What is the one quote that has fucked you up the most.
>lol you walk/run weird
>You're boring
Or any form of condescension when I say something or want to get involved in something.
>nobody likes you
It hurt because it was true and because I brought it on myself.
>Jesus fucking christ anon you're so annoying, just be yourself and maybe you can get a girlfriend.
Girls are fucking mean yo.
> my girlfriend feels uncomfortable around you
>even my mom said "you're so annoying!"
and that was the moment I wanted to die.
My dad once told me he hoped I got cancer and died.
>>25003404
what's your dad doing now
>>25003613
probably pointing a microwave at his room
>stop trying to be something you're not
and other things to that effect
>>25002435
Are you some kind of sheltered faggot ?
People say this to me everyday, sometimes even laughing and I don't care at all.
I've heard worse, though I don't mind it either, I'm too numb to feel offended or sad
>"i've never seen someone who just sits alone all day like this"
I overheard my dad saying this once, he sounded really sad, kinda angry. He died recently, I wish I could have been a better son.
>>25003643
oh i get it! because he's trying to make his son get cancer!
"Anon is quiet"
one time when I was a kid my dad said "okay fatty" in a really nasty tone of voice when I asked for some food.
even though I stopped being fat more than a decade ago it still bothers me for some reason.
>when a mass shooting happens and people act weird around you
Literally anything negative anyone says about me. It just gets stuck inside my head and just eaaaats away. It's terrible.
>>25002435
I had a dumb fat friend who said i ran weird.
"You run really strangely"
"What do you mean?"
"Like an athlete"
"So, properly?"
>You're just pretending, right? You're a complete different person when you're alone, aren't you? I don't believe you truly think like that.
Yes, I'm THAT edgy. And no, I'm not acting. Why people can't accept unpopular opinions like mine? The only thing that saves me is that I'm pretty /fit/ and average looking.
>me: are you going to pay me back the money i loaned you?
>my "friend": no
>me: i told you it was only on the condition you paid me back, i need them
>"friend": you don't need them, it's not like you go out or anything
same "friend" told me that i shouldn't disagree with him because i didn't know anything about life(as if he does). now he wonders why i never talk to him anymore.
who the hell would say shit like that to a friend? he's got obvious flaws that i would never call him out on. Even after he said that.
He's a fucking commie loser anyway, i'd rather be nobody's friend than his.
I'm actually /autism/, and used to quietly repeat things I've said just to try and figure out if it sounded right, then my cousin made me aware of that other people might be able to hear it and I've been fucked up since.
My parents also are more paranoid than people actually doing illegal things and thought that I was cussing them out under my breath whenever I would get in trouble and had to come explain myself to them for 45 minutes or until my mom drank and got tired, when actually I was extremely nervous and just wanted to go back to bed
Too bad "extremely aware of self" isn't a thing you can get autismbux for
>>25003985
Most people filter out unimportant information, but I guess you can be a miserable autist if you like.
>>25002435
>just leave me alone
>>25005497
Oh I'm laffin.
You think people can't see or hear you talking to yourself?
>>25003193
>>25003237
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>>25005720
I fucking hate myself guys, I wanna form a suicide pact or something so I won't be lonely.
>>25005725
I was 13 at the time, and thought it was too quiet to hear.
Don't you have somewhere to go be normal?
>You run weird anon
I have not ran since that.
>>25002435
>outcast!
>You're not THAT ugly
Pretty much means
>You're not horribly disfigured but you will still die alone
>>25005244
Seriously dood
Fucking kick his ass or something don't take that kinda shit from someone you call friend because he obviously ain't
>you waddle lol you walk like a penguin
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>>25002435
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>>25007808
I was told that I walk like a muppet.
>dad: are you gay?
>me: no
>dad: okay...
It didn't sound like he believed me. He doesn't ask if I have a girlfriend anymore, but if I haven't come home in a while he jokes that it's because I secretly have a girlfriend. I'm not gay, but I've never had a girlfriend.
>>25003238
damn, what were you doing?
>>25004075
probably because you're a major asshole. Since when do people have to be accepting of assholes?
>>25002435
I'm told the same thing by lots of people. I don't let it bother me anymore.
