>Be robot need for 21 years
>Finally meet girl
>She really likes me and wants to enter a serious relationship
>I don't feel anything
Senpai this is fucked, all these years i was hoping a girl would make me happy and now that i have it i don't care.
She keeps texting me saying i don't love her and i guess she is right what do.
Stop being a kuck and disregard bitches. They're nothing but trouble.
>"look everyone, I have a girl that likes me"
NICE BRAGGING BUT NOBODY CARES :^)
>>24930259
No senpai, i'm seriously wondering if i should break it off but i'm worried if i do i will regret it.
Happiness comes from self improvement and accomplishment.
>>24930222
I had the same thing happen to me years ago
>some girl in my junior college gets into me
>we meet up, I think she only wants me to pass the class
>semester ends and she's still hanging out with me
>one thing leads to another and it turns into something
>she starts to try to hold my hand in public, rests on my shoulders during movies, tries to kiss me in public
>brush all that shit away telling her I'm not comfortable with it
>pressures me to get serious finally, move in, etc...
>change my number, take a semester off, and thank God I never told her where I live
I thought women would be salvation, but maybe she wasn't the one? Maybe women shouldn't be used as a crutch? I don't know...If I died alone and living how I currently do, I'd die without a care in the world.
>>24930393
This is so strange senpai
maybe if you shoot yourself in the head you will feel it
>>24930222
Don't know man, I felt the same for a couple of years. Until I found a girl i enjoyed spending time with, and broke me. Don't force yourself too much, women are trouble, try to enjoy the ride.
>>24930222
There is the love questionary or something like that, 20 or so q&a and you both fall for each other
I feel you, OP. I've had two women interested me during my life.
Lost my virginity at 21 to a girl I had known for a couple of years, we both moved out of our parents places and decided to live together. Sex happened on the first night together. The glamour only lasted for a short while, we moved apart after 6 months. We're still friends and see eachother but not 1 on 1, we share friends so it happens.
Also hung out with a 37 year old milf with 2 daughters for a year. She was a great person, sex was really good, even the kids liked me. She propably wanted me to get serious with her, but I just couldn't. She always begged me for signs of affection, told me I didn't love her enough. Its always been hard for me to express my feelings with words, so I decided to dump her. She was devatated and I had to convince her about 3 times that I want to be alone.
I've felt regret for not trying hard enough. If another person ever loves me again, I am afraid that I can't love them back either, even if they were "perfect". I want tomgive love but something inside me is stopping it from coming trough.