who /intrusivethoughts/ here?
>think of oneitis in even the slightest amount
>immediately think of her being gang fucked by a pack of niggers with her face covered in nigger shit and cum and piss and her being a huge roastie with meat flaps like wings and an asshole covered in shit
>think of family members
>immediately think about smashing their skulls in with hammers and sticking knives through their eyes
>can't control any of this shit
iktf m8
But got no advice for you.
>tfw this thread would have way more posts before the normalfag invasion
>>24971519
It has two parts for me. First I have a really embarrassing or disturbing thought and then I can't stop thinking about what would happen if I blurted it out. When I'm face to face with authority figures or family I have intrusive thoughts about harming them. Sucks desu
Feeling my flesh squish makes me think about carving it off of the bone.
I won't do it, obviously, but the thoughts fuck me up pretty badly. Therapy is pretty okay so far.
>>24971519
>Interacting with mother
>She's 5'2, 100 lb
>Start Thinking about how easy it would be to beat her into a pulp
>think about how I could knock her out and bludgeon her and then kill myself
>Immediately begin feeling guilty about my horrible thoughts
All sorts of man, got a bit better when I started seeing a shrink, they got me on meds too don't know if those do anything tho. I just take em so they'll give me xanax once a month which works
Doesnt everyone have these at some point? At least that's what I like to tell myself. One I get pretty often is when I'm really enjoying talking to someone I get an overwhelming urge to punch them as hard as I can in the face. Once I actually told a normie friend about this and he was disturbed :/ I meant it as a compliment
>>24971519
Plz help robots.
I have been listening to the same 6 songs over and over because everything else pisses me off. I've been wandering through my house and through the town, muttering "fucking normie" to everyone that I see. I cannot stop thinking about how easy it would be to strangle my oneitis. What do I do? I don't want to do this any more. My roommate is getting freaked out and barely talks to me anymore. I have stopped talking to my family and friends.
Yeah I have this issue too, but I don't bother mentioning it, I have bigger problems. This is just another thing on the list.
nothing just feels the wind through my hairy
>inb4 some of you are alright
Which thoughts are the worst for you? I had it a lot more as a kid and it was always either throwing my game boy out the window when I was a kid or jumping off of high places
>>24975073
As a kid it was my mother getting raped or killed violently, I used to hurt myself to distract myself.
It only happens referring to people I like, or myself. I get nonsensical bullshit thoughts going round and round my head like "I'm a paki I'm a paki I'm a paki" even though I'm white.
>>24975170
Brown I know it's you
>>24975389
I don't know who brown is anon, where are you from? You have a friend that was similar?
