Tried to kill myself again today. Tried to jump off of my apartment's balcony. Pushed my arms down on the balcony and tried to push my head down first. Pussied out and removed myself from the location before I could jump off.
What am I so scared of? Pain? Death?
>attempted suicide
>pussied out
pick one
>>24917521
How high is this balcony?
It should be at least ten stories if you want guaranteed splatter.
>>24917602
Yeah, that's basically how high it is.
>>24917572
Typical normie. Now he can tell all his friends how he ''attempted suicide'' and gain mad sympathy points.
>feel sad :(
>dangle arms over balcony railing :o
>decide not to do it :) subscribe
Are you scared OP?
What specifically makes you scared?
Also fear isn't the only thing that can keep you clinging to life. It might be something else too.
>>24917784
If that's what you think happened, then you can believe what you want, friend. I don't give a shit about your sympathy, I want to know what's stopping me from actually doing it.
>>24917855
Primal will to live. How old are you and why do you want to die?
>>24917848
>What specifically makes you scared?
I think it's pain. I can't find any other logical reason.
>Also fear isn't the only thing that can keep you clinging to life. It might be something else too.
There's nothing left. My parents are dead, I have no friends, I don't have a job and I'll lose my apartment next month if I don't get one. There's nothing keeping me here.
>>24917636
Basically like a story or two less than 10?
This is an easy method to fuck up if it's not high enough, you don't want to end up in a wheelchair for the rest of your life. Just hang yourself if you can't get a gun.
>>24917572
I know it's bullshit, but it's kind of noteworthy. One reason so many female suicide attempts look like attention grabbing shit is that when guys "attempt" but don't go through with suicide with real methods but don't actually go through with it, it's the same shit. So a girl with eat a bottle of Tylenol and then call an ambulance 10 minutes later and a guy will sit with a loaded gun to his head for 10 minutes before realizing he can't do it, and only one of those gets recorded as an attempted suicide even if it's basically the same.
>>24917886
I'm 24. Everyone I loved is dead, everyone who loved me is dead, I contribute nothing to society and my death would make no impact upon it. I don't feel sadness, I feel emptyness and boredom.
