How often do you have suicidal thoughts?
What would drive you to kill yourself?
What hope are you clinging onto?
Daily
My parents getting some fucked up disease like cancer or something
Do it after they die
The remaining light that I keep in my head through the worst fucking moments
>>24954894
>What hope are you clinging onto?
Why am I clinging onto something I can't define?
>>24955032
Because you know it's still there.
every moment that i'm not doing something else
its not that something is driving me to kill myself in particular, i just want off this fucking rock
hope? i just don't want to psychologically disturb my brothers by offing myself, i don't think they'd get it (or at least i hope they wouldn't). i guess i have a vague hope i'll crawl out of this hole a little, but i don't think i'll ever really escape it as i think my problems are pretty much inherent to me as an individual person, like my psyche and stuff. its not environmental.
Dude i have lost anything what you can have:
Family,pretty good Lookin GF,Job,my Home,was a Hard drug addict,crimn Al ... After that my father died too.But i was NEVER at this point that i kill myself..little depressed Phase for 2 months but thats all ..im maybe just strong in my Character After that bullshit what ive survived
Never forget yo smile anon
at least a few times a week
if i knew, i'd probably would have already done it
i have hope that there is someone somewhere out there that is going through the same thing, that we are more connected than it seems , and that a good life is possible for anyone willing to search for it.
>>24954894
Daily. Hourly. Constantly.
Loaded gun withing arm's reach. Really any simple viable means.
None.
>Every single second of my life.
>Opportunity to fire a gun.
>Nothing.
every day
someone i care about dying
none
>>24954894
great song m8. Just by the picture I knew it'll be something special, do you have some other songs similar to this?
>>24954894
>What hope are you clinging onto?
none
I dont have hope
just survival instinct.
>tfw suicidal thoughts all the time but too much of a pussy to act on them
>tfw tried once and failed
>tfw ywn have the courage to try again
