feels
>24 yo
>6'0
>was obese as a kid and early teens
>extremely fit as late teens but social anxiety due to being rejected as a fatty in youth
>got laid twice, by two different women
>went to university, got fat again, now 295 lbs.
>regularly think about killing myself--can't get the motivation to get fit again
i want a relationship & sex so bad, but it's useless, and my depression from being isolated from normie society is keeping me from improving myself (read: i acknowledge it's only myself to blame for depression)
what do? other fatties here that were once fit? how do you keep from not killing yourself?
>>24976136
>>went to university, got fat again, now 295 lbs.
How'd you manage that? I was a fat kid and lost it all at uni due to not being able to afford food, I think it permanently damaged my stomach because I feel ill if I eat more than once a day since.
There's a qt girl working at the Chinese takeaway who started flirting with me the other day, English was her second language and even she could tell how awkward I was. I don't think there's any help for those of us who never learned to deal with girls in our you, even if you manage to stay thin.
>>24976574
>in our youth*
>>24976136
>295 pounds
How did you get THAT fat in university? Did you break a leg and couldn't move or something?
>>24976787
gee fucking thanks!!!
it's called binge eating and not exercising
>be thin girl
>fat guys are my fetish
>see this thread
>tfw already sexually objectifying OP in my mind even though he's just here to seek help for his problems
>tfw I'm an inhumane piece of shit
>>24976901
Why don't you just get to know OP then, get his Skype.
>>24976136
You should try DNP, it'll get rid of your weight with no work required
>>24976901
I'm 310lbs
Want to be my GF
Or at least Skype sex me
>>24976924
because I am a piece of shit and a toxic person to interact with in general. I don't want to poison OP I just wanted to tell him he is my fetish.
Also Skype is for normies
>>24976850
I'm sorry, I was just having trouble picturing someone going from fit to 295 over about 4 years or so.
>>24976936
>>24976924
>believing people who claim to be girls on /r9k/
Best case scenario he's a pre-op tranny
>>24976936
I will have a tinychat one night stand with you but I cannot stress enough that I am a horrible person and you should stay 1000 miles away from me
>>24976901
Same here, exceptI'm a guy
>>24976968
Hey, I've had worse. Plus if you're self aware at least the journey will be interested
So about that tiny chat
>>24976947
>equally fat man pretending to be a thin girl on an autistic mongolian image board to fulfill fantasy of one day finding a thin woman that isn't repulsed by you
>>24976136
GO TO /FIT
it seems my post has brought out the russian blackmailing whores that prey upon vulnerable/lonely obese men...either that or they're fat furries
...god dammit
>>24977100
Actually I was planning on blackmailing her
I'm not even fat
>>24977100
they're the only type of people you're going to get unless you lose weight familia
