Anyone else here think their escapism is getting out of control?
I can't even live with the reality anymore, I avoid mirrors like the plauge and haven't been outside almost a year
Hmm testing
Definitely.
I still go outside to get food, but otherwise nah. I spend most of my day writing degenerate scenarios that will never happen because I want to live in another world as another person. No reason to be in this life.
Used to be like this desu.
I've grown a lot in the past year out of my old ways
Take baby steps
Honestly, somewhere around age 23 reality set in and the whole "escape" stopped. I pretty much just admit to having weird hobbies and became a functioning person in society. Every so often I get a "man, you really like anime" but then we go back to talking around whatever else it was we talked about.
>>25037759
Sorry mate but it never gets better no matter how much you tell yourself your going to change
>>25037818
I don't go outside because if people look at me then I would be reminded of my appearance and how akward I act.
>>25037868
Some things (like I have a fucked up looking eye) are literally impossible to change and this basically kills any form of motivation I could muster anyway.
