How do you guys think you ended up in the situation you are in right now? Do you think theres even the smallest chance of escaping the brutal life you're in?
my life isn't brutal it's just redundant
My life isn't brutal. Just lonely.
>>24957860
thinking maybe im gonna try blasting testosterone and see if that helps
My life isn't brutal, just unfullfilling
Only death allows me to escape this hell.
>>24957860
Being a loveless NEET is hardly "brutal", compared to the dumbass normies getting keked and such while slaving away for chump change. I wouldn't want to escape to their level.
>>24957860
My life isn't brutal just boring and sad.
>>24957860
I'm probably going to either end up killing myself or in a mental institution where they have to force feed me medication
life aint brutal, im just unstable
>>24957860
I'm 100% guaranteed that girl cannot cook anything more complicated than scrambled eggs. And she probably burns the eggs.
I would murder something for the chance to take shelter in that ass, though
My life isn't brutal, it's just mundane
My life isn't brutal it's just a poodle, like I'm starving to death and only have a noodle
My life is pretty brutal.
>>24957860
>think you ended up in the situatio
-no father = lack of discipline and guidance
-emotionally and physically distant schizoid mother
-live in the middle of bumfuck nowhere where everything is an hour drive away
-no car
-no job because i have no car
-developed avoidant personality which made it hard to make friends
-no friends
-can't motivate myself and chronically depressed
-overweight because theres nothing else to do but drink and eat
My life was one big setup for failure.
>Do you think theres even the smallest chance of escaping
I've been thinking about trading stocks, but i barely have the motivation to get out of bed on most days. I'm not even sure where to start.
I didn't establish the conditions of the relationship better, earlier on. I should have reacted to the early shit-tests by standing my ground instead of caving like a kek, and giving them all the power in the relationship. I hate this relationship, but I don't want to be alone.
>>24957860
I'm going to start seeing a psychiatrist soon and get anti-anxiety meds and antidepressants. I'm kind of scared that it won't work, because this is pretty much my last chance to be normal. Hopefully I can make it.
>>24958111
>blaming others for your misery
Others might have laid the foundation for your situation, but you can always change yourself. You're in control over yourself after all, not they.
Read Sartre
>>24957860
>How do you guys think you ended up in the situation you are in right now?
Because my girlfriend left me.
> Do you think theres even the smallest chance of escaping the brutal life you're in?
If she takes me back I will be happy again.
>>24957860
Over coddling mother
No, not anymore.
I've accepted I'm gonna die alone. My number one focus in life is just to get paid and by the things I enjoy.
>>24957860
tfw no AZN gf with a phat fucking ass, hourglass waist and long black hair cooking food in panties and a tshirt.
>>24957860
Nice good ol' all-american kitchen. And I'm not even American.
>be little kid
>make new 'friends' with older kids at daycare
>they berate and abuse me, force me to do things for them
>be around end of elementary school
>make new 'friends'
>same thing happens
>middle school
>you know the drill
>every time I meet a new person, it's just more abuse
>in college, roommates are terrible, disgusting people
>'hey anon how come you never seem to hang out with anybody?'
>mfw I've given up
>>24957860
>will never have a girl with an ass like that cook me pancakes in our comfy home
Genetics, parental divorce at young age creating many issues, massive introversion.... I am blameless, everything is a result of circumstances outside of my control
>>24957890
seconded
>stuck in the last two years of my software engineering degree
>hope to hop between jobs around the world instead of staying in one place all my life
>no desire for a romantic relationship or children
I feel like once I build up a decent skill set, I can lead the life I actually want to. I've been blessed with a good education and I want to make the most of it
my life is a little worse now that i know my dick will never be allowed entrance into that ass
My life isn't brutal, it's just hmmmm
>>24958312
>you can always change yourself
I remember giving someone similar advice when I was younger. "Just go do what you have to do. It isn't hard. Just. ya know, do it."
But now, I've come to realize that its easier said than done. Will-power is very dependent on your well-being and state of mind. And as social animals, those things are dependent on your social/family support - which i have none.
Without will-power and the chronic feeling of hopelessness, getting up just to take a piss can feel like a monumental and overwhelming task.
"just change yourself" is meaningless advice to me.
Of course, I'm sure you'll tell me that I'm just making excuses. Its what I used to say too. You really don't get it until you're in the same position.
>>24957860
I am not so unlucky that there is nothing I can do to improve it.
It's still pretty shitty though but there are little things that I've chipped away at that I should have done ages ago and I'm sure I can at least be self-sufficient one day.
I don't think it's brutal. I'm a cyborg by choice.
I don't care for normie social caste, and I don't want a girlfriend. My parents raised me with values of the world they new. When I grew up the world was different. I could change, but I don't want to.
I've seen the wasteland of marriage and the inevitable divorces. Because of my experience at Uni I've been in so-called "female spaces" and have been exposed to female nature. I've had the red pill forced down my throat.
I'm content to live my life alone. And I'm relatively certain that whatever isolation and loneliness I might feel, will be far better than the alternative.
>>24957860
>how'd you get here
By being a lazy autistic stoner who ignored the few opportunities he had to be happy
>do you think you could escape?
No, it's too comfy here in my rut.
I got to where I am now by living like I'm going to kill myself but never doing it.
This has been going on for a decade now.
>>24958312
You're a fucking idiot.
It wasn't the Jews fault they were gassed. Hurr durr
>>24958371
i know what its like to have a mother force feed you and get their validation by treating you like a doll. no self reflection on their part. youre almost like a pet to them.
i digress.
I just changed. It's funny considering I knew I'd come out as a failure, but honest to god even now I don't know what I could have done other to escape this self-made fate. The only salvation lies in becoming an hero, but until that takes place I'll just take it easy.
I'm really career focused, and love women, so this is how I ended up with no male friends. Watching football by myself, no one to call or talk to but my girlfriend. I miss having friends.
I don't know how to better myself, and I've tried plenty of times. I really don't think it's going to get any better.
>>24957860
my life isn't brutal, just empty and unfulfilling
>>24958428
>Genetics
How bad is it mane?
I have the "thom yorke eye"
I have acne scars and small birthmarks on my face and body
>I'm short
>skellymode
>shitty hair
I'm not balding or anything. I have a thick full set of hair, but I an't find a hairstyle that looks good on me.
>>24959285
>just empty and unfulfilling
why is that?
>girl asks me to help on today for tutoring
>she sends me a text an hour before my alarm was set, respond later
>sends me another message
>didn't notice, five minutes later "I'll be hanging out with someone else"
TOP SPEED RECORD
DID YOU FEEL THAT, THAT WAS THE SOUND OF THE LIGHT BARRIER BEING BROKEN. Turning off a girl outside of my light cone, Physicists ain't got shit on me.
>>24957860
Probably above all a lack of social experience
I don't even know why people hate me. I shave and shower daily, wash my face morning and evening, comb my hair, trim my nails and nose hair, wear chapstick at home, brush and floss my teeth, use mouthwash and a tongue scraper, clean my ears, etc. I exercise three days a week, don't use the internet after 7pm, get 8 hours' sleep every night, don't masturbate, eat enough to keep myself at a healthy 65kg and drink a gallon of water a day. People still look at me contemptuously, however.
>>24957860
>using an ladle while frying
>leaving your midriff unprotected while frying
>ancient barbarian gas heating instead of induction plate
there's just so many things that's wrong with this picture
>>24959459
Are you gay or autistic?
>>24958661
>It wasn't the Jews fault they were gassed. Hurr durr
Well, being a scapegoat for post-WWI Germany was not exactly something they willingly created themselves.
Their only fault was being the group most susceptible to ethnic scapegoating.
>>24959435
>don't masturbate
Thats your problem right there
>>24957860
I have no idea but I guess it's because I'm shitty? Honestly if you ask me I'm a good dude but apparently not because I don't get to be with girls, or be raised in a way where I have good habits of discipline and self improvement.
It's probably both with a 65-45% split in favor of me being shitty and faulty
Also these
>>24957890
>>24957921
And throw in an existential nihilism
My life isn't brutal, just loli deprived
>>24958312
>but you can always change yourself.
Yeah, but only the results are noticeable, while the process is not enjoyable.
Fuck that.
>20
>KHHV
>no friends
>'go' to college (parents forced me), but never attend classes, failing my 1st year because of it
>schizoid
It was genetics and environment. It's as simple as that. I know I'll be a wizard for the rest of my life and I'm fine with it. I just want to be left alone in my room to shitpost on 4chan, read books and play vidya. That's literally all I want in life, but I know it's impossible.
I'll soon have to wageslave. As long as I get a job suitable for a schizoid robot, I'll be ok I guess.
I don't need much money. I just need enough for internet, food and technology.
>>24959535
Nihilism is a myth invented and propagated by ethnic Jews such as Nietzsche (note the Ashkenazi name). There is a reason to live; his name is Jesus Christ, and he was known to most Europeans and Americans until the late 19th century. Somehow, and amazingly, this common knowledge has been lost.
>>24959662
Well, you managed to challenge the core of Nietzsche's argument against Christianity in one sentence. Consider me impressed.
>>24959705
I'll pray for you tonight.
I try to fix it but it's not easy. I've been shit on my entire life. Part of me tells me I'm fucked for life; the male equivalent of damaged goods. The other part of me tells me that there's still hope. I'm giving myself 5 more years before I commit suicide. If my life is good by 30, then great, otherwise I know it won't get any better by then and it'll be time to call it quits.
Partially society's fault, partially mine. Things aren't particularly rough at the moment, but I feel like they're going to get a lot worse.
>>24959662
>nietzsche
>nihilism
pick one
>>24959662
>Jews such as Nietzsche (note the Ashkenazi name)
It's literally a derivative of a common Polish peasant name, you butthurt christfag.
Because I bounce between watching porn, playing videgames and browsing 4chan all day. If I cut these things out of my life, I would be well on the path to success.
I wanna do what this guy is doing: >>24959435
>>24960049
>. If I cut these things out of my life, I would be well on the path to success.
No you would have a lot of spare time. I can know because I did the same. You wont suddenly become a turbochad entrepreneur or something.
>>24960133
>No you would have a lot of spare time. I can know because I did the same.
Exactly and then I could be more productive. I still haven't decided what I'm planning to do with the time though.
I left the Army and moved back home.
My gf left me and i wasted all my savings trying to get a decent job because i got fucked over by everyone.
Ive spent the past 6 months saving money up working a pretty average job my dad got me.
I work, sleep, gym, video games.
That is the key to saving money.
>>24957860
I'm finally starting to get my shit together after a pretty rough patch. It feels nice.
>elderly parents (dad was 50, mom was 45 when I was born)
>distant father, overbearing mother
>family history of mental illness
>diagnosed autist
>ugly (as is everyone else in my family)
>genetic disposition to auto-immune disorders and acne
>hid away in videogames during crucial developmental years
>heavy alcohol, marijuana and other use since the age of 13 to cope with severe depression and anxiety
I feel like a lot of it is my fault but I also feel like I never really had a chance sometimes
I'd say things are turning out ok for me. But I'm going to be NEET in the new year and I'm not sure what's in store for me.
It's going to be a new city, with most people I don't know and no job.
I need to really think what direction I'm going to go in. Don't want to be a shut-in and I have to watch my drinking too.
i was doomed from the start. had to grow up extremely fast.
i'm basically the brown kid that came from a white family, my mom was the coal burner, whole family had to swallow lead to accept it.
she ripped me away from her family, she was also molested at a young age.
from there i starting babysitting myself at age 7.
she got with strings of abusive men, most verbally abusive, a couple were physically abusive to her and i, black guys of course.
i would reach out for help but people would shrug it off.
i have tourettes syndrome so it's hard for me to sit still for long periods, leading to me acting up in school, every grade.
then later on a lot of close friends started dying and then the lack of success.
it was just a downspiral that began very very early instead of later on.
>>24959730
This would be an amazing screamer if something lunged out the door behind him just as you are entranced by the tipping.
>>24957860
I had to move, before that everything was going great
>>24959242
fuck this shitty robot
>>24960242
>My gf left me
>>24960245
>I'm finally starting to get my shit together after a pretty rough patch. It feels nice.
pls tell me how
>>24957860
>Brutal
Eh, the situation I'm in at the moment is alright.
>full time job
>go to the gym
>disposable income
>vidya when im not workingthat's it
>>24961704
ohhh shit senpai why did you post this?
Now a bunch of mad faggots are going to shit on you because your life is a little better than theirs.
anyways glad things are looking up for you. I'm trying to fix myself, but I seem to be suck right now.
Hopefully things will get better.
>>24957860
>escaping the brutal life you're in?
You get food, clothing, a roof and luxuries. Kys?
>never been good at making friends
>ugly
>lost only grill that ever tolerated him
but
>middle class
>suportive family
>white heterossexual
I don't fucking know what the hell did I do to fuck my life up like this, but, at the same time, I see no way out.
Actually, I see one, go an hero, but don't have the guts to do so, for now.
>>24961880
>dat ass
Jesus
I was a NEET until a few months ago. I know what it's like to resent people who may seem to have a better life than you.
I'm just glad I'm not a NEET anymore.
>I'm trying to fix myself, but I seem to be suck right now.
How come?
>>24962088
>22
>still in college
>hating my major
>behind in my credits
>in debt
>working at a shit job
>always falling in love with girls who show me attention
>fell in love with a fucking lesbian
>always feels lonely
>little to no friends
>don't have too many strong motivating friends to help me
I've read books, watched documentaries, went to therapy, but none of that shit really works
I think I'm gonna try meds next. My doc told me about wellbutrin and I've heard some good things about it.
>>24957860
>in college
>terrible job prospects when I graduate in May
>looking at grad school
I wouldn't call it brutal, just what I expected to have happen.
>>24962185
hey this is literally (literally) exactly me except I'm 21 and unemployed besides being a student
>>24957860
>Do you think theres even the smallest chance of escaping the brutal life you're in?
No.
>>24957860
With the path I picked I will either be a millionaire or a wagekek. Hope me luck robots.
>>24962553
do you spend all your wage on lottery?
>>24962680
I'm spending my time programming...
>>24957860
This picture is hot.
I'm afraid to get help, legally and psychologically, since it might put me into an even worse spot than I am in now.
I ended up her because my ex broke up with me to go out with a juvenile delinquent during my last two years of high school.
I am now a shell of my former self.
>>24962808
get over it fagget
>>24962844
Been trying for nearly three years.
>>24957860
Autism. It has spawned so many other problems that I don't even care anymore about getting friends or a gf like most other robots in here. I want to be healthy again, fuck this gay earth.
searching for something I am good at doing. ends up I'm not good at anything.
>>24962185
>>always falling in love with girls who show me attention
Holy shit, this exactly. It's happened with 3 girls so far this year, only for the reason that they talked to me and seemed at least slightly interested in what I had to say. It's a big problem for me.
>>24957860
Being a depressed, unfullfilled alpha male I can surely tell you: THERE'S NO COMING BACK
>>24958312
>why didn't you just choose to have a father? :^)
>>24957860
>normies ruining their bodies with non-paleo diets
Heh... Yeah, I'd brutalize her alright.
