who here /excited to break parents' hearts/ here?
>going home for xmas break for first time in 6 months when i graduated uni (only live 2hrs away)
>mom never let me eat beef as a teen, said it was unhealthy
>ate a diet of mostly bread and pasta because didn't have good protein sources and don't like fibrous veggies
>parents didn't let me lift weights, made me run cross country
>mom: "you're too short to have muscles, you don't want to lift"
>found out after graduating they took all my loans and redistributed it to me as they saw fit
>i had to sell speed and xanax & do people's homework to afford food to eat (they gave me $400 a month which barely even covered rent+utilities)
>forced me to join drama club, basketball team (despite manlet), summer camps, etc
>dragged me with them on when travelling yet expected me to be grateful for the money they spent to forcr me to have a miserable summer vacation
>mom would wake me up early on weekends to follow her around shopping
>probably averaged about 5hrs a night of sleep during prime puberty years
>always sickly with runny nose, wouldn't get rid of cats despite allergies
>got allergy shots every month, but once i moved out and ate/slept better haven't been sick in 5 years and nose rarely ever runs (not sure if from cats, lack of sleep, cross country, chronic malnutrition, or some combo of them)
>would never drive me to friends houses ("just make friends in the neighborhood LOL")
>enforced 10pm curfew so friends stopped hanging out with me weekends because they would have to drive me all the way home from the mall
she's gonna ask me if i got a better job or gf, i know it. i'm going to say no and that i'm not even looking. just content in poverty and solitude. i have enough income for food and rent and i have a pc so i don't need anything else. they will never get grandchildren. i will never make them happy. they deserve to suffer desu
>>25017839
I used to feel this way about my parents.
The older you get the more you realize they are just idiots like everyone else.
They sound like terrible people. I would distance myself from them. If they ask why, tell them. Cut any ties you have with them financially (like if you're on their phone plan or something).
But not having a children is not something I would do. Have the kids, then don't let them see the children. That would be the most painful thing you could do to them.
But as you get older, you start to just feel bad for them. My dad has something wrong with him. He is so high anxiety and angry I feel bad for him. Being his kid sucked, but he helps watch my kids and is kinder as an old man.
Your parents sound like absolute shit though.
It's complicated when you have to decide between taking revenge or purging your own DNA from the earth. Like, do you hate them enough to destroy yourself over them?
You need to learn to like yourself despite them, and move far away. Estrange them with confidence. Tell them it's for your benefit, not theirs. If they care about you they let you go
>>25018155
yeah i don't really think i can just 'have kids'
i'm a manlet shut in. i'm 22 and a half and never had a gf. i lost my virginity to an escort. my face isn't too bad but being a chronic mouthbreather growing up due to allergies or whatever did fuck me over a bit in that department.
i honestly can't even fathom being emotionally intimate with a girl. she would literally NEED me for it to work, and i don't make enough money for that and i don't even care. i just want to do PCP every day. i work only 5 hour days now just so i have more free time to sleep and fuck around. i don't need the extra money, i just buy food.
i lack all ambition and i can't find any reason to change. get a new job that makes more money but i have to work harder, sleep/lift less? i have nothing to spend it on so why even bother desu.
it's not that i dislike myself, i don't give a shit. i just don't like anything but my solitude really
>>25018155
this post is like a 15 year old's idea of what a sociopath is
genuinely embarrassed for you if this is how you actually think
>>25018358
Fuck is that what causes runny nose?
I get it really badly ALL THE FUCKING TIME.
>>25018386
Okay kiddo. I am real embarrassed right now
>>25018358
If you had no ambition to change you wouldn't be sharing your situation with r9k
>>25018423
>lack of sleep
>allergy to cats and having cat hair everywhere
>shit diet
>horribly stressful and catabolic form of exercise
yeah all of those combined are likely to increase stress hormones, increase nutrient requirements (which obviously aren't being met), and just overall fucking up your health
i have permanent black circles under my eyes because of how my skull formed being a mouth breather my whole childhood
>>25018435
>If you had no ambition to change you wouldn't be sharing your situation with r9k
what is there to change? i can't just "get a gf" i gave up that dream long ago, i don't think it's for me. and if there is no gf, what's the point of working harder than the minimum required to eat well and have a place to live?
>>25018571
Shit that's not good. I thought it was normal.
No wonder I'm a fucking manlet too FUCK.
I mean it's mostly genetics but it didn't help
