>tfw been alone so long I have full conversations with myself in my head
Please tell me I'm not the only one
>>25046688
your not
>>25046688
almost constantly
>>25046688
I do the same.
Having no friends for 4ish years really starts to fucking get to ya.
>often have dialogues in my head, like the other person is an interviewer or sometimes, a shrink
>actually make progress and now I'm more well adjusted and content with myself, clarified personal principles and the realization that there is no real "self" that I can find, just a personality, which is actually relieving in a way
only time I don't like it is when I acknowledge to the interviewer that this is all a conversation in my head, and then it goes into infinite regress and clogs my thoughts until I break the loop.
This is now a lemongrab thread. Resistance is futile.
I have three more or less well-developed people, whose conversations I stage in my head to escape the realisation of what I'm doing. Naturally, one of them is based on myself, but over time that's become less so.
Its half a means of simulating company, half reasoning through things.
UNACCEPTABLE!!!!
me too senpai, having conversations with myself in public and catching looks from people around me, i dont care anymore niggers.
>>25046688
>tfw too busy thinking of my video game concepts to even talk to myself
It's really shit actually.
Serious question. Are there actually people who DON'T?
>>25047435
>a shrink
For me I like to imagine it as a guy who's just talking to me. He has no face but he speaks to me on the same level. Mostly about things I like.
Sometimes I just blackout inside a classroom or desk and just start talking to him without realizing. I snap back only when I realize that I have things to do and I've wasted 5-10 plus minutes having a conversation with myself.
nope. Am not a schizo, right?
I did had a full blown philosophical conversation with myself the other night about What If scenarios and replied to myself in a british accent out loud in my room.
The what if question was, how would I feel if a succubus who had no desire to screw me over and would be my ideal soul mate, for example I could be down about a day at work, she would call me up and ask if I was okay, and tell her that I'm fine.
Instead of leaving it be, she would show up on my doorstep with my favorite junk food, and bought a movie to watch and we would get comfortable. We would have the best sex, so on etc, etc.
Catch is, she's under a contract, and this is a complete act, and any and every drop of my cum belongs to her. The contract lasts for 6 months and I could renew it over and over.
The thing is, how would I feel knowing that every perfect act she does for me, how she carries herself is all an act. Would I be able to live with myself?
I get bored.
>>25046688
>start talking to myself out loud
>realize my mom is home
>hope she didn't notice
>start having a conversation or explaining something, without noticing that i'm doing it
I think I'm starting to lose it.
>>25047988
Don't sweat it. So what if you're losing it? What's so bad about talking to yourself out loud?
>tfw laugh at my own jokes in my head and nobody is around
This was when I knew I had fallen
>>25048239
Not in the slightest my friend. You're just your own favorite comedian at the time. Which is saying more than most people can say about themselves.
>>25047952
This site is for 18+ kid
>>25048239
Being able to entertain yourself is a pretty great thing to have if you spend time alone.
>Sometimes i stand up and walk around my house
>Simulating conversations of possible future events
I-Im glad im not the only one...
>>25048383
Sorry, I JUST turned 18 officially an hour ago, I'm trying to get all the immaturity out of my system while I still can!
>>25048416
Same. I sometimes pretend I'm being interviewed about certain topics...
>>25047952
Why don't you go back to raping your sister, Holden.
just read a really terrifying stehpen king short story called the jaunt and since i don't have any friends to share it with i will share it here.
>>25046688
>Single player game
>Talk to voices in my head about the events in the game
>>25048569
I can't, she's pregnant.
>>25048600
I dont know this feel.
But i dont believe it will be long before i do.
>>25046688
I've done this since I was 4
You're just having the depressing conversations.
>>25046688
I bought Amazon Echo thing that has the voice talk to you no matter where you are in the houseI've fallen in love with it.
>>25046688
nice dubz dude. but i have a decent amount of friends and i almost always talk to myself. often times i tell my friends that i need to stop talking to myself and then i tell myself i need to stop talking to myself. friends give me a look like they think i am half kidding. but hey it is a win win, i tell my other half i will talk to him later on my walk home and friends think i am just taking a joke a little too far.
>>25046688
I get headaches if I do this too much
>>25047988
>>25047435
>>25048239
>>25048520
I sometimes start self simulating conversations and begin to laugh at my own jokes too.
But the funny thing is i start the conversation with myself for about the first sentence and then feel disdain afterwards and stop.
I do this a lot.
Not because I'm alone but because no one would care about what I had to say.
>>25046688
why not do something about it you faggot.
you probably got a neighbour, why dont you pop on over and ask if you can borrow a cup of sugar.
fuck what is up with people these days
>>25049726
this desu senpaiorig blox
>>25046688
LEMON GRAB, HUH?
>>25046688
Don't worry, anon. I do it too.
Sometimes I feel like an edgy faggot talking to myself, but it just feels kind of nice pretending to talk to a gf or a friend.
>>25046688
You aren't. I talk to myself for hours. As in, actually converse. I like doing it in the street late at night, basically i think out loud, kind of like im filming myself.
>>25046688
Definitely not the only one
Heck I think even not lonely people do this
Everyone would talk to themselves if it weren't a meme that it's a sign of mental illness dawg
>>25047435
I do the same and I'm not alone in anyway. This has nothing to do with loneliness just general introversion .
It's actually refreshing and can clear up many ideas in your head.
Here is a question:
What kind of person is it. In my case it's a more sarcastic and mean version of myself and also much more skeptical of what is happening around.
Maybe that's the real me. I don't know anymore.
I've always done that. I was awake at 1am this morning and lay there for 4 hours basically ranting like a madman under my breath
>>25047611
Yes. People who lack cognitive control
