Who /WantToDie/ here?
>Took my Statistics final this morning, studied like hell last night.
>Long ass test with ALL the things that I was least knowledgeable on.
>Needed to pass this test to pass the course, probably fucked up badly on it.
>Missed 3-4 out of 20 questions due to time, and got a ton other's wrong I'm sure.
Parents will be disappointed in me, and I'll be in debt $3,000 which I don't have.
Literally considering dropping out and killing myself.
Anyone else know these feels?
Literally me right now. Thinking about jumping off a building or buying a tank of helium
>>25013027
Yeah but if you die you will never be alivr again so iz it woryh it
>>25013027
No offense, because I felt the same way too when I was still in uni, but if you think things are rough now they're going to get much, much worse.
>>25013792
Even more reason to end it sooner than later. No?
>>25013027
I want to die. I have no particular reason for wanting to die. I just feel my life isn't going anywhere, and that staying in it is just a waste of time.
>Probability final yesterday
>final was not cumulative
>was based on stuff we had no homework on, only review was during other classes or when I had to fucking buy groceries cause I'm a poorfag
>>25013027
i only need the courage
>>25013027
As of my first term of my second year I am officially a C student. Fucking sucks. The electrical engineering meme is very real
>>25014065
ayyyyy
>>25014033
I'm a Junior EE. I went to a CC before I transferred, and I wish I didn't. CC was infinitely superior.
>retards actually think lecture is a good education style
>even more retarded retards just throw their hands up "Sure the teacher and work is absolute shit, but I'll just study for 20 hours a week and copy from my friends like my culture trains me to do"
>>25014191
Seems like there are a ton of ppl in my classes who don't actually care about learning the material at all. Meanwhile I am fascinated by the material but have crippling depression and my only source of motivation is not wanting to look like a complete failure when my peers are depending on me.
>>25014065
>electrical engineering meme is very real
i was going to college with that major
did a complete u turn the day before school. went back home got autism bucks
did I do the right choice and where do I go now?
>>25014517
It is real in the sense that the lower levels are filled with people who are just in it for the money and don't give a fuck about actually learning anything. This could be said about most college degrees but I think it is worse for engineering because the subject matter can be very dull and boring for someone who isn't interested.
I don't think autism bux are the best option, but if you don't think EE is something you could see yourself doing for a long time then yeah it was a good idea to get out.
>>25013888
I'm thinking the same thing Anon..
>>25014416
I like my engineering discipline and ace it just fine, but it's a life or death struggle for any non-major classes.
English, chemistry, computer science (sounded interesting + doable), shit kicks my ass and kills my GPA every semester.
I feel the same way. I'm about to fail out and don't really have any other options.
I just want to study something else and do well in school.
>>25015236
Funny I am somewhat the opposite. I got stuck with a shitty teacher for circuits and digital electronics, but a great one for physics. I have no issue getting A's in any non engineering related class, but I think it is because most of them are laughably easy.
I can't switch prof/lab instructor for either of the shitty classes unless I do summer school which isn't an option. Essentially the foundation of my education as an EE is being held back by my lack of ambition,depression, and shitty professors. Plus I am in too deep to be able to quit now and ever have a chance in hell paying back what I owe
Sorry for ranting, just got my grades back today and have a week of nothing ahead of me before returning to my parents with bad news lol
Test, Test, Cuck Senpai
>>25013965
Sound like me
>10 page paper with presentation due thursday
>haven't started
meh
DO NOT SUICIDE
GO ER
>>25017329
you're fucked, fampai. i dreaded every second of it, but i dragged my nuts through glass for 2 weeks and stayed up til ungodly hours and it took the ENTIRE 2 WEEKS, but I finished both of my finals with presentations.
Now, though, my mind is a clusterfuck of history facts and phonics. I hadn't done anything remotely enjoyable in that time, and now I'm overcompensating.
