>Dec 16 2015
>1:27 AM
did you ever think your life was gonna pass you by this way, when you were a mere child?
thread theme song choice
#1 Time by Pink Floyd
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JwYX52BP2Sk
#2 Young Turks by Rod Stewart
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQ41hqlV0Kk
>>25028324
Jesus Christ OP, that young turks gave me feels.
Brilliant choice for thread theme
who /wasting their young years away/ here?
>tfw I can't escape the gravity of the real world
>>25028324
>Young Turks by Rod Stewart
I used to listen to this while driving around randomly on GTA:SA, good times.
I regret living this long.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kX8-M655koE
>>25028324
You're an absolute time based music plebeian, you know that, right?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uHfB63ln1Ig
>>25028484
me too anon. fucking san andreas was the best game I ever played
Also don't give up on life Anons. If you're really not happy with where you are or what you're doing then put your back into it and fucking change that shit.
Go start jiu jitsu as well, that shit is fun
>>25028437
>tfw I wasted my whole teenage years posting on 4chan
I first came on this site when I was 12, now I'm 19. I've been posting daily on here for 6-7 years. All this time spent reposting stupid dank maymay reaction pics and typing stupid bullshit for hours on end to kill boredom I could have been learning a valuable skill. I could have learned an instrument, how to paint, how to make my own clothes, new languages, something that could've maybe impressed something. Nope. All I learned how to do from 4chan was type faster and be able to tolerate and fap to shemale porn. God fucking damn it, I'll never get any of that time back. The last time in my life where I would have had enough time to learn a valuable talent or skill. I missed out on teenage love and traded it for pepes and spurdos. I want to die.
>>25028437
so cute <3
what kills me is that even if I tried doing something there'd be people with more experience, vastly more social skills, etc.
>>25028542
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rm5-sZLBPfs
what's that song where a guy just takes a train or something in the middle of the night without knowing where he's headed?
has anybody here seeked prof. help?
closest I've ever had was this social worker when I was 15
>been fat ever since i was a child due to shitty parents feeding me shitty food.
>now 20
Its like my childhood was literally stolen from me, i never had a first kiss or went on a date.
I missed out on young love and never had any friends, How am i supposed to suddenly change my life and make it worth living?
>>25028324
For some reason the last for real VIVID memory i have is of
>2000 New Years Eve
>"I hear its the year 4000 in China, those chinks are weird, right anon?"
>"I dont...i dont know." (was six)
I remember all those colors on tv, everyone celebrating beginning of a whole new millennium and it felt like an important beginning of my life story or something....
And suddenly its 2015 with not much changed.
>>25028437
>the real world
I feel like my reality is different everyday when I think back it's fucking weird I have no concept of anything being real it all seems like a blur, I'm way to consumed by my self or my own actions to think about anything else.
>Prob schizo
Better theme
https://youth.be/gd5rD3w5B3k
If you dont listen to some kind of IDM/post IDM/feel music exclusively you're not a fucking robot
>>25028714
Even thinking about that makes me feel even more embarrassed and ungrateful. I don't even have any objective problems to complain about. I just feel like my life has nothing to offer any more due to wasting it.
>>25029115
How can you not have memories of your school years? I find that impossible. But I do know what you mean. My last vivid memory is from 2008. All the past years literally passed without anything happening.
>>25029831
I have quite a few memories from school like the most action one. There was one gypsy classmate with us who kept the anti-me propaganda alive the most. Like one day he somehow convinced the entire class to completely ignore me for the whole day, anyway
>beating up annoying gypsy (holding him under the neck and punching in his head) while getting cheered on by cute class girls (one of whom few years later told me i will amount to nothing and will be homeless junkie)
but also
>spending 4 years indoors cause gang of gypsies said they will kill me (my "best" friend told them where i live the moment they asked. My other friend who was 3 years younger got cut up with a knife cause he would not say where i live and told them to go fuck themselves)
I have a lot of memories just not "fresh" ones. There are next to no colours, its all bland and aimless like a grey void or something...thats how i feel most of the time even today though, so its a standard i guess.
Post music:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zGp5kjHNhJY
>>25028324
>Young Turks
Holy fuck it was in Vice City I think !
>Tfw you now remember Ken Rosenberg the socially awkward lawyer and Lance Vance the backstabber
>>25028768
>I missed out on young love and never had any friends, How am i supposed to suddenly change my life and make it worth living?
Lose weight and shit. Missing out on teen love ? Realize the prime teen pussy is a literal meme and most people don't have sex until they are 17 or 18 (at least in France)
You only missed 2 years of that "young love" actually. Also don't focus on what you missed, because your life will always get worse if you do this. Focus on improving shit.
>Tfw I sound like a PUA fag here
>I'm actually a 24yo virgin
My life is ok if we don't talk sex or girlfriends though.
>>25029947
Funny, a bunch of gypsies tried to kill me and my friends too. We were kind of asking for it by making fun of them. Later that day they came running down a hill with an axe. My friends all ran home, but I lived to ofar away so I went to a friend's house. He wouldn't let me in, what an ass he was.
>>25028433
>We got but one shot at life, let's take it while we're still not afraid
>Because life is so brief, and time is a thief when you're undecided
>And like a fistful of sand, it can slip right through your hands
FUCK. ME.
I nostalgia'd at this because of GTA San Andreas, I never really knew the lyrics.
That I was not expecting. Holy fuck.
>>25028324
Get fucked, thread theme is the entire Dark Side of the Moon record
>>25028324
As a child I had no idea there was an entire world outside of America, so no that was never in my mind at all.
I didn't think I was going to make it out of middle school desu
I'm 29 now
