>sudden realization of shithole apartment
>realize so much bullshit i need to rid
>begin rummaging thru old shit
>see folded note
>"anon, please remember this" on outside
>open note from ex on christmas last year
>hung herself
im so ready to fuckin do it, bots
What happened, OP? What did the note say?
At least she's dead and you don't have to see your ex with her new boyfriend being all happy and shit
>>24966407
gf killed herself in february
the note was from a christmas card she gave me, along with a figma she bought me. it was just about our life together and that she was always going to be happy with me (i have BPD and she knew that written forms of reassurance were gold to me)
>>24966453
having experienced that as well, I can guarantee there's no comparison to pulling down the body of somebody you love from a noose
>>24966510
Written shit is the best. I reread my texts and messages from girls all the time to reassure myself of the fact they hate me. Feels good
>>24966394
Post pic of your apartment, OP.
>>24966394
Thats a heavy feel my man. Especially for the holidays.
My unasked-for advice?
Burn it. Burn the whole place to the ground.
That's what I would do.
>>24966592
iktf
It's great clearing all doubts that you're human trash and crushing that last bit of hope that sometimes creeps up
>>24966510
nikka what the fuck is a figma
>>24967336
high class figurine/toy
OP is full of shit
>moving from apartment
>see box of shit i havent touched in forever
>open up box
>see valentines day letter from ex
>she dumped me a few months earlier
Then I started sobbing and went crazy and threw away a lot of shit that reminded me of her.
>>24966394
>>24966510
You should probably burn it.
It's only going to bring up painful thoughts every time you read it.
