felt more feminine than normal, I guess. Something like a hormonal imbalance?
I was born with a bunch of issues , one of them was that my balls hadn't come out into my sack, so at around 3 yo I had surgery done to push them out. Or whatever.
Apparently that caused some sort of imbalance in my body, or something.
I've been sexually fucked up all my life. I remember feeling sexually excited by shit that shouldn't be turning you on, way before I hit puberty. The first orgasm I had was around 10, fantaisizng about being dressed up like a girl and all, without even fapping.
I've fapped to photos of girls wearing dresses or corsets, feminine attire in general, probably thousands of times.
I'm attracted 100% to feminine shit, but I don't think I've ever got off to normal vanilla intercourse. Never found that interesting.
>>25052475
But as for everyday behaviour, I'm fairly normal as a man. Its just that I've always been skinny and my body looks feminine by nature. If I wasn't annugly fuck, I'd pass easily.
>>25052390
self-sacrificing personality disorder, also known as beta cuck syndrome.
>>25052475
I bought a night dress once. Felt good to sleep in it. But now I blush when a normie brings up crossdressing.
>>25048670
i feel the same anon, if i could press a button and wake up as a woman tomorrow i would but i know that's not possible and i/m not delusional enough to try and change.
