>"What's it like to be you?"
>>24944357
im not entirely sure, I have a ton of obligations and my entire existence is a waiting game for the next fun thing to come along. My next milestone is to get a house
>>24944423
>"that's good to hear that you have a goal, anon. Can you give me an example of one of your previous 'fun things'"
>>24944357
>see a psychologist
>never look them in the eye and mumble all my answers, which are never more than a couple words
>>24944483
Face fucking nosy psychiatrists
>>24944581
This was my experience it was very awkward. Suprisingly it actually helped me. I learned how to somewhat talk to people without being a retarded autist. I guess i got lucky with mine
>>24944581
Why do you think your answers are so short?
Is it because you are nervous and can't think of what to say fast?
Is it because you are worried about how your words will be interpreted?
Is it because you don't know the answers or know yourself well enough?
Something else?
>>24944483
this guy>>24944607 is not me
previous fun things: finishing high school, turning 18, buying my kick ass car, getting an apartment
>>24944607
>"Why is that no longer fun for you, anon? perhaps you just need to find someone who shares your interests"
>>24944357
Everyone makes me do the work and nobody listens me even though I'm almost always right and wind up having to think, "I told you so, dammit!"
>wake up
>proceed cleaning and eating behaviors
>begin beta orbiting some girl on the phone
>get rejected
>shit post on /r9k/ for and hour before work
>beta orbit A coworker
>get shot down again
>go home
>shit post
>masterbait
>cry, sleep, repeat
>>24944695
"How about on a day to day level, where do you find enjoyment?"
>>24944845
>"What sort of work are you talking about?"
>>24944965
I sew, jack off, watch youtube and browse anonymous mongolian gay-bashing forums
>>24945209
>"What do you feel is missing in your life? it is perfectly acceptable to have a quiet life if you're happy"
>>24944902
>"What is your dream job?"
>>24945298
>>"What do you feel is missing in your life?
anime girls aren't real and I don't have a daughter
>wake up 14:00-16:00
>ask god why i had to wake up
>look around the dumpster that is my appartement
>wipe fly's from couch and old pc
>drink coffee and roll a cig
>proceed to lurk forums till 6
>check my bank account 0.07$
>look for old peanuts and edibles around apptmnt
>check my gofundme christmas dinner still 0/50$
>smoke more cigs lurk more and drink water till 3-4 am
Last time i left the place was 3-4 days ago, parents cut all contact with me since i dropped out of college. ''friends'' instavaporized, got my appartement paid for till jan
>mfw trying to call or facebook my mom getting the message ''This user has blocked your messages
>>24944357
Sux2bMe
>only have friends who want to get something from me.
>give them something.
>they take it
"See you later anon!"
>>24944357
It's not so bad. I shitpost here for 12 - 16 hours a day, work a shitty pt job and spend my money on weed and cigarettes.
>>24946757
It would be healthier for you to just tell them you've ran out of said thing, see who will stay with you
>wake up around 10am
>shower
>check r9k
>post on r9k because the illusion of social interaction makes me think i have friends and won't be alone forever
>waste entire day on r9k besides eating and exercising
>fall asleep at 1am
>have dream about not being alone thst makes my heart beat so fast i wake up at 4am
>first thing i do is come make this post
I basically spend the majority of my time trying to get into that right state of mind where I have confidence and drive. I rarely ever achieve it which simply isn't enough to create a life worth living.
>>24944357
Girls are always after me, it can get kinda annoying.
>>24944357
Boring, lonely, uneventful, overall a sad existence
>>24944357
Please Mr. therapist man. You are only asking me because I'm paying you. that alone tells you all there is to know.
>>24946636
They cut contact because of you dropping out of college? please tell more.
>>24947295
>"I am a woman, have you been taking your meds?"
>>24944662
It's because it's not my decision to go there and I don't want to talk to them. It's not out of me having anything against therapy even, and I know I honestly need therapy, but I just can't make myself talk to them for some reason
It's kind of strange because I'm actually very articulate in real life, which is probably a problem because psychologists will think I'm not focus on my real problems
>>24946636
Wow your parents sound like cunty children.
