I got to work late today because I had to masturbate right before leaving even though I had already ejaculated an hour earlier

>not supposed to fap
Where did you hear this? Jacking off is good for you

Just stop watching porn, it's bad for you.
Don't masturbate for a few weeks, and don't watch porn for a few weeks. Then masturbate using only your imagination, but only do it if you can get a full erection.

>>25024012
But then why do i feel like shit every single time after i cum?
I seriously feel empty after i cum, i feel despair. It goes away but it's every time i jack off.
I think it's my body crying and dying because it'll never reproduce but idk it just sucks but orgasms are the only thing i can control.

>>25024033
I evolved beyond porn a long time ago. Now I can only cum while talking with Muslim girls online about being interested in converting while picturing them wearing hijabs then after I cum I feel hatred for Muslims and want to bomb ISIS

>>25024078
It's because of the porn. Not the fapping.

>>25024078
You might do it too often then or maybe you might be ashamed of your taste in porn

>>25023938
Are you christian?

>>25024078
>But then why do i feel like shit every single time after i cum?
You have some deep seeded problems to overcome there

>see some qt 2d grills
>feel like fapping
>go to /d/ or some other place for my vore fix
>finish in like 2 minutes, nothing even comes out half the time
>repeat like every hour

I'm weak
only times I'm actually able to build up to my release and have something to shoot is when I discreetly browse pics and stories for an hour or two in the living room with my siblings or parents almost always around, then go to my room to finish.