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feels thread please
feelin down
>>24992557
I went to a furry rave once and had on of the best night's of my life. Even managed to score a capsule of methaqualone which is quallud. It was illegally produced but fucking awesome. Long story short furrys are chill.
>>24992557
I know this pic is supposed to be a meme, but it hits home really hard. It just perfectly captures isolation, suicide and emotional submission so well.
Oh boy. These are my favorite.
here are some feels
>>24992952
Sometimes it is okay to cry.
>>24993012
Poor guy. I never knew.
His family can go fuck themselves, fuck, wtf. THESE FUCKERS BROUGHT HIM INTO THE WORLD RRRRREEEEEE, fuck parents every single one of them.
>>24993012
>then went banana and hit mom in face and stuff
>>24992800
t. furry
>>24993047
My heart goes out to all you sad brobots
>>24993112
We're all clowns here.
>>24993160
Holy shit that's me. I always put other's happiness before my own and I'm the jolliest guy around people but when I'm alone I fall apart at the seams.
>>24993160
Nothing lasts forever. Why even try sometimes.
>>24993112
This one always hits me like a ton of bricks.
>>24993228
What is love?
What is life?
Should i post my sad story
>>24993342
I can't read it.
>>24993342
Good luck m8. I hope you're still alive.
>>24993481
The text Below the image is the letter
>>24993342
I-I ain't cryin.... fuck
>>24992557
>conjecture: the image
>>24993516
I lost my shit here. This inspired me and touched me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZHObW7iUus
>>24992557
I have to defend this furry. He found a way to stick it to the old man. Here fuck you asshole
>>24993222
Me too anon. I'm always trying to improve someone elses life even just a little bit.so that they wont feel as bad as I do.I'm insanely lonely and depressed all the time. It's the only thing that keeps me from killing myself.
I got some feels right here.
>>24994714
>teacher
>tells students to be happy and not to be competent
I'd rather be y'all's nigga, so we can get drunk and smoke weed all day
>>24994714
Damn man, that really got me.
This one usually gets a good reaction lol
>>24993410
yeah anon, we're all ears
>be me, 16
>realize I am getting no where in life
>give up on everything socially acceptable
>get amazing grades
>DO better than ever
>ask a girl if she would give the succ
>she say no
>i die
>honestly dont care about self image anymore
>>24992800
green text story please sir?
>>24995221
Haha, some bitch he loved died. I can laugh at this because I don't feel feelings.
>feels thread
>same images and stories posted every single thread for 5 years
>>24995770
ow the edge, i can feel the angst coming from you
>>24995834
most of these are 3 or 2 years old
>be born
>waste life
>everyone dies
>die
Boo fucking hoo.
okay this is serious no joke for me.
>me 20 years old no drivers license
>need license to get more hours at work
>might not make rent
>mom will kick me out (it has happened b4) or wage war on my fragile mind.
>also have severe hemophilia
>insurance denies a refill for my meds
>already feel bruising in my joints from no meds
>tfw cant get high because im on probation.
should i just end it? i cant be homeless again. i also could die from a slip on ice while not medicated.
This is a good one, fuck off robot
>>24995834
It's a huge shame. Feel threads have become BAWW threads from /b/.
>>24996529
Focus on one thing at time.
Do whatever you need to do to get a license, or perhaps find a different job (no harm in looking).
All I will say is that it takes one thing to go really well for the rest of your problems to feel less critical.
Something I've learned recently, tooke nearly 30 years.
99% percent of the time the people with the best of things, or the best of a certain thing, have worked very hard to get it. Shit doesn't land in your lap, you can cry all you like, you can post feels, you can even get diagnosed.
Thing is guys, if there is something you want, or somebody you want to be, then you have to work hard and put in effort to aquire it. Even if you do do not succeed, you will be a better person for the effort you have put in, and the things you have learnt.
This is the gospel. If you don't try anons, then you Can't succeed, you'll just be making way for the guy that will try.
>>24996833
You are missing the point of these threads. Take your hollow advice somewhere else.
>be me
>24 neet
>went to buy food at wal-mart
>drive thru chickfila for dinner
>waiting for my order at the window
>look at the cars in the parking lot
>see someone in the backseat of one of them
>it's a girl, like 17
>making out with someone, can't really see him too well because of the angle
>watch them from my car in a daze
>"sir?"
>it's the lady at the window
>take my food, already starting to tear up
>drive home
>tie a rope, get stool
>can't jump
>fap instead
>just finished cumming
>>24995221
posted a million times, everyone has seen it
>in love with grill since third grade
> she literally falls for Jamal
> ape makes her have a miscarriage
>look in feels and frogs thread for more to the story
>>24996833
yea, I agree with this for sure. people like to talk about "fate" and how "things will fall into place", but it's all just talk. Nothing just happens, you need to work like a goddamn dog to get anywhere.
fuck
>>24997744
Yep, but it's easier to cry in threads like this, hoping things will change, whilst literally doing zero about it.
/r/ the story about the guy who wiped his ass with a bible
It's not quite feel, but I like it.
>>24995221
>come home
>come home
>come home
>>24996529
Your mom kicked you out at 20? What the fuck, that is abnormal. What a shit mom.
>>24992972
You're loved more than you're hated and you've brought more love than hatred to this world. Those who say "they can't see the dark and evil" are equally as blind as those whom they accuse of blindness.
do you rememberall the dreams you had r9k?
when you were in elementary school and summer lasted forever?
and your friends would come back taller
and days lasted years
and the future was distant and bright
but it's all gone now, isn't it? you'll never be innocent again. you will never be carefree and light and happy again. your childhood is over, and what came after is a poor replacement.
the best times in your life are gone and they're never coming back.
>I made wrote this a couple months ago, but thread I made for it didn't get a lot of replies. Not sure if feels thread material, but it's the most emotional thing I've ever written, and everything in his thread is reposts so far, so why not?
> be me 18
>still in high school
>more of a cyborg then robot desu
>am kv but have 3 close friends that I hang out with all the time so don't really give a shit
> also decently fit since I play rugby
> these become related later in the post
>COMPLICATED RELATIONSHIP WITH FATHER
> live economically well off b/c of him
>could easily pay for all 4 years of college
>sometimes he's actually really fun to be around
>he's a huge asshole though
> For instance he donated a thousand dollars to Jeb Bush a week ago
>still won't let me watch R rated movies ( haven't really given to much of a shit since I discovered how to torrent when I was 12 desu)
>has internet filter on porn sites (don't give too much of a shit about this either since I know plenty of ways to get past it)
>acts really self righteous all the time
>says me and my 2 brothers ( I'm the oldest) are all spoiled
>says he grew up really poor and went to bed starving most of the time
> complete lie he grew up possibly lower middle class but didn't go to bed starving most of the time if any of the time
>says he paid his way through college
>complete lie it was paid for mostly by his rich Swiss relative
>when he's sober he acts how a dad should act I guess still an asshole but don't mind this guy too much
>however he has no friends to hang out with and never goes to bar so he always drinks in front of his family
>I hate this guy
>drinks the most Friday and Saturday nights
>acts like a fucking idiot
>will get down and bite dog bones
>ironically always gets really religious when he's drunk
Cont...
>>24993975
>furfaggot: the reply
>>24999661
Sorry not really good at green texting at all also was in a pretty dark place when I wrote this and was gonna describe how I'd beat the shit out of my dad but never did so /fit/ part doesn't really become relevant
>will sometimes pick a movie he wants to watch but no one else wants to, force everyone to else to watch it, and then spend half the movie in the kitchen eating because he's a fat fuck
>have seen him be emotionally abusive to my mom and middle brother before ( doesn't happen too often)
>never did anything b/c I don't want to escalate the situation and so he pays for college for me and then I can hopefully find a job with a wage I can live off of at the opposite side of the country so I rarely ever have to see this fucks face again
>for some reason he really hates my middle brother
>Also for some unknown reason I'm his favorite son
> desu I've abused this power on my brother before but who wouldn't at some point if it's freely available and your brother sometimes acts like a cunt. I'm not a saint.
> to my knowledge at least he's never physically abused my mom or brothers
>believe me if I ever found out he did depending on whether he's close by or not I would either call the police immediately or beat the shit out of him with a bat
>>24999830
Forgot to say cont...
>>24999661
>>24999830
The thread you made for this didn't get many replies because it's a shit story and you barely sound literate.
>>24999830
image t.b.honest
>>24999830
To make it more interesting focus on key plot points and slightly exaggerate what happened
>>24999830
>>24999899
Fuck I'm having an emotional break down right now because I typed this all out on my phone and I accidentally deleted the part where I finally told him what an asshole he is. This is what's left.
>he opens door says I shouldn't curse at my parents
> still looks
>I say he cursed at me first
>he's looks pretty mad
>argument goes like this for a couple minutes until I say that someone who threatens physical violence probably is a piece of shit
> he tells me to say that again
>piece of shit
> looks like he snaps
> he gets a metal doorknob nearby ( closet door is broken)
>throws it at me
>clearly intended to hit me
> misses and just brushes my elbow because he's throwing from corner of the doorway all while I'm still on the toilet
>tell him he literally just acted like a 3 year old
> ask him if he's actually my dad in awed astonishment at how retarded he just acted
>he walks away yelling he'll never pay for college or a car and that he's cutting off the internet
> inform him he would cut himself off if he cut me off as well
>mom has come to try and drag dad to his bedroom
>he reluctantly goes but clearly wants to come back and try and fuck with me again
>tfw I could've avoided all of this trouble by playing along with his bullshit at the beginning of this
WAT DO?
>>24992557
>the old man probably made the microwave
post discarded
>>25000062
Anyway since then we don't really talk to each other that much anymore. We mostly pretend it never happened but he stopped drinking so much after that so I guess it's not all bad
>>25000062
>WAT DO?
Fuck off. That's what you should do. You're very obviously a newshit so fuck off and go lurk more.
>>24992557
Oh, I think it's nice they buy their son the purina special blend.
>>24994554
Get out furfag. This gesture of rebellion that you call it. He's doing it at the expense of his family. There's nothing rebellious about it
>>24992557
People only update their kitchenware and stuff when it breaks down.
>>25000062
Wait it out, order restores after chaos in about a few days.
>>25000183
Wat do was from original thread not really intended for here. Anyway at least I actually got some original content and didn't repost shit like the rest of you fags
>>24996547
This one just makes me angry. You know every family does the same in similar situations. I want to note when I die that I don't want a funeral for this reason, but I know that would just be ignored.
>>25000311
Pretty much what ended up happening. See >>25000180
Wasn't really asking for advice in this thread just sharing a story
>>25000111
>a tripfag double tripping
>can't make his own microwave
>>25000062
>>24999830
>>24999661
ITT: fantasies of power and exaggerated lies about dad who's sick of his son who acts like a toddler
>>25000396
You're a fucking idiot if you actually think any normal person can make their own microwave.
>>25000364
Oh, good luck anyway.
>>24992895
what show is this from?
>you have been muted for 2 seconds
fucking really? is this original enough?
>>25000513
Someone already wrote it. That's why
>>24993012
BRUH.
I can't even handle that story even if it was fiction that is just...
JUST
>>25000513
It's not a series. It's the game Yume Nikki.
>>25000458
None of what I said is a lie what I left out was that he walked into my room at for no reason at 11:00 drunk and accidentally dropped his class of whatever he was drinking which shattered on the floor. I got really pissed because of this especially when he came over and told me to clean it up. Eventually this spiraled into him saying he should break my head open with the laptop I was on. I yelled at him to do it multiple times. He came over and smashed my laptop on the floor and called me a price of shit. I told him he was the price of shit so he smashed the laptop on the floor again this time in the hallway and then my mom herded him away from my room . About 20 minutes later I went to take a poop which was when he came back.
I'm not sure if this makes what I said more realistic but this is all the truth of what happened and not some power fantasy.
>>24992895
ha, thats how i tried to kill myself in '11, rarely see butcher knife suicide stuff
saved
>>25000486
Thanks doot Im on the homestretch now. I don't even care if I have no friends in college I'll be glad to get away from my dad.
>>25000803
The ol' Elliott Smith. Classic.
>young kid
>play final fantasy 7 so much it's a major part of your life
>look to the future with optimism, imagining having similar experiences. Loves, friendships, adventures
>go to school
>everyone hates you
>find out you're ugly
>find out you're dumb
>you are a disappointment to your parents
>your parents are a disappointment to you
>women abuse you
>you lose your hair
>your skin sags
>you fail, over and over again
>listen to the music sometimes from the game you loved so much
>just for a moment, feel that hope and optimism again
>then it vanishes, and you go back to talking to yourself and sitting on an imageboard, pretending you aren't days, months, weeks away from doom
>>25000462
>>25000111
You guys are pretty retarded eve for r9k standards
>dad is constantly calling me, never answer
>he's getting older, in his late 60s with no stable job or apartment
>claims to be clean, still looks like he's on drugs though, not sure if it's because he's lying or his health is just deteriorating
>when i do pick up, he just wants money
>raped my older half-sister when he still lived with us, borrowed thousands of dollars from neighbors and never paid back, depleted our college funds and savings for drugs and another woman, left our family without lights and power for days on end
>was his favorite child because i looked white, treated the rest of us like shit
>apparently he's remorseful now that the other woman left him and he's getting too weak to work
>sometimes i just think of how alone he must be
>sometimes i feel bad for him
>but mostly i worry about the fact that i'm half of him, so i have the potential to fuck my life up like that too
>i'm so worried
>>25000062
Reminds me of something that happened 10 years ago, when I was 13
> Get home, dad is angry
> Had recently moved out
> Me and brother skipped class on fridays at some music school
> I fucking hated that teacher and her awful method of teaching
> Dad finds out and is angry
> On past house someone broke in and stole stuff, I lost a computer with music I had composed and other stuff
> In his anger, dad suggests that we planned the theft and took part of the profit
> Tell him what he's saying is pure absolute bullshit
> Repeat it
> He tells me not to speak to him like that
> Takes his belt and hits me with it
> Do the same
> He starts hitting me with the metal-part of the belt
> Dominates me and keeps while I'm in the ground, hits me in the head
> I notice and there's blood on the floor, both belts separated from the metal part
> Run to my mom for protection
> Dad comes and says he'll kill me if I ever talk to him like that
>>25000939
ff7 had shit music though
>>25001600
Blasphemy! How dare ya speak that way of Uematsu's work?
>>25001600
Even if that were true (it's not), you're missing the point.
>>25001549
Is it natural for young men and their fathers to have shitty relationships? All of my friends (who of course are all male) also say they hate theyre dad, and we're all from an upper middle class neighborhood.
>>25001848
My dad yelled at me all throughout childhood and adolescence. He waited until I was in my 20's to try the 'I don't want us to hate each other' approach. Damage has been done though, I don't hate my dad but it feels strange to say I love him.
>>25001848
No, my dad isnt close due to how he was raised but he work his ass off to make sure we have the best, I cant say that I love him but I sure respect him a fucklot
>>25001848
Father?
Yes Son?
I want to kill you.
>>25001600
>ff7 had shit music though
Wow great argument fagtron you sure convinced me with those hot opinions.
>>25001892
Same here. Little does he realize it just makes me hate him more.
>>25001984
>tfw I want to beat him to death with a baseball bat every time I look at him now
Good thing I only have to visit home for thanksgiving or I'd probably be in jail.
>>24994714
That teacher's name?
Albert Einstein.
>>24993160
This hits close to home, especially with the people in your life dying, changing, and betraying you.>>24993222
This was me in all of my school years.
>lived in a hotel this year
>cozy brown americana is a suiting theme for depression
>took an elevator to 14th floor
>peered over beige metal railing and fake plastic plants to lobby
>lobby floor is concrete, underneath clean and boring carpet
>feel nauseous, the height is dizzying, force myself to stare anyway
>realize i'm too much of a pussy to do this, afraid of pain, afraid of causing family pain
>slip back into internal screaming/numbness
>hock a nice, brown wad of spit down
>satisfying splat can be heard from the ground floor
i don't know, somebody talk to me. i've been so alone and broken this year it's ridiculous. the shrink is no help at all, my friends are tired of my manic/depressed antics, i'm a failing senior in college, and i have no idea what to do in the months to come. something has got to give, but suicide isn't a realistic option for me. i think my mind will go first, because the stress has only been building.
my only hobbies are playing guitar shittily and taking shitty photos. i look at my talents and become depressed because they amount to nothing. the only thing i've had in my life was smarts, and i've burned out completely after getting into (possibly) the best university in the world. the past three ish years have been shit, and the past year has been especially shit. i bring out the ugliness in everyone with my aloofness and social avoidance, and i can't help but only see ugly in myself. fuck.
>tfw qt i worked with year and a half ago just hit me up out of the blue
>tfw figured she thought i was an autistic sperg faggot weirdo
>tfw she wants me to stop by her work and talk to her sometime
>tfw too deep in the hole
>tfw can't even bear to think about it
>tfw would have a panic attack trying to talk to her
It's so sad having such an obvious opportunity to stop being a beta faggot, to stop being such a >tfwnogf loser, to stop being a robot, and just being fucking helpless to try to claim it.
>>25002472
Keep your head up anon, it is always possible to turn things around even when it looks like there is no hope and only darkness is ahead.
You enjoy playing guitar? Then play and play and play somemore, get better at it, go online and watch tutorials, practice until your fingers are numb and sore, get lessons, do whatever you can to better yourself.
Then once you have become a better player you can teach others, busk, join a band, anything that will allow you to use this skill.
Most people cannot play any musical instruments at all including myself, i wish i could play guitar 'shittily'. Keep at it and dont get the darkness consume you, there is always light that can be found.
>tfw the last time I ever felt anything was when moot left
>>25002993
thanks anon, just nice having someone reply and shit. how are you?
http://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1448130576485.webm
>>25001848
I'm
>>25001549
We patched things up after the story. We didn't have a good relationship most of time, and I think the reason is that we were too alike.
Thing with father/son relationships is that parents always damages their children, either because they want them to be like them or because they don't want them to be like them.
And like >>25001971, he did a lot for us, so I'm very thankful. He died some 8 years ago almost, and I wonder often if he's disappointed in the Underworld or not.
>>25003407
FUCK YOU MOM I DO WHAT I WANTTTTTTTTTT
>>25002693
Do it. It will not be as bad as you think it will be.
To tell a related feel story:
> About two years ago
> My brother is playing a gig with a chick in a restaurant, go with my mother
> See some of the singer-chick's friends there
> One [dyed] redhead, she's cute and hot
> See her again a couple of times until february of last year
> Didn't speak to her, but constantly thinking about her
> November last year see her again at a gig, again puss out and leave early because poorfag mode
> See her in december again, talk a bit
> Find out she's 9 years older than me, but get along ok
> We're both zombie-mode then, tired from long days and little sleep
> Decide to wait after the gig ends to ask for her number (it was way too loud at this point)
> When it ends, I notice she's gone. I figured she had left to the toilet, but she just left
> Drink a lot the next couple of weeks at other gigs in hopes of finding her and consquent disappointments
> See her around July-August this year again
> Talk to her for a bit, when she's leaving I ask for her contact info
> She tells me to add her, but I no longer have a facebook account
> Agrees to give me her phone
> Talk to her a bit on Whatsapp
> She moves out of town a couple of weeks later
It would have been too easy to just say hello back then, or just to add her when I had a facebook account (I was closing it about a year ago), but well, nothing happened. So >>25002693, just do it. Or don't, and in some future feels thread share your story, which will be probably just as pathetic as mine, kek
>>25002472
I agree with
>>25002993
Just keep at it. Learn some proper technique: Get Pumping Nylon and the Abel Carlevaro books for right and left hand technique, and start learning some etudes by Giulliani, Carcasi, Sor, Calatayud. Record yourself and try to make every note sound and try to play on tempo. An hour a day makes a difference, in six months you could make enormous progress.
It takes 21 days on average to build a new habit, make it a six month goal to play guitar not shitily but decently and you'll make it.
>>25004034
I also felt like shitposting musically so I quickly improvised this to cheer you up:
http://vocaroo.com/i/s00i3jthAIzL
In short, just play madafaka!
>>24993160
This is hitting way too close to home.
>always been the clown
>nobody cares how I'm doing, though
>nobody I can really confide in
>just shut up and make them laugh so they feel better
>always feel like I have a big, cold, empty hole in me where a heart should be
>>24994714
Fuck man, my mum died a month ago this really hit close to home
i am already dead inside. Nothing can save me
>>24992557
We're all going to die and there's nothing anyone can do about it
>>24998263
>your friends
fucking bormies
>>24992557
I wish I was a silly furry. Your :3 :3 :3 type.
It's like the degeneracy and desperation are inside me, desperate to do it, but I'm too much of an anxious wreck to actually act so silly. Life is suffering.
>>25003959
Yeah funny enough also part of the problem is I forgot to ask her what days she works, thought about asking her here a couple days later and turns out she apparently deleted her facebook.
So now getting past the crippling anxiety of doing it in the first place, I don't even know how many times I'd have to show up to the coffee shop she works at before just happening to stumble upon her there. Not to mention I have a bunch of old friends/coworkers there I haven't seen or talked to in ages. And meanwhile I've barely left my house in the last two months. It's just too much. I don't know why this stuff never happens at times when I'm doing okay mentally.
So yeah I just don't think I'm up to it. Try to stick to the whole "don't an hero" routine I've been doing lately. I don't know though.
Sorry to hear about your story though. I feel 4 u my man
>build up near 800 days on World of Warcraft retail and private servers over 10 years
>lived to play the game
>after it all am not good at anything at all
I really wonder what my life might have looked like if I'd never gotten addicted to games. Even though WoW was my main game I had plenty of time invested in many other games over the years. Besides "losing" tons of time and am in my mid 20s with pretty much no marketable skills, the game obviously took a huge toll on my psyche
>>25004276
If it makes you feel any better, the real world's no better than wow. Both pointless time sinks tbhfam. At least with wow you can form relationships with people outside of physical appearance.
>>25004221
Oh, well, take it easy then. Is the coffe nearby your place? If so, just go outside for a walk and casually direct your route there. Once you're nearby, slow down and try to see if you catch her from the outside.
If you don't, then just get in and order a coffee and bring a book or something and read. If you meet some of your old peers just say hi, whatsupp, do some small chat and ask if the girl you want comes that day later or if she comes the next day.
Do you have a messy place? chances are you do, so it could help to clean it up. Not trying to be a smart-ass here... just that I've been in a similar situation, and I've found out that cluttered spaces lead to cluttered minds, and also that I didn't want to leave the house just to return to a place where I didn't wanted to be - because of all the hoarded pieces of paper lying around and rotten food from weeks before and such. It could help you.
Thanks for feeling for my story, I hope you make it with this girl and it comes (and stays) easy. If it doesn't... well, there's plenty of fish out there, you'll catch something (in the worst case scenario you'll catch a cold, lol)
>tfw completely alone in the world
>grandparents dead
>never knew who my father was until after he had died
>mother died last year
>no friends or other family
The loneliness is crushing. Like there's a big stone hand squeezing my heart over and over.
>>25004442
how old are you anon? no friends to speak of? i'll talk to you for a bit
>>25004462
I turned 25 this September.
>>25004367
It's not super close but I drive by there doing other stuff occasionally. I might stop by sometime. Idkkk
Thanks for all your advice though botbud, I really appreciate it.
>>25004497
what do you want to talk about? are you a college grad?
>>24997891
One of my favorite stories
>>24997031
Mate, don't be a bitch. Do something, anything, just don't die, don't puss out. Do a collage course online, join some kind of club, start reading at a libary, go on walks and draw shit, take photos, or even sit in the sun for a while. Don't dwell, do. It's hard, but nothing is easy. Livin' ain't easy and freedom ain't free. I'm not gonna tell you that you have something to live for, but you can make something to live for, even if it's your collection of maymay frogs from a mongolian-based trading forum, just make it.
I love you, anon.
Anon gets abducted and sold into sex slavery
Part 1
>>25004856
Anon gets abducted and sold into sex slavery
Part 2
>>25004125
...fuck
I wish i could go back. Back to when I had hope and enjoyed my life. Everything was so much better back then, how did I let one woman completey crush my spirit? It's been years now and I still think about her all the time while she's off studying in France fucking her boyfriend. Fuck I'm pathetic but I don't care enough to change anything.
>>24992952
There are many different copypastas like this but is this the original one? Iv'e always wondered.
>>24993160
Holy shit that got to me
>>24997031
>drive thru chickfila for dinner
Hey dude, you have good taste, don't kill yourself.
>>25004442
I'm really sorry man. I will talk to you. My fiance left me and I havent slept for days. I have nobody to talk to and the loneliness really is terrible
>>24996833
>>24997744
>>24997870
You need to work hard AND you need fate to be on your side to succeed. For a start, half of your mindset is down to fate (when/where you're born, genetics, how you're raised.) and even then some people who get a perfect dice-roll in all of these areas fail.
I could go on but fuck it. I just hate the cult of hard work in western society: You can work goddamn hard and still be discarded at the end of it.
>>24993012
i wonder why he left then
>>25004859
>it's as bad as that one male slave story, the boy with the flower in his eye.
does anyone know what the anon was talking about?
>>24993112
>tfw you get a tear in your eye because you relate to this too much
>>25004767
What a ride holy shit.
Thanks for the story
>>24996833
tell it to poor fuckers who want to have decent life, and have no fucking possibility to change opportunities or rather their lack to step into normal and proud world
or wait just go and fuck yourself you faggot
>>25006397
Always makes me long for adventure and a break from stagnance
>>25001892
The fuck man, same here.
3 days before dying (I was 24) he apologized (for the first time in his life, as for what I know) with me for all the shit I had to pass.
Fuck, worst day of my life, at least before I were thinking he wasn't doing it on purpose... the sucker knew how much twisted he was
>>24993047
>I'm Mickey Mouse. They don't know who is inside the suit
fug
>>25003407
Is that your mum? you?
Bro, kick her in the fucking nuts.
>still having nightmares
>still lonely piece of shit with no friends, family or nothing
The only reason i'm not killing myself is because i don't want to give her and that whole shitty world that satisfaction of "look that loser finally killed himself as he should"
I don't give a single shit about my life anymore. i'm just wating for my death to come and i will do nothing to avoid it, so at least i would die standing, instead of giving up.
>When I was 5 my mom bought my dad a Sega Genesis as a gift
>My fondest memories are playing Vapor Trail, and Gunstar heroes with him
>When I get to highschool, I get early release, because I had my credits done with
>Times are tough, parents are divorced
>No car for myself, dad has to drive me home
>He drives a 1990 Miata, it's a fun, but really small car
>One day, he drops me off at mums house, says goodbye and drives off
>Walk right on inside, don't think anything of it
>My dad was killed that day
>He was T boned by a Semi that ran a red light.
>Miata stood 0 chance
>Car unrecognizable
>Closed casket funeral
>I'm 31 now
>Every year on his birthday, I Play Vapor Trail and Gunstar Heroes until I beat them, have another controller plugged in
>Player 2 press start
>>24998263
this is the biggest faggotry I have ever laid my eyes on. If you wrote this, please consider killing yourself.
>>24992895
whats nice about this pic is that she even took the time to surround herself with those things she loved before commiting suicide.
that pain of knowing no one knew you hurt mustve been unbearable.
>>25007882
It's from Yume Nikki and has nothing to do with the things she loved. Please consider knowing what you're talking about before making stupid comments like this.
>>25007944
Jeez, are you that much of an autist that you can't let a guy have his own interpretation of piece of art?
If you think someone misinterprest a image, you have to do a bitter message about it?
stupid feels threads ;_;
the worst part of it all is that most feels never get resolved.
it seems the worst of feels are eternal.
>>25005710
It's a lie anon. He never left, the wife kicked him out.
>>24993222
Kek, I put myself above others and speak condescendingly to everyone. No exceptions.
Yet people are attracted to me, I don't have a hard time talking to people or getting numbers. I just grew up alone with my mother, so I'm kind of used to the solitude. It's almost therapeutic to me. So I tend to isolate myself.
Do I need help?
>>24998263
>childhood
>carefree and light and happy
>the best times in your life
Imfuckingplying, you sheltered, sniveling bitch.
>>24998067
>You're loved more than you're hated and you've brought more love than hatred to this world.
false
>>25001848
Mine died when I was 14Thank god, I wouldn't want him to see me like the way I am now
>>24993112
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FiKFP_0uc2Y
>this post is original
>>25001549
>make comically absurd accusations against son
>brutalize him when he denies
what the fuck man
>>24997031
why the fuck do you care so much?
>>24992800
>went to a furry rave once
>>25009063
It was not the denying, it was the words used. Pure absolute bullshit is the way I found to translate, but from spanish it was something like "eso que dijiste es pura mierda". I had some red hair for a few hours tough, kek
>>25001549
My dad used to try that shit but when I got older he probably realized that I would kill him if I got the chance so he backed off
i go about life the same way i play MMOs
>i love to grind in MMOs
>because i like to make the game hard and boring
>i grind day in and day out
>dont do exciting quest or dungeons
>every once in a while other player will come by and well group up and laugh and what not
>i always feel compelled to give them all of the loot and whatever extra stuff i have
>then they move on and im still here grinding away waiting for when i can look back and go "i remember how hard i worked to get here"
>but life isn't like a game and that day will never come
>>24998263
Nope. I never saw a future for myself when I was younger, and by the time I was 18 I was scared to death that suicide was my best bet.
>>25007512
You need to dedicated the rest of your days to finding and murdering her to beeeee honest
anyone feel the same here?
>>25011219
Maybe keep adjusting your fantasy scenario until you start to think it could happen. I kinda did that and managed to make it happen almost verbatim. Of course, it took improving myself slightly (not anywhere near done with that part yet) and making a lot of decisions that involved me going far outside of my comfort zone, but I ended up getting exactly what I told myself I could.
>>24993516
I am. Kind of doing better, have tried to share the progress but the threads die too soon. Some other Colombian anons left throwaways to meet and share poetry but didn't happen. I think I'll start college again next semester.
>>24994007
Glad It inspired you, mainly reason I post it was to get people to know that a worse scenario is possible. These days I have been feeling sick, some fly related disease (zika, i think is its name)
>>25010961
>>but life isn't like a game
"life aint no nintendo game" -eminem
SHUT UP EMINEM!
>>25003407
>your generation
You've already lost the argument
>finish first graduate program application
>no option to pay mandatory application fee
>no charges owed or payments due
>deadline is tomorrow
I'm so confused.
>be fat fuck
>start losing weight
>start feeling better about myself
>take a picture to see how much I've progressed
>realize that my body shape is fucking repulsive
Even if I did manage to lose all the weight I need to shed, I'll still be unattractive. Fuck everything.
>25009256
they just gave me the feels
i don't think they're degenerate or anything
Reminder to everyone that you can't always be what you want to be. The best thing you can do is live the life suited to your nature.
I'm lazy. I'm capable of succeeding and getting a better lot in life but I just don't see the point of it. Someone can try to lord their money over me, but I can just lord their stress over them
>>25011492
That's good to hear, man. I'm glad you're not giving up.
>>24992952
i fucking cried, i have no friends, and i cling into people like at work all the time, i even feel good when i they tell me jokes and invite me to get lunch, then i realize is just stuff you do when you are bored at work, i know they go home and or hang out with their real friends, while I'm just here being alone...
>coworker is running late
>its ok ill cover you man, no problem
>he's 25 min late
>had to tell the cab to please wait a little bit outside
>driver says ok since "i always call him and don't want to lose a good client"
>he gets here with his "real life friend" who also works on the same place
>they are joking and smiling, i can see them though the window
>i simle at them and tell them "whats up?", then i stay for a minute trying to be "one of the guys"
>they stare at me, literally shake their heads and say "dude, just go what are you waiting? lol"
>they didn't know the cab was waiting for me
>i feel like shit since then
this is probably the truest shit here
Since everyone else is doing feels,
>Father was in Military
>Always seemed to be the big, strong, stoic protector that could do no wrong
>Always away when I was a kid so I grew to idolize him
>Always acted the way a father should
>Never even spanked me, always talked it out
>Never let me leave without telling me he loved me
Now that I'm older it's different.
>My senior year of highschool
>He retired
>Started working a shit office job that bores him out of his skull
>Started drinking
>Not alcoholic but it's literally every night he gets buzzed
>I say something he doesn't like and he gets angry
>Forgets that I'm an inch taller than him and far stronger than him because of liftan' and football
>Stops and sits back down on the couch
>Yells at my mom all of the time
>I go off to college
>He texts me all of the time
>I rarely respond because I've lost a lot of respect for him
Idk man.
He's going through a bad time and for someone that's had so much power for so long and been in control of his entire life this must be a crisis.
>>25007512
do you know that you literally only need to make a thread with her contact info to unleash the mighty shitpocalypse on her, her family and her friends right?
>>25015075
everybody is human, everbody can be perfect all the time.
if you cage something that is wild by heart it will go crazy
I hope you will stop ignoring your dad and acting like a little ungratefull skank. Grow up
>>24993516
That slav retard deserved everything he got. Poetry is for faggots
>>25001294
I feel you bro, my dad is similar in character but without drugs, sometimes i think about being half of him but it boils down to what you believe nature vs. nurture. I made myself promise i would never become like him and i dont believe i will
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CAYFIpi89k
Why is the world so? Is this our trial before ascension? Is this why people made up an afterlife?
Surely happiness is somewhere, out there.
https://twitter.com/JessicaRedfield/with_replies?lang=en
The twitter of a victim of the Aurora shooting. My picture is also a picture taken from the Paris attacks at the concert, posted to instagram minutes before it happened.
>>25017751
Fucking normies enjoying themselves.
They deserved it.
>>25014407
Thanks for sharing it, bro
>you will never be able to make friends as easily as you could in high school
>and you still didn't
>>24992557
OK. I gotta say something about this.
The thing is, I know the guy in the pic. He was in the military for several years, did multiple tours in hot zones until they gave him a medical because his head was getting fucked up.
He'll admit he's got problems. This is some of the stuff he does, it's like he can escape into a safe cartoon world where there's no conflict and everyone is happy. If I remember right, there's not a sexual component to this for him, it's all about the escape.
He makes his suits, he posts on forums, he works a couple of shit jobs because he can't keep it together to anything else, and the rest of the time, he escapes inside his head. When he doesn't do that, he goes into the hospital. Shock treatments and other crap to bring him back to that reality you see in the pic.
He couldn't afford college, so he did what other "privileged white males" often do when they come from rural, conservative areas: he joined the military. He served 8 years before his separation.
His parents don't get it, no, but they understand this is something that seems to help him, something that gives him some happiness in a life that's pretty miserable otherwise...severe mental illness, physical injuries, and overwhelming guilt, all set against a backdrop of extreme poverty and general hopelessness.
He's broken, and this is the best his life will ever be now. So, I don't know. This picture is depressing as fuck to me, but for different reasons, I guess.
>>24993342
i never learned how to read cursive what does this say?
>>25018334
do you have any evidence to verify this?
genuinely curious, not just being snide. i'm a sad bastard who loves learning the stories behind internet things.
>>24996529
I don't know if this will help, anon, but check here to see if there's some programs that will help with the med costs:
https://www.pparx.org/prescription_assistance_programs/list_of_participating_programs
I've got a long one, it involves a gf so if that triggers you fucks then I won't post it.
>>25018524
Post it, you fucking wanker
>>24992952
i literally teared up at this.
i have had great friendships on online games.
i am now so fucked that pushed them away and don't try to make new friends.
>>24993342
i can't read cursive.
>>25018616
Just don't get mad
>be me, 5 years ago, 15 at the time
>start to realize i'm a little shier than everyone else in my class
>start to get depressed
>cut contact with friends slowly
>found /b/ at this time, probably didn't help
>get more severely depressed as time goes on
>"life is useless, we all die in the end anyways, why bother doing anything"
>stop going to school altogether
>in desperation parents put me in homeschool
>do fuck all for schoolwork for the next few years, pass maybe 1 or 2 courses
>live in my room, become 16-year-old NEET
>life continues like this for a while
>younger brother (4 years younger) meets this girl
>she friendzones him, whatever, she comes over a lot though
>hide in my room so they don't bother me
>eventually, parents catch on that i'm depressed
>get put on antidepressants, flush them because edgy teenager
>one day, a camp event is happening at the homeschool
>mom convinces me to go to it, i can't remember why i wanted to
>brothers grill friend from before, let's call her Kate, is homeschooled as well and is going on the trip
>spend the 3 days being dragged around by a 13 year old girl
>she's kind of a qt, i'm into lolis, very strong personality too
>short blonde hair, blue eyes
>enjoyed the female attention
>i start to join them with the hangouts, they don't think it's weird to have a 17 year old hanging out with 2 13 year olds
>we start going to this weekly church group thing every friday
>live for those fridays
>develop a little crush
>one day, me and kate go outside to talk
>she's having trouble at home, her mom is on so much medication she's basically a zombie
>her asshole stepbrother runs the house
>her dad, who is teaching in china, is going to have her fly out to live with him
>realize i've only got half a year or so before she's gone
>we start hanging out more, add each other on skype
>kate confides in me a lot, i tell her she improved my life, confide in her as well
>enter the best friend zone
con't
>>25000939
The music always ends
Then you sit there in the silence with nothing but your thoughts
that's what hurts most honestly
>don't date for a while, just hook up with girls from tinder
>meet a girl
>easy to talk too
>a couple of things in common
>physically attracted
>etc
>go out on a couple dates
>have her stay over for a couple days
>reschedule another multiple day stay over
>the day finally comes for me to pick her up
>no answer to calls or texts
>say fuck it and leave
>she told me how she doesn't want to be hurt
>and is afraid of a relationship but wants to try with me
>negative thoughts flood my mind
>she eventually texts saying she's sorry and extremely sick
>that was two days ago
>nothing feels the same, don't feel like talking to her
>contemplating breaking up with her
I should just cut her off and save myself the trouble....go the shinji ikari route
>>25019009
>con't
cmoooon anon ;_;
>>24993047
Almost lost it. Poor Keanu. Despite all this, he's not even a good actor, but I'm glad he has something since he lost everything else. He was truly blessed with his career because he deserved it.
>>24992972
I cringed tbqh senpai senpai senpai senpai
>>24993228
This makes me seriously want to befriend some old people. I don't really know which ones are alone though.
>>25019244
sorry, i lost motivation to keep going. not in the mood.
long story short, she eventually leaves to china, after a year i visit her and end up staying there for 6 months, we get even closer, we fly back home together, she becomes my girlfriend, we spend a night together under the blood moon in september, share a bed, be each others firsts for a lot of things, she gets into a fight at home again, now she's flying back to china permanently. i'm talking 5 years, and since i have a job now i can't stay up at night to talk to her anymore... and i can't visit again
>>25004767
this is bs, i am a 25 kv minimum wage faggot and cant even read half of it before getting mad.
maybe the problem is the fact that I cannot imagine things being fair in the first place. the guy who wrote it seemed to believe that the world should be some kind of heaven and became disenchanted with it because it is just garbage
my life is shit, i am just waiting some good opportunity to kill myself, i also dont believe in free will but he is clearly a faggot. it doesnt matter if i never got a chance in life, i probably deserve it because nature is a bitch and so was my mom
fuck my subhuman english too, this was hard af to write
>>25004767
actual long ass story that was worth reading
>>25019447
and i quoted wrong
this was supposed to quote:>>25014407
not>>25004767
>>24996597
OP made it clear from his pic that this is what we were going to be doing. Piss off.
Btw anyone took a screenshot of one anon that said his mom used to leave plastic eggs with little notes in them and he found one in the yard years after she died and posted a pic of the note?
>>24994714
>never become happy
>fail class
>>24993047
>no high school diploma
>170 IQ
Something here doesn't add up
>>24992895
Yume Nikki really nailed isolation well.
>>25007944
Nothing in the game is explicitly stated. Who's to say that things like the flute and the NES weren't representative of things she loved. Just like that picture, you can interpret the game however you want.
>>25004767
It's as fictional as it gets, but the guy seems pretty awesome. Good story.
>>25004276
I'm 25, been playing WoW for 10 years now with a few breaks here and there.
I don't regret it. I had tons of fun in the game, I found some brilliant people from it, both friends and romantic interests.
>>25004497
damn anon I'll talk to u
>>24993342
>roastie whore kills herself and leaves her family broken
Typical selfish bitch.
>>25020478
You had some fun, but what about the opportunity cost
>>25019790
>smart people can't drop out.
>>25012598
You need to keep cutting, then start bulking.
Hit up /fit/ for more advice.
>>24992895
holy fuckig chirst that the gayes fucking thing ive read in my entire fucking life holy fuck you weaboos are pathetic, you shaould have killed yourself long ago
>>24998263
I do remember when I was young and blissfully unaware of how I didn't really have any friends outside of my brothers and of how unhappy I'd be when I were older.
>>24992800
>I went to a furry rave once
>tfw your only friend finds a better friend and abandons you
>>25011492
Bogota? En la Universidad Central hay carrera de Creacion Literaria con enfasis en Poesia. Just sayin' (esta mierda no deja poner tildes)
>>25008920
same here, the worst thing is, is his urn is right in the living room which is only down the hall from my room.
>>25023850
Bucaramanga, Uis. Primero saco el diploma de ingeniero y luego saco el de escritura, por cuestiones de necesidad de producir dinero. En el greentext comento que no puedo vivir de poesia, aqui nadie lee eso. Pero si, esa es una de mis opciones mas llamativas.
>everytime i go out everyone gives me death stares
>whenever i work everyone acts like an asshole towards me
wish i was a NEET to be honest, people wouldn't even know i exist.
>>24995221
I believed in b its got better reactions. In r9k storys about dead girlfriends just cant
>>24995605
You only have 16 men. You can still change, but more importantly people will change and maybe you will have a place in the future
>>24995605
>be 16
>girl doesn't give the succ
>why live?
>my life is over
>why should I even live anymore??
lighten up, faggot
>>24992557
this image has so much incorrect conjecture that it's amusing.
>>25000458
>Lies
>In 4chan
I cant believe it.
Just act like it was true, probably isnt but it aint gona change nothing
>>24993160
At least you can be with people.....
>>24993110
What does the "t." stand for in this meme? I see it on /int/ usually.
>>25000111
if chinese children can make a microwave so can you
>>25024888
it's an abbreviation of a finnish term that basically means 'regards'
>>25009046
Why does he get an invitation? its really not the point of the history
>>25000396
>>25000462
Michael Mitchell maked a homemade microwave,
A homemade microwave did Michael Mitchell make
If Michael Mitchell maked a homemade microwave,
Where's the homemade microwave that Michael Mitchell maked?
bumpien
My story
>Tall
>Fit
>have a family in a good social place, have money
>Be in the best university of the country
>I should be the happiest guy in the world, I should have everything
Reality
>22
>Virgin
>At least I kiss a girl i really like when I have 19: the same night she tell me she want chad and I only was a consolation prize
>My "friends" will abandon me after university, Im only the clown of the group. All of them have a couple
>Im not a male for my girl friends.
>My mom tells me a month ago she want to have grandchildrens
The most terrible thing its that I have everything, I should be the happiest men in the world.........
>>24992972
this is cringy as fuck
>>25000939
>you fail, over and over again
>listen to the music sometimes from the game you loved so much
>just for a moment, feel that hope and optimism again
>then it vanishes
Same shit here, but with FFXII and FFIII, the best FF soundtracks in my opinion.
>>25025770
Came for feel copypastas, not actual feels. Fuck...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jbvkh5a0HyM
>ywn know the truth
>tfw finals today
>wanted to ask a girl who gave me all the signs out
>walk up to her
>realize she's texting and that'd I'd probably creep her out
>will never see her again
>>24992557
Rised by grandma here; eveything ive done in my life is to Make that old woman proud of me, if she ever looks at me with that woman diasspointment in her eyes, ill off myself.
>>25026037
grandma here.
You're a disappointment.
Alright niggers
I came back home, I think I might have a shot with my crush.
I need some outside reinforcement so pls tell me I can do it.
>>25026216
You can't. I'm sorry.
>>25026216
>ot a m
>>25014407
Long, but worth the read, very true.
"We live as we dream - alone" (Joseph Conrad)
>>25015983
Careful where you walk... it often happens that you become that which you fight. ("When you gaze too long into the abyss, the abyss gazes back through you").
>>25026285
Fuck you I'll do it anywaysalso I do better when people tell me I can't, so in a fucked up way, thanks
>>24993516
Really expected this to have a happy or even slightly optimistic ending. I guess some people just get shit on all their life.
>feels thread.
>uninspired copypastas.
>wannabe writers making retarded endless grenntexts.
>drama queens.
>le lonely old man
>le suidided mum
>le qt gf who died
>le pet who got put down
>facebook-tier sad pics
:(((
>>25026583
someone post the webm
>>25024358
Ahh, veo. Ja, lo lei ayer y he leido tanta mierda que no recordaba, disculpas. Intente con los concursos del ministerio y de idartes. en escritores punto org tambien hay informacion de concursos, vale la pena intentar y ganar billegass
