>in 16 days, 2009 will have been 7 years ago
>>24993066
did something special happen in 09 for you?
if so pls greentext
>>24993207
le epic green text story
>>24993066
>in three years 2006 will be 16 years ago
>>24993207
no but i remember it like it was yesterday
>tfw i still feel like im 15 despite being 21
>>24993207
This was the one year I was a normie
>be 2009
>first year of high school
>decide to try and actually make friends instead of being an autist
>meet 8/10 qt3.14 girl in class
>somehow have the balls to message her on normiebook
>she actually responds
>we hit it off really well
>weeks past by and we hang out a lot
>her best friend is a guy and he's in love with her
>she used to love him until I stepped in
>finally ask her out
>she says yes, hugs me excitedly
>tfw I'm finally wanted
>months go by, become friends with all her hot popular friends
>guy friend is in other dispair, has a deep hatred for me
>tell him to fuck off, get keked
>first kiss with her on a bus during a trip to san fransisco
>best year of my life
Then something changed
>she started hanging out with guy friend more
>didn't care much at first but started to notice her distance herself from me more
>freshman immaturity causes me to become jealous
>she notices, doesn't approve
>"anon, I think we should move on"
>whatever, I don't need her
>cry for the first time in years in the shower
>all the friends I made were hers, they all start avoiding me
>hellodarknessmyoldfriend.mp3
>pitch black depression
>have white-knuckled existential crisis when I realize everything I had built up to at that point was gone and worthless
>become loner, no friends for rest of high school
>contemplate suicide every day
Becoming a normie is not worth it friendos, it'll end someday and you'll feel even worse about yourself in the long run. Robot life sucks but it could be worse - you could have seen the other side only to have it ripped from you for the most idiotic reasons
>>24994066
Did you find out why she acted like a cunt and left you?
it's 17 days m8 there's still time to just b urself :^)
>>24994106
The gist of it is that I confessed my love for her, whether or not I was actually in love with her I still debate to this day, but she didn't feel the same way and made it known. Her and I acted very mature for our age but she didn't feel ready for that kind of relationship and wanted to move on.
I can't help that at that time I felt the way I did she was my first girlfriend and my first insight into what living a normal life was like. I became excited and jumped the gun. She tried to date her best friend but it ended after a week.
She tried coming back to me and I admit to making out with her a couple of times but I knew I couldn't succumb myself to feeling broken again when she'd eventually break it off again after she got bored. So I lost all of my social skills and became anxious and depressed, then lost all of my friends.
>>24994261
Boy that's rough, I'm sorry lad.
>>24994298
I'm trying to make my life the best I can but I think it's too late for me to live a truly happy life - my depression and lack of devolpment in social skills has hindered me greatly. I just don't get my hopes up anymore and continue with life until my suicidal thoughts eventually win the day.
