General topic: What does love mean to you?
Cutting a huge slit in a virgin girls throat and sucking the air out of her longs as her loved ones whatch.
Oh wow a relevant OP pic for once. You know this place has gone down the gutter when the last 3 or so threads have had porn as their OP. Also why is this place so much edgier than before like here >>24984145. Yanderes don't think like that in real life you know.
Love is meaningless and worthless. No matter what you do, no matter how much you can put yourself through for another person, they will just toss you aside and not give a shit about you anymore.
I'm just going to kill myself by the time I turn 30, so at least I can say I did something with my life other than chase around girls and relationships all my life that ends in heartbreak/abuse and just saying they want someone better.
>>24984224
Because only the thirstlord shitposters of /yg/ remain here. The respectable posters have moved away from this board.
Thread will be archived within 2 hours. Bye.
I did a thing yesterday.. I'm sorry if it's not very impressive. I was too scared to get more blood.
>>24984268
mate I've spilled more blood getting a paper cut. Also fuck off Spooky.
>>24984255
No one will miss you, enjoy your tripfag circlejerk on your garbage fetish board.
>>24984295
It's my first time doing something like this, and bleeding scares the bajeezus out of me! It's not bad for a first time, is it?
>>24984295
I'm sorry, I'll do better next time.
>>24984342
How am I supposed to know? It's not like I see people cut themselves and write with their own blood all the time. Although there was that one guy a year or so back, but it's still pretty rare. I don't think it's flattering at all, just pointless bleeding.
>>24984415
What sort of stuff did he write?
>>24984415
>pointless
M8, I'll have you know that printer ink is more expensive than human blood. Those people are just being economical.
how do i get my gf to be more like this? she is aware of what it is but idk how similar she is to it. i would love it if she was crazy
What happens if you put cheetos dust in an open cut?
>>24984431
I don't remember the details. It's been too long. Some kinda shitty poem to make his crazy girlfriend happy.
>>24984467
Pen and paper is a man's best friend.
>>24984531
You jump off a bridge and scream "I'm a retard".
You are born/damaged into being this way, you don't just magically become mentally ill and crazy because someone else wants you to.
>>24984571
It stings for a moment and that's it? It's just cheeto dust.
>>24984628
It won't get infected or rot in there?
>>24984237
>I'm just going to kill myself by the time I >turn 30, so at least I can say I did >something with my life
>>24984531
>how do i get my gf to be more like this?
>i would love it if she was crazy
>>>24984145
>The Edge
It's one of those threads.
Sup /r9k.
How to get Korean-Senpai to love me?
She knows I like her but I think she may think i'm fucking weird. pls halp
>>24984684
>Nazi anime girl
It's one of those posts.
>>24984644
Food doesn't have bacteria in it, and the blood will just soak up the dust and incorporate it into the scabbing.
Unless you are shoving handful amounts of cheeto dust into a gaping wound, nothing is going to happen. The point of bleeding when you get cut is the blood helps keeps shit like that OUT.
>>24984712
>food doesn't have bacteria in it
nigger say what
>>24984737
Nothing that's going to cause infection like you are expecting.
>>24984707
I have more nazi anime girls if you'd like.
>>24984706
More information would be needed. Such as what your relationship is and your common interests, etc.
>>24984885
The 4 is missing in the image name..
>>24984604
not everybody who is crazy acts crazy m8. what im wondering is if she has a disposition for being like this, since we both say to each other we are crazy.
i definitely am more crazy i think i just want to see if i can get her on par with me.
and im not using some formal definiton or something so stop bitching about it. if you want crazy people convo you got it. if not dont bother responding.
>>24984931
How observant of you. Unfortunately my filenames mean nothing and have no significance.
>>24984885
>what your relationship is
Pretty distant friendship desu familia. She's friends of a friend, see her all the time except we never talk.
>Common interests
No fucking clue, mang. All I know about her is she's Korean and likes K-pop.
C-can men be yandere too?
>>24984988
So what makes you attracted to her? Can't just be her looksright?
>>24984958
This isn't crazy people conversation you troglodyte. You are saying "How can I make my gf crazy, I like yanderes lol!"
My friends and I call each other faggots, doesn't mean we are all sucking each others dicks in a gay orgy.
People make up false labels for each other for a le silly joek! Doesn't mean it's actually true.
>>24985012
Yes, men have been like historically yandere. You can re-read quite a few true horror stories where a woman has to choose between two men, and the guy who gets rejected loses his shit and murders them both.
>>24985028
H-heh, n-no. D-don't be ridiculous...
>>24984966
Patterns are necessary!
How's your day going, Cirno poster?
>>24984988
Is she Australian? Where's she from?
>>24985075
Yeah she's Australian, lives in the Gold Coast.
>>24985091
Get on steam.
>>24985113
What?
Mate you're pretty confusing.
>>24985140
Do you know anything else about her?
>>24985153
I bet shes a coal burner going for those abos.
>>24985153
No - nothing really.
She has really cute eyes. If that counts.
>>24985054
you are a faggot and take huge negro cox.
this place is such a shithole. guess im too normal with my gf and all. you mad?
>>24985066
But Anon, you can't be truly attracted to someone if you don't know their personality. You two may be incomparable. I wouldn't suggest doing anything, honestly. It is my belief that relationships should be formed organically and not forced in any sort of way. I'm a bit of a hypocrite for saying that and I realize that many relationships, maybe most, aren't formed like that, but that's just my take on things. Besides, I don't think there's much you can do anyway except hope to keep hanging around your friend to be able to see this korean girl and then subtlety become her friend as well. Straight up asking her out would be awkward for everyone.
>>24985068
Waiting on a message that may never come. Waiting always is the hardest part
>>24985164
No Abos where I live mate, yellows and whites only.
>>24985178
Just log on steam.
>>24985194
Come back when you hit 18 buddy.
>>24985213
None of my mates irl know my Steam though.
You might have me mixed up with someone else.
>>24985247
We'll see. Just log on and check if you have any messages.
>>24985231
23 pal
>>24985261
Nope. Nothing.
>>24985195
>may never come
What kind of message are you waiting for? Is it a metaphorical message? Is it from a loved one?
>>24985272
Ebin lie.
>>24985293
Peculiar.
Hobart, right?
>>24985293
Did someone tell you about the yandere threads or did you find them on your own?
>>24985328
No metaphor. I'm quite literally waiting for a specific message from someone I care very much about. It's hard to sleep or pass the time while I wait, the longer you wait, the more your mind fixates on it. It really does eat at me. I have a bad habit of assuming the worst and letting it eat at me. Now I'm ranting. You get the point.
>>24985382
No, Gold Coast, Southport.
>>24985411
Found them.
>>24985439
Hey at least you have the chance to get messages.
My obsession didn't want me around anymore so now I just feel alone wishing she would message me saying "It was a mistake I ever said that! I'm so sorry! Can we please go back to before?"
But that scenario is under "Things that will never happen" for 1000.
>>24985529
Why didn't she want you around?
>>24983880
What good is love if it can't save me? What good is anything? What good am I?
I'm not good at cutting... is going for the wrists really worth it? Scars there are very noticeable. What's the best place to cut if you're just looking to let some blood flow and release endorphins?
>>24985439
That problem sounds familiar. Is this the Captain?
I understand how that issue goes down and wears you with the constant waves of anxiety. I hope you get a response soon to calm your sea.
>>24985621
It's useless, we're all trash.
>>24985616
Well, shes very busy with life and I knew this. I knew she didn't have much time for me if at all. But I reality I was okay with this and waiting around until she had free time. She actually made me pretty happy and it's hard to find girls I like, let alone actually find my dorkiness cute/endearing.
But I don't know what made her decide this now of all times, but she decided she didn't want me to wait for her anymore. She wasn't comfortable with it and didn't like it.
I just decided to go away because I can't be around someone who doesn't want me romantically but I want them romantically. Besides I'm sure if I stayed "friends" she wouldn't have said two words to me anyways.
The ironic thing about all of this is just, she doesn't want me to wait, but all I'm doing is waiting to see if maybe one day she will message me again.
>tfw sad because I'm not a chingchong
You mentally ill women know that not even robots will want you right ?
>>24985641
the shoulders.
at least thats where i do it.
and the scars looks badass there.
also the legs of course.
>>24984145
hmm, another reason to lose your virginity is the large number of crazy people who want to sacrifice you
>>24985785
What's the best tool to use?
>>24985888
Some guy from r9k. :')
>>24986083
One time I asked a boy if he wanted to kill me but he declined. :(
>>24986122
Are you lovely enough to be cut down?
>>24986143
I am a weed that needs to be pulled. The opposite of lovely.
>tfw helping a yandere girl with depression
Having a girl attempt suicide for me doesn't speak well for me, but I feel...kind of proud of myself. That I have someone like this, that we have each other, that I can help her.
Is this bad?
>>24986191
Why would she try to kill herself for you if she knows you want her around?
>>24985888
basic razorblade (not the double side one) or x-acto
>>24986180
What makes you think that you need to be pulled?
>tfw she is coming over
>tfw she is mad at you but you don't know why
>tfw she said she's going to beat you up
>>24986327
I'm the devil. I've hurt people. I've hurt them bad.
>>24986212
Because at the time, I didn't.
>>24983880
A entity to fill the void in my life. The closest thing to a reason to go on. The closest thing to a meaning I can imagine for me.
lkljlkjljk
>>24986191
She probably wanted to make you happy when she tried offing herself. So no, I don't think it's wrong to be happy. She has achieved her goal, it seems.
>>24985529
I'm not sure which is worse. I would certainly feel terrible if this loved One didn't want to speak to me anymore, it would break my heart, however it would be better than seeing that One suffer and die. I really am torturing myself at this point.
>>24985672
Surely of all people you know that there is no calm. It is a never ending cycle and I can't opt out. We may have different problems but you know exactly how it goes. I've accepted this is what I am, after all, I was nothing before. I wanted to rot, this is the way that is best. I get to be with her as we both suffer. I wish it wasn't like this but some things never change. I make it sound terrible, but it's not. There is beauty in this.
>>24986335
She sounds like a bully. Why associate yourself with bullies?
>>24986725
Because people find themselves in abusive relationships and never leave for some reason or another.
>>24986736
Abusive relationships usually stem from a lack of a good relationship with a mother or father. Perhaps what you really need is a friend.
Love is when you care deeply about someone. Simple as that. For yanderes it involves obsession and jealousy, but being obsessed and jealous is a painful state of mind. It's exhausting and makes you unproductive because you spend all your time thinking about your significant other. You start putting their wants over your needs and things can turn to shit really quick if they aren't handled properly.
>>24986725
>>24986736
>>24986795
But I love her, she can be angry sometimes but she's usually really sweet.
>>24986795
Oh I'm not the anon he was talking about. I'm single currently.
>>24986861
Have fun getting beaten up by a girl nerd.
>>24986970
At least I have someone who beats me up!
>>24986861
I understand Anon, but maybe you should try and reason with her and explain that you don't like being treated like you currently are. It's not healthy for you or her.
>>24986970
>implying getting beat up by girls isn't hot
>>24986996
I don't want a girl who hits me. I already had that shit, and shes a psychopathic cunt who made everything about her.
Now I want a girl who plays with my hair and gives me kisses.
>>24987024
DO WE KNOW WHO'S KNOCKERS THESE ARE YET
>>24987088
I just don't care anon. I don't give a shit about that awful dating website or a girl covered in tattoos.
You are asking the wrong person.
>>24987004
Maybe but maybe I did do something wrong. I'll have to wait and see what she is angry about.
>>24986561
>It is a never ending cycle and I can't opt out
So says the unyielding Scorpio.
>There is beauty in this
I see it and I know it.
It's good seeing you again.
>you put the 4 after the 5
>>24987125
Unlikely.
>>24987266
I'm not knowledgeable about the zodiac signs, but it was funny reading the bit about the Scorpio. Passionate but Obsessive. Loyal but Obsessive. It suits me well but I don't believe in things like that. I decided to look her up, a Virgo. Funny reading about how they don't let the past go, how they get fussy and don't accept help. Maybe there's more to this Zodiac thing than I originally thought.
Happy Hanukkah, and Merry Chirstmas
I feel like /yg/ would know this.
So I got bored and did that BDSM test thing that was floating around here like a few months ago.
What the fuck is a "rope bunny"
>>24987639
Someone who likes getting tied up.
>>24987662
When you pair it with this image, I feel repulsed that they said I like this.
>>24987639
It means you're a bottom and submissive, you pervert.
>>24987639
>Look up term
>It describes me
Is this what she is mad at? That I'm too much of a slut?
>>24987717
90% Switch
90% Vanilla
85% Submissive
61% Experimentalist
60% Girl/Boy
56% Dominant
52% Rope Bunny
Well yeah, I already knew that, but I just like bunnies. And when I saw rope bunny, I hoped it was cute.
foreverially tied up
>>24987755
You're weird.
>>24987769
Submissiveness isn't really all that weird, being okay with being tied and used is a bit different though. That's a rope bunny. It's not that cute.
>>24987844
Yeah well maybe if I was a trap it would be cute, but I'm a bear so that option it out the window.
>tfw no bunnyfriend to fill the empty void of being alone
>>24987844
I can't help it. When she has control I feel safe. If I get to make choices I might make the wrong choice, like deciding to go see the new James bond film. That was terrible decision and it was all my fault.
>>24987560
>Happy Hanukkah, and Merry Chirstmas
Happy holidays!
>Chirstmas
>Chirstmas
>Chirstmas
>Chirstmas
I see coal in your future.
Is the 3 as good as I think it is?
>>24988004
Why would santa give you coal for not giving shit about a holiday that not even blacks give a shit about?
Santa only gives a shit about christmas.
its support, loyalty, consideration, understanding, and respect.
>>24988076
>Santa only gives a shit about christmas
>Chirstmas
They misspelled christmas.
That was the lame joke.
It's spelled xmas, thank you very much.
>>24987914
You can't hide what's inside.
>>24987962
Mommy issues. Just like girls have Daddy issues. You want someone to coddle you even if they're sometimes harsh it doesn't matter. I'd berate you if I didn't understand. It's okay Anon.
>>24988004
I don't like that skin. Doggy ended up biting at me random, ripped right into me below the mouth and above the jaw. I look like a mess. I won't be playing that yordle with that skin until I get over my grudge with Doggy.
>Chirstmas
I'm Jewish why would I care about a goy holiday, I've already seen enough people misspell 'hannakah' lately. My brain has ceased to care about spelling.
>Is the 3 as good as I think it is?
I don't understand the question.
>>24988220
>You can't hide what's inside.
But a very VERY small number of girls find what is inside cute.
Most girls who find that cute, want a cute fragile little boy who can't stand on their own two feet after being pushed by a girl. Not me, I'm trapped.
>>24988341
And your point being? It's better to be alone than to be with someone who you have to hide your true self from.
Or you can try and grow out of your weird fetish. Either works.
>>24988220
Fuck the jews.
>>24988220
But I had a good relationship with my mother, before she died. Plus my mom never dressed me in fluffy pajamas.
>my mom never dressed me in fluffy pajamas
This is where things went wrong.
It's been proven that kids who don't sleep with nice pajamas grow up to be you.
>>24988112
SLCUR
>>24988414
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays
>>24988434
Assuming everything you're saying is true, then it's possible you're just projecting what your mother never did for you onto other women. Don't worry, I do the same. But it's not healthy.
>>24988220
What the hell happened to that dog? Are there any permanent scars? Did you get treated right away? Is the dog still living with you? If so, why is that dog still there?
Damn bootleg dogs coming out of terrible puppy mills, disgusting.
>>24988450
>>24988517
I guess. But I don't want to risk things. Even if I'm not in the best place it's still better than before and probably as good as it can get.
Also looks like she pulled up into the lot.
>>24988479
Go SLCUR yourself, my main man.
>>24988563
I'm fine just a bit of stitches and maybe some scarring. Funnily enough I was in a car crash years ago as a child and had to get plastic surgery to fix my nose and cheek bones, it still looks off to this day. Now I really am a mess. I don't hate the dog, like I've always said he has some mental issues but I'm not sure if it's safe to have him around.
>>24988622
That's not really a good attitude but I don't blame you I guess.
>>24988686
Go FUCK yourself. Got you good.
>>24988746
I don't think you should keep that dog around if he attacked out of the blue, it's not safe for either of you. I wouldn't feel too down about aesthetics, still good last time I saw!
>>24988786
Oh....................
I'm banning everyone from the site.
>tfw your gf stays up with you when you finally break down and cry for the first time in years
>tfw she's supportive, comforting, empathetic, and genuinely tries to cheer me up
>tfw once I calm down she looks me in the eye and asks if I'm okay- okay to not go hurt anyone because my mood has been unstable
>tfw I tell her yes but I'm terrified that everything won't be okay
>tfw if I tell anyone this IRL I'll be sectioned immediately since I have a history of violence
>tfw I just want to fucking feel okay and be there for my gf but she seems to be the one holding me up instead
can anyone here relate? or have any advice?
>>24989204
>expecting to be a caregiver while being insane
you might want to rethink your priorities, mental patient
>>24989204
It sounds very volatile. The two of you need help but it's nice that you have each other. I don't know enough about your situation but I have been in similar positions and it has always ended up in a split. Do what you can to stay together but don't be reckless, look after yourself so you can look after your other one.
>>24989292
I'll keep that in mind.
>>24989584
>always ended up in a split
nightmare mode: engaged
I wouldn't let that happen
thanks for the advice, though, I'll do my best.
topkek. It's so weird looking at this again.
>She goes up the stairs and rings my bell
>Open the door
>She stares at me with her hands on her hips
>My eyes are watering
>"Do you know what you did"
>I'm actually crying now
>"No"
>She is now concerned
>Tell's me it's not that big of a deal
>It's just star wars
>What
>She was upset that I had forgotten to get our tickets earlier so now we have to go to a really late showing
>Relief
She slapped the top of my head once on basic principle but I really overworked myself up. She says that's okay because it means I care a lot.
>>24990079
>starwars
I would have slapped you both on the head, get good taste or stay home.
Where's Amy?
>>24990233
No, she's the only one allowed to slap me.
>>24990359
Fuccboi.
>>24990350
No scent to follow.
>>24989957
I've been told by numerous people that they hear my voice at random moments during the day, I wonder what that means.
