probably gonna end it all tomorrow.
can we have a comfy thread?
music, pictures, doesnt really matter.
Dont life is worth something
>>25046672
calm down. take one big deep breath.
tell us what's got you thinking this way.
i'll listen.
>>25046742
>>25046698
Fucking white knights leave to Reddit
>>25046698
>>25046742
He asked for a comfy thread, not this bullshit.
See you on the other side OP.
>>25046672
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6yEgcb167k4
im ending it soon too anon. i'll see you in the afterlife.
Maybe you should live another day so you can get better taste in manga
haha
>>25046672
you won't do it and you know it, baka
>>25046765
>>25046772
>white knights
never have i seen this term so grossly misused
i just want to hear anon's story, you spergs. comfy content is hard to come by anyway.
I always found dark souls really comfy
At least tell a story before you die.
>>25046672
DONT
JUST GO FUCK SOME PROSTITUTES IN A FARAWAY LAND
USE INTERNET FORUMS TO FIND GOOD LOCATIONS
what's your method going to be OP?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLBybw-IJ5U
>>25046855
>tfw 12 hours in
>tfw only just beat the two bridge gargoyles
>>25046672
Here's a song for you, friendo: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aa7birRBmNM
OP if you're gonna kill yourself, let the authorities know beforehand before you start decomposing.
I've needed to clean the mess countless murderers and suicidal people many of times and what I hate most is the really bad rotting stink, even more so in the summer
>>25046742
its just a lot i guess.
everything going on.
its been a lot for a very long time & its getting to be too much. i tried adapting but im weak. i feel handicapped by my mental/emotional disabilities and anxiety to cope with other would take as simple situations.
i understand that those things are outside of my ability to change & all that i can do it attempt to push through them & struggle to make myself a better person but i can do it.
simple conversations with random people are draining & hard.
my family has this skewed vision of myself & my mental stability.
i can feel the strain i put on the very few friends that i do have. i feel myself becoming a hindrance to their progress & an annoyance.
aside from the seemingly inability to stop beating myself up over the things ive done or cant change im just very unstable overall.
im sick of living & feeling like this leeching mass of emotional instability.
>>25046855
>>25046906
i have been stuck at sen's fortress for months pls halp
>>25046906
need any tips?
1. Dont do it
2. If ya gonna anyway. Please leave no loose ends. Dont fuck up other peoples lives. Answer all questions in a note or something
>>25046742
gtfo reddit 123
>>25046911
>if you're gonna kill yourself, let the authorities know beforehand
Also if you can't deal with dead and decomposing bodies why the fuck did you become a paramedic?
>>25046882
theres a train that runs not to far from my house.
i use to sit there & smoke bc the scenery is pretty & no one really sits there. plus the breeze from the train is alway refreshing.
i dont own a gun & i took a bottle of sleeping pills a couple months back but it just made me really fucking high & throw up everywhere for 2 days straight.
3 years ago i jumped from this low bridge that was a 2hr walk from where i live but that just landed me in the hospital for a bit.
i figured the train would finally work.
>>25046672
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5NRbXmdnRoE
Do not die tomorrow. Die when time tells you.
>>25047005
I feel like a train has a decent chance of fucking up and not working
>>25046985
I work with biohazard waste clean up.
that involves going into places where a murder, suicide, or accident has taken place and cleaning up the gore.
Once this fucker decided it was a good idea to spray his brains all over the damn place and some piece of gray matter got stuck in the ceiling (I don't know how), needed to scrape it out since it was so damn hard.
>comfy movies
>>25047005
Not too be a moralfag but if you live in america try get a gun instead and go do it in the woods
theres no need to implicate the train driver and passengers.
>>25047005
got a skype? want to talk?
>>25047066
>comfy movies about autists
>>25046925
i'm sorry. i know these feels pretty well, especially the worrying about things outside your locus of control and the beating yourself up over past mistakes.
this is the point at which i'm supposed to offer some helpful advice but i have none. i can't even tell you not to kill yourself. all i can do is tell you that you're not alone in what you're feeling.
>>25047070
>too
to*
jesus fucking christ I am never taking drugs again. I am making retarded mistakes like this more often.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ksLh9uYgZdc
here's a song
>>25046672
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bnOTMNkJ8kg
Just come to Washington anon. I LUVU LUVU you!
so op.
how did you get to this point.
just curious.
more skies
>>25046810
i liked this a lot, thanks.
>>25047093
i appreciate the offer but no thanks. sorrry.
>>25047049
i had this thought too.
the closer train to my house seems to be a cargo train & i figured that wouldnt cut it. but the station im going to tomorrow is a bullet train i believe. so fingers crossed.
>>25047070
ive thought about this a lot too. enough to turn me away from doing it & trying sleeping pills but i dont have enough for a gun & the wait time/loops id have to go through to get one would just put more stress on me.
i understand it to be a selfish choice, please forgive me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8uUkP37y8RE
is there anywhere you want to travel to OP?
I really want to go to japan
Not sure If I will be able to hold out that long
>>25047057
Still, my question still stands.
Why go into a job where you know you'll have to deal with that stuff if you're going to complain about it?
>>25047276
i think everyone deserves to be selfish at least once
>>25047291
because am a sick fuck and I get off from the images of gore, but I can't stand the smell.
there you happy?
>>25047276
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lmma-0OlBHI
The comfiest songwriter.
>>25047241
its hard to really say honestly.
like i said in my previous post there are a lot of factors that are responsible for my reasoning behind wanting to kill myself.
i remember wanting to die for the first time when i was 16. nothing really called for those emotions or that impulsive decision, it kind of just swept over me.
.
>>25046855
i actually enjoy these games a lot.
ive played demons souls to bloodborne. although ive only played the majority of dark souls, the first half of demons souls & the beginning of dark souls 2 (my laptop couldnt handle it) the music is beyond amazing.
>>25047384
I can understand.
When I was 16 my childhood sweetheart was the victim of a rape and murder on a night where I didn't walk her home from after school activities. I've spent the majority of the ten years since then literally and figuratively beating myself over and over again for 'letting' that happen, and have been very, very reluctant to let people in since then. I've only had one or two people since then that I've considered a close friend.
My best friend is a Godsend. If I was religious I would call it grand design that I met her when I did. Second semester of college, far away from my hometown, didn't know anyone, sat in my room getting malnourished because I didn't give a shit about anything. I met her probably a week or so away from when I would probably have offed myself.
Godspeed, anon.
>>25047286
i also wanted to got to japan for a very long time.
i even took japanese class in 10th grade.
seattle & the uk always seemed like a really comfy place bc of the gray skies & rain. i ultimately wanted to end up in/ live in canada tho. i enjoy the cold weather & people seem to be a lot nicer up there.
>>25046933
What platform/SL? I'm down to co-op
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90LJ85ri2pg
hope this gives you something to live for
>>25046672
at least go see star wars first so you'll know whether or not it's shit
>>25047785
>meme wars
>>25047317
Th-that's not comfy! Th-th-that's s-SPOOKY!!!
>>25047681
ps3, 48
i literally do not know what i'm doing this is a blind run
>>25047881
Comfy to me.
COME TO WASHINGTON
heres a comfy song of my own as thanks for indulging in in my request.
i appreciate it anons.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j2J5u3utP4E
>>25047894
Haha let me go boot up my ps3, see if I have a char around that SL
>>25047881
i very much disagree
>>25048020
so comfy
>>25046779
How about we make a deal. I give you 10 dollars to go get yourself some cigarettes and a meal or something and you send me that gun rather than killing yourself with it. I've always wanted one of those little things.
Good luck, OP. I hope whatever you do turns out to be successful.
>>25048020
>Duster
Nice taste mate.
>>25048055
You're in luck I have an SL50 toon geared for coop, I'll drop my sign at the entrance to Sen's, to the right my ID is Unit096
Unless you have some kind of terrible medical condition you don't have a real reason to do it.
And if you use anything but a gun you don't really want to die. You just like fantasizing about dying.
>>25048232
well shit thanks
i'm balls deep in the level now but once i inevitably die imma be there
any tips?
OP, imagine how your mother and father will feel when they hear the news.
Everybody lives for something, even the shitty and starving poo in loo Indians. I live for my father since he can't live any longer, please find what you live for first. Then once you have, make this decision again.
You've already said that you feel like a hindrance to the people you love, right? Wouldn't it be better if you showed them them that you're not instead?
>>25048295
oh fuck now im at the boss, what's its deal, how do i kill it
>>25048375
Hit him with your attacks, don't get hit to win
I can drop my sign closer to the boss if you like
>>25046925
Are you still here?
This sounds exactly like me. I can't seem to get close to anyone. They hold me at a distance for no other reason than I'm too critical or negative, but it seems like a self fulfilling prophecy on their part. My frustration builds and I blow up at them.
Every year I'm more alone. Even people I didn't fight with or anything, I eventually find out they value me a lot less than I thought they did. I don't see it ever getting better.
Hey, OP. Would you like some soft piano music?
LIVESTREAM IT PLS
for FUCKS sake i've been wanting to see one of you guys die...
>>25048336
Guilt trips are the worst way to talk someone out of committing suicide.
>>25048405
ok i just got #rekt but it was my fault
gonna give it another go then beg for help
>>25048461
Keep me posted
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gRwFRMGpTWg
If you do die I hope you suffer very minimally OP
>>25047489
>>25047276
If you can still enjoys the little things, music, vidya, then you are nonewhere near the "time to kill miself" of the depression expectrum.
Godspeed anon, hopefully the pleasure you can still find is reason enough to keep living, dying is such a waste anyways.
>>25048242
Guns are actually easier to mess up with than some other methods.
>>25047276
I know how you feel op. I am mentally ill and have ms and cluster headaches and am paraplegic and now might also have cancer on top.
I can't even take meds because my autonomic nervous system is failing and it increases me risk of neuroleptic malignant syndrome to an almost guarantee.
>tfw you don't tell your parents anything because you don't want them to worry
>just lead them to believe that you're lazy and normal
>they make snide comments and resent you because they think you're a deadbeat
>can't show them I try because I don't want them to know how much effort living is.
It's better this way.
>>25048610
>depression expectrum
>>25048610
Not OP, but thanks for this anon. I now realize that I am starting to enjoy the little things again, which must mean I'm getting better, right?
>>25048461
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_f3Lo1YZaQ0
maybe this little video I made when I was bored might help you out
for what its worth op, you sound like a chill guy. I hope you don't off yourself but in the end its up to you. Godspeed in whatever you end up doing mate
>>25048679
>ms and paraplegic
>parents make snide comments and resent you because they think you're a deadbeat
>>25046672
Hey, whats up. I'm also want to die, how are you gonna do it and why. I am just really lonely and pathethic, I hate what I see in the mirror and my existence gives me pain. Also the unending tiredness that I have, if I sleep 12 hours or 4. Weed helps but I always feel worse after
>>25048415
im still here.
im sorry to hear things are similar to my situation.
i sadly have this disgustingly powerful cynicism that influences a lot of my behavior & overall mood. i try to be a likable person when around the few friends that i do have but its very draining & even then i struggle with wondering why they would waste their time on me being around or if im just someone they cant seem to shake off.
>>25048168 & >>25048589
thank you.
>>25048610
i like the idea of this, and i want to believe that the small pleasures & hobbies that get me through day to day would be enough to carry me forward but it doesnt seem as tho it will.
lost of hobbies im slowly loosing a taste for & others just arent as strong to keep me going like they use to.
with my dead end job taking up most of my time i dont get to read/paint as much as id like.
and new good music is hard to come by, and the old favorites can sour over time when overused as most things do.
>>25048773
They don't know about the ms
>>25048839
If you are as depressed or cynical as you make it seem, and you still have jerks that are willing to be around you, then there's definitely something clanging around in you that makes them want to be around you even a little bit.
Low self-esteem sucks the big one.
>>25048839
>>25048721
>>25048713
Glad to be of at least a little help. I was about to ask for name of the manga, but google makes thing way to easy.
PD: thats some good shit right there, keked for a nice minute and a half, unfortunately, english is the thrid lenguaje I had to learn.
>>25048751
holy shit, thank you for that. i am so new that i wouldn't have ever known a bonfire was there.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ld88m2jLhwY&index=11&list=PL0CEEB3AA45428779
Here you go man.
I dunno if its omfy, but its feels.
I havent drawn in a while but this is for you op it seems you like Aiko!
I suggest reading aku no hana
lets have some more comfy music lads
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LL998ajnjN4
>>25049153
thats really cute
>>25049153
i appreciate it anon, youre very talented.
here is the last drawing i did of goodnight punpun.
i really enjoyed aku no hana.
a lot better than the anime, although the music for the anime was amazing.
I feel miserable today, not in your state tho.
Good luck, hopefully it isn't painful.
>>25049283
Your genuinely pretty good man
>>25049283
thanks your art style is really pretty, and your opinion the aku no hana is spot on!
>>25049283
i like itan unoriginal comment
enjoy op
textless posts are not allowed part 2
I don't see why others seem to think they have to convince someone not to kill themselves. You're just being selfish on insisting someone go through their apparently torturous day to day life to make you feel better knowing they're still alive.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uX2NxSN49Tg
Here ya go, OP. No matter what you do I hope you're happy with it.
tpana part 3
tpana part 4
For OP if he hasn't offed himself yet
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bpI-KeK-PQg
tpana part 5
tpana part 6
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rOoCixFA8OI&ab_channel=TheInformation
More feels
tpana part 7
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VYffGOMCcMQ
tpana part 8
tpana part 9
>>25049283
>>25049442
it makes me sad as a human being to know that we all feel like this and I wish we didn't
but i know someday i'll do the same
seeing OP's pics kind of makes me wish there was an art dump somewhere because I'm a creep, but whatever
Do what you feel, just do it without regret.
https://soundcloud.com/weith/have-a-nice-life-i-dont-love-weith-remix
tpana part 10
tpana part 11
tpana part 12
>>25046925
Dude that pretty much describes how I feel. May advice is this, just run away. Make a half assed plan to go live somewhere you've always wanted to. Then do it. Make your last try at life a good one before ending it all. You owe yourself that for living through your own hell. If you end it before one final push then what were all your years of suffering for? Please don't do it anon. I want to believe there is hope for all of us.
tpana part 13
>>25048751
I DID IT THANK YOU
I BEAT THE BIG METAL ASSHOLE
CHEERS TO YOU ANON
>>25049567
lol no problem friend, im always happy to help out someone in dark souls
any mechanics your not sure about? the game doesn't explain some things very well I know
heres a question: what weapon are you using and how much is it upgraded
>>25049567
Congratulations, anon.
You've taken a step into a much more despairing world.
>>25049567
Was that you, destroyerbuncha numbers?
Tetsuo the Iron Giant is a pushover
>>25046672
don't do it OP
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gPebVnhR_D0
>>25048839
Just keep trying man. Find one little candle of hope inside. Never let it die. I've thought about dying every day for years, but I still keep that hope alive. If you can keep it going then you have a reason to keep going. Ending it all while that candle is still alight is like closing a book before you see where its really going.
I know this is a strange recommendation, but I really enjoy Plague of Gripes lets play of dark souls 1, its an incredibly in depth playthrough that mostly focuses on the lore and characterization. I personally had a blast playing dark souls on one monitor with this on the other or just listening to it like a podcast
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLPBmbs-JPhHeG6O1CbPn8TqFAZmZvpGT8
super comfy for me
>>25049630
black knight halberd +5 and a shitty bow. i'm basically up to snuff on the mechanics, though spells and attunement baffle me a little
>>25049640
who? and yeah the fight was easy enough, i was just retarded about getting there
>>25046672
Whatever you decide, I pray that in the end you find peace.
>>25046672
don't do it op : ( it'll be ok. get a dog
>>25049707
BK halberd + 5 is arguably the best weapon in the game for PVE, attunment works like estus, when you have a spell in an attunment slot it gives you a set number of uses that replenishes when you rest at a bonfire
>>25047291
All jobs have negative aspects, you idiot. I don't think cleanup guy went in thinking he'd be cleaning up perfume and maple syrup spills
>>25049559
I'm not OP but what are these things you posted? They are pretty.
>>25049788
Obviously, but cleaning up dead bodies is one of the most psychologically taxing jobs there is.
is OP still here?
commente originiale
The sun is old on water
Yearling flakes keep whirling by
"Carry me awry"
Collapsing breaths discover
Turning hope, new-boarded highs
Receding howls dew the skies
Closing eyes recover
Amber light in wintry bed
"Can you pull me under the cold, charred sea?"
Whispered words of summer
Fallen ode, a bawling bless,
Serenades the water and carries me anew.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vdPNCYj2MI0
In softest air, a stutter
steers the heart away from the bane,
leaves the lasting sorrow and carries me anew.
>>25049997
Oops didn't mean to put url in the middle
>>25049859
I found them on a cyberpunk chan. They were in a melancholy thread.
we should have more comfy threads in the future
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-9pgIVcB3rk
this is nice
>>25046933
>Sen's Fortress
>hard
Anor Londo is going to fuck you ass backwards.
>>25050099
i hope so! imma pour a drink and get on with it right now
>>25050116
have fun mate, report back with your progress
would love to play with you but im on PC, and Australia internet kind of makes it impossible anyway
Aiko poster, would you be my girlfriend?
>>25049283
Are you going to post before you do it? Do you have any last words for robots? Good luck.
>>25049997
I really like this song and some of his other songs, thanks anon
>>25046672
Good night, anon. While I hope you're still with us come Christmas, do what you gotta do. I respect your courage either way.
>>25050139
well so far i was doing good killing /big guys/ without getting hit but then a mimic ate me
>>25050515
check the chains for mimic chests, there are also a bunch of other ways to differentiate
those big guys can also drop a cool shield and halberd although there not that great
there is also a bonfire pretty much immediately into anor londo if you didnt find it, at the crossroad point where it splits in for directions
>>25050572
something just dropped a crystal halberd, is that it? and thanks i found the fire
>>25050590
nah, crystal halberd is from the mimic, crystal weapons are an upgrade path so thats a generic halberd upgraded to crystal
crystal weapons cant be repaired and have very low durability but are powerful, if your the guy with the black knight halberd its useless to you though
>>25046698
Fuck off faggot op has already made up his mind
>>25048713
Dammit anon, you almost made me choke on my food laughing.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_GPxe91hWE
>tfw don't want OP to die even though it's hypocritical
I'm actually really thankful for this thread.
Being able to relate to someone and all the comfort in this thread makes me really happy.
Not sure if you're still here, OP, but good luck on thing's going your way.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKnVaDwUg5s
I love this thread, bump
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_af5XrvgssE
you still here dark souls bro? hows it going
Disgusting phonies all over this thread acting like they give a singe fuck.
I went to a funeral today. It's a good reminder to why you shouldn't kill yourself.
>>25051811
fucking rude, I certainly do give a fuck and have been on the precipice of suicide multiple times myself, I empathize
not my fault you cant handle a single thread on r9k not being /b/-lite
>>25051771
yep, doing great. just walking around getting ganked by gargoyles and stuff
>>25051811
i care
>>25046672
I hope you publish a suicide note, a biography or a manifesto before you do it.
>>25051844
ill be here for a while if you need any help
comfy music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35235rr3WQs
>>25047005
Don't kill yourself with a fucking train it's a huge mess. Your family would still wan't to bury you. Just dissapear or don't kill yourself altogether.
Here some comfy music https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NgkrL5K77mA
>>25051821
>"waaah we all loved anon" (90% of the people there haven't spent more than a collective day with you)
>priest: "he's in a magical place in the sky with some fucker who died 2000 years ago"
Also everyone at funerals looks sexy as fuck.
>>25047276
god speed space robot
:3
>>25051862
Is it just me or are beta uprising images so comfy?
I wish I could meet robots in real life, maybe then it wouldn't be so lonely.
boompy boomp
>>25046925
Don't kill yourself. You will miss out all the new memes.
Sounds autistic, but hear me out. As fucked up as life sometimes is, death is just giving you nothing. You won't feel release from the pain as you imagine, as there won't be any "you". And you miss out on everything new that comes. Maybe even a cure for autism or the beta uprising. Dont worry about what others think of you. Worry about yourself. If "others" really get fed up with your emotional instability, they will tell you so and will distance themselves. Just go on.
If you kill yourself now, they will just say "oh, we saw that coming he was always so distant". That what you want?
Everyone will preach how great you were and how they all loved you. even the people that helped make your life miserable will "cry n shit" but deep down they will say what >>25053096 said.
He had no friends no wonder. Instead be angry and let that anger fuel you. And do enjoys the new memes provided by your local memecenter.
>>25048336
>trying to guilt trip him
Get the fuck out of here and let him do what he feels like he wants to do.
He made a choice, let him be.
By OP, have a nice life
Not sure if you're here OP, but hear me out.
I'm sure I'm not as depressed as you, but I had my moments, so I think I can understand you almost completely.
Personally, I live for myself. I was a very naive and nice boy when I was young, then the world hit me like a brick (a lot of shit happened in school and I started realizing some things that were happening), I felt mad, but then relieved because I saw the world for what it is - a place where a bunch of selfish beings live. I know it's contradictory when I'm talking to you like this now, but I am doing it to satisfy my ego probably. No one is going to fully understand you. You can't trust anyone completely. Maybe you won't do certain shit in life because you were born with specific genetics or grew up in an shitty environement, but such is life. There's no justice in this world, and people backstab eachother, sometimes subconsciously. You shouldn't kill yourself though. Turn your apathy or sadness into anger, but instead of being mad over how the world works, accept it. Don't try escape and delude yourself into a certain world view, as nothing is 100% sure to be true. Accept anger as one of many parts of yourself, and use it as fuel to live. Do whatever you want and can do, start observing things more better so you can start reading people (most people are like open books based on the way they walk, the way they construct their sentences, body language etc), then use them for your advantage, otherwise you'll be used.
>>25054148
cont.
Either use others or be used yourself, there is literally no third option.
Personally, I find enjoyment in reading, playing video games etc, those hobbies are what keeps me going, although I also felt like getting in shape so last year I started doing some work out, lost around 19 kgs and I look much better. A lot of girls commented how I lost weight. That's all fine and dandy, but I couldn't give less of a fuck. I got in shape for myself, because I wanted to be healthy and also feel good about my body, not because some whores will like it because they were programmed (just like, sadly, I was, no one can escape their programming, because in the end we're all advanced animals, and the only way we can ascend to something higher is through art). That's the main point here - you. You're yourself, you are the most important thing to yourself. Don't sacrifice yourself for others, don't believe in higher forces (when there's no proof for any), start and end with yourself.
If I had to pick between killing myself or 5 other people, I would kill the other 5 without thinking.
Just live for yourself, enjoy the fucking ride, because it's maybe the only one you have, why let the fucking world drag you down?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cVUIbN86ZHQ
YOU'RE NOT DONE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WoKkncKvNo0
>>25052453
Nah man me too
I always feel bad for the shooter. I wish we could have been friends before they went bonkers. The recent /pol/fag who was into the IRA looked especially chill.
This has been a great thread guys. I might buy dark souls for PC now.
here is some comfy OP, feel better
>>25054811
we like listening to you OP, stay awhile with us
>>25054825
don't leave us alone too, OP
>>25046855
Man i love this game.
especially the first half. beat the first half at least 5x more than the whole game.
Its just so perfect and comfy.
>>25054834
you'll always belong here, at least.
>>25054842
try to find your own comfy spot, OP
>>25054855
and post comfy pictures for us to see
>>25054860
I bet you have a comfy picture on your phone if you look hard enough
>>25054873
make it a goal to visit a comfy place. I want to visit this one but I think its in Asia.
>>25054891
maybe you'll feel better when it's snowing. I want to move to where it snows.
>>25054902
this is my last comfy picture, OP.
Try to do something that makes you feel better for a moment, and live each day for those moments if you have to.
>>25046672
my favorite song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UVniMFJYY1o
>>25048417
not OP but yes please
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=L6p4MTg4OmY
One of my favourite comfy songs
This makes me wonder how many robots take their lives everyday.
Maybe they're an avid shitposter and maybe its someone that replied to a post of yours but then the next day they're wiped off the planet. No one noticing they're gone.
Be safe robots
>>25046672
heres a nice song for you op, assuming you havent offed yourself
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_eYl0bVXosI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1tUzT84HSzE
Comfy music
>>25055123
here's a lyric
http://www.jpopasia.com/group/shinseikamattechan81/lyrics/8-gatsu-32-nichi-e/shinitai-kisetsu::131460.html
>>25046672
Hi anon.
I hope you're still here with us.
Try download & start to play katawa shoujo, if you haven't it would be a nice & comfy thing to do before dying.
>>25046698
Life is worth shit, can't even get a fucking job.
>Inio Asano shit all over the thread
Confirmed underage who just read PunPun and thinks he's "depressed"
kys
>>25046672
Stream it? Would love to watch it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y77lvopgR7w
someone explain to me how drugs for depression is a thing
this may be retarded, but doesn't depression boil down to a sense of worthlessness and dislike of the environment we live in? How does a drug essentially change someones entire viewpoint of life?
I'm sorry if this is stupid, pls no bully ;_;
>>25056344
They don't change your viewpoint technically, they just foster chemicals in your brain that make you feel happy so that you don't focus on the shitty things in life so hard.
If you want to die use the nitrogen exit bag method
>>25046698
This poster is actually a lizard.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YM6VAN-LReY
>>25053096
This is one of the best ones to keep someone alive honestly. Hopefully OP is still alive.
>>25053096
why the fuck would you care what others think after youre dead? youre fucking dead, you wont think shit anymore.
>>25046672
Do you have an xbox one you'd be willing to give away?
Maybe a few hundred dollars to help me buy one?
Please
i won't let this thread die until we hear from OP.
come back and be comfy with us, OP
>>25057781
>>25058520
Yeah, OP come back and be comfy!
And buy me an xbox one!
>>25057781
>>25058520
>>25058632
and we'll all play dark souls and listen to comfy music. sounds like a plan, right??
>>25046765
>>25046772
shut the fuck up you edgy fuckers
>>25047276
Don't kill yourself waifufagging sperglord, and if you do, at least do it discrete.
Train suicide is messy, so messy that you can literally give people PTSD. Don't hurt others for your personal pain.
https://youtu.be/T5Os1RRYDsA
my comfy music senpai
you had better be alive nigga
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LbdD9gPnhhM
>>25056027
Really liked this one, cheers!
>>25055123
Man, too much reverb
>>25046672
Here is some music which you might enjoy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8EwzisBEHc
>>25059831
What responsibility do you have to care about others if you're going to die?
>>25047276
If you do it by train I think the classy thing to do is leave your money to the driver in your will, but that's just me
If you're still not gone yet OP, here. This is a track that brings me happiness. I hope it brings you some joy too.
If you're not here. I hope you're happier in the afterlife.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c_UqZFqhBgg&ab_channel=tobi
>>25046672
Have one of my comfiest songs, anon.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrucUjaxjO4
>>25046672
An attention whore thread disguised as a comfy thread. Are you even trying?
>>25051731
Beautiful music, Sir.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rij_XuT3Ln0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dH3GSrCmzC8
>>25061400
Based Monk
https://youtube.com/watch?v=PYD-DIggB2k
s&g has the best songwriting you'll ever hear.
>>25046698
You retards. He is saying "don't life" as in being dead is worth something.
>>25062813
yes, exactly. he meant "Don't [kill yourself, because] life is worth something." it's not that difficult to parse.
Some more comfy music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PzDupYdobnU
>>25046672
you're too coward to do it and you know it
we're all the same here
>>25046779
have fun shooting yourself but not dying
>>25046925
that sounds fucking vague and boring, you should do something for it to not being so boring and then deciding if you want to kill yourself
seriously, the day i finally get a job and a home of my own i'll fucking hang myself that's it, fuckers won't say i lived an uneventful life at least
I just wanna say how amazing it is i found happiness in a thread like this. All the great music you guys posted made me smile. I love you all.
>>25046933git gud
kek
>>25049283
... i think i've seen your style somewhere
got any blog or whatever?
How you gonna do it?
op is kill
op...is kill
;~;
fuck you op thanks to your selfish action my train has to make an emergency stop just to clean your fat ass from the rails and i got fired from my shit job
>>25065074
Seems so ;_;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j94s8VeXBig
I'll miss you, OP.
Should've told us your name first.
(I'm making a list of robots who died.)
>>25065074
>>25065263
God bless OP for not making a self centered attention whoring thread. Instead anon created a relaxing and comforting thread. It's a shame you had to go OP. You truly a rare type of person. If you are dead I hope it was a painless and comforting death. I'll miss you.
>>25064234
I love you too, anon. This thread made me feel something i dont feel often. We need more threads like this. A thread where people can just mutually be at peace and listen to great music and talk.
>>25046672
Don't go man/girl. We got so much space to explore and you won't be there to enjoy it. :(
hope OP is not kill
I really liked this thread you guys, I hope we do it again and make it a regular thing
>>25066000
I'll start a thread like this every now and again in his honor.
OP will not be forgotten.
>>25062907
>the mediocre joke
>your stupid head
If he is dead, hopefully it wasn't too painful.
Fantastic thread, OP. Safe travels if there's indeed an afterlife and if not, I'm at least grateful for this thread. The music, images and many of the comments were very pleasant. I plan on listening to all of it.
>>25055915
There's nothing wrong with Asano Inio.
Sayonara, OP. This was one of the better threads I've seen on this board. I hope you got exactly what you desired.
goodnight op
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZO1SGvFSgZQ
>tfw you will never make a thread that people enjoy
>>25046672
What manga is that pic from?
Ok, r9k. I was subject to a sextortion video scam. I think it's gone away now, but whats the odds the scammer has held onto the video ?
What do you think r9k? I'm pretty stressed out about it
>>25066700
oyasumi no punpun
>>25046779
Yo what kind of keyboard is that? Also what kind of gun is that because it looks fukken cool.
Wait two weeks, op
rip op ;-;
Anyone have any experience with suicide? I have a few but here's the one that left the strongest impression:
>make a friend in 2nd grade
>hang out a lot, and his sister becomes friends with my sister, both are two years younger than us
>stop seeing him after grade school but my sister still sees his
>by the time I'm 17 I've found out that my childhood friend's sister was raped by her (now incarcerated) father
>she has a reputation for jumping from boyfriend to boyfriend and has attempted suicide by swallowing pills (her mom found her too quickly though)
>one day the two of us end up alone at my place and she starts coming on to me
>too horny to do anything besides play along
>after brief awkward head my sister comes bcak home
>she begs me through text to let her talk about what happened with my sister
>keep telling her no out of guilt
>three weeks later she jumps off a ten story building and dies
>stand around in the back row of her funeral trying not to think about the last time I saw her or her mom's loud sobbing
6 years later and I still don't really like to think about it. I fantasize about suicide daily but I wouldn't do it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xT4oMwqN-Cg
>>25046672
I say don't do but if you're going to do it, don't use a train. That is one big mess that nobody needs to see
