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Get in here grandpas.
How's everyone holding up?
>tfw contemplating suicide so I don't have to see my family on christmas
25 here, 26 in a few months. I gather it doesn't get any better, just waiting for that helium tank I ordered to arrive.
>>24883703
One cup of coffee just doesn't do it. I need two. And I don't like coffee. Husbando is home sick today, and we have nothing to do, except maybe go see the christmas lights tonight. Then tomorrow I have to get up at the asscrack of dawn and go with both kids and my friend to the children's museum. I don't know why I agreed to this. It's going to be a nightmare.
Then to top it offI have to drive into WeHo that evening to go gay bar hopping with my friend for her birthday. I'm too old for this shit. I'd rather just go to the drive-in and see a movie.
At least I'm not suicidal. I'm just always exhausted.
>>24883738
26 here, it's fucking horrible. I'm going to be 30 before I know it at this rate.
28. I think it actually gets a lot better because people give up trying to act cool and get too tired to do shit like clubs. More and more I'm finding people who want to just chill and I'm OK with that. I used to get made fun of for it but now people see it as normal.
>level 26 wizard apprentice
>tfw finally starting to feel the neurodegenerative effects of long-term depression after a decade of tfwnogf
There's no going back, is there? I feel like my IQ is dropping by 5 points per year and my short-term memory is significantly worse. Learning anything new takes a huge amount of effort. On the plus side the constant apathy has made me completely unable to feel anxiety or sadness. I think this is what losing your soul must feel like.
>>24883703
>be 27
>tfw wasted teens being alone and afraid
>tfw wasted 20's doing the same.
25 here and life is looking up
people I meet are mostly friendly and in the last year I've established myself on a solid career path and got a gf who likes to cuddle and play vidya with me
26. Did literally nothing, i mean literally nothing for more than 10 years but playing wow and shitposting on the internet.
25 here
life is amazing, sucks to be you guys
>>24883986
how did you not kill yourself already?
>wake up
>make coffee (highlight of my day)
>drive to work (2nd best part of day)
>work
>drive back home
>nap
>wake up and play some bf4
>turn off my rig and just sit at my desk contemplating my existence
>go to bed
Im not happy or sad, just numb. And uncertain if I want to marry and have kids. A gf would be nice but it'd be futile hitting on girls in retail or food service without any proof of a social life.
>>24884021
>sudoku
What's the point?
25 freshman uni studying for finals
>>24883936
>wasted teens being alone and afraid
>wasted 20's doing the same.
>reach wizardy
>still alone and afraid
>realize that this does not have to stop me from doing things with my lifenow I just have to figure out what I want to do
It's my 27th birthday today.
Finally the first birthday I'm already living by myself, so this evening will be just me, bags of potato chips, bottles of beer and vodka and that new Sion Sono movie.
No normies to force me their idea of fun allowed.
Going to take an office support exam today and applying to every government office posting. If I still get no hits, then the chances of getting any hits after December are pretty null. But my cousin gave me a great idea - babysitting/"alternative" daycare. People will pay good money for it since real daycares are insanely expensive and hard to get into. Some people out there are really desperate and that's who I'm going for.
34 here. Doing ok. Got a shit job, shit car, shit flat. Haven't had a friend since I was 22 or something. Haven't had a date in 4 years, last one was a fat beast I met on a dating site. I think I got PTSD from fucking her. That did it for me, women wise. If a physically repulsive hambeast is the best I can do, then I'm out. Even that bitch had conditions for dating her, fucking rage inducing. Barely talk to my family, just couldn't be fucked, too much guilt, too much anger. One day I'll be too old to labour, and then what? I'll have too kill myself, or live in poverty. I think suicide is my destiny, unless I win the lottery. Suicide is my long term plan.
>tfw some men get families, friends, a lifetime of achievement
>I got a lifetime of feels
>>24884126
Won't being a man put people off you as a childcarer? Are you confident you can pull off not being creepy?
>>24884145
G-george? Talk to your estranged brother, he can help.
Killin it pham. Rich. Gorgeous house in Brooklyn. Very successful life. Old and still as smug as the day I was born.
>35
>usually don't give a fuck about not seeing family for the holidays but wish i could this year
at least i got the day off because power is out at the office and i'll still get paid for it because salarykek
broke and no weed or alcohol though so kinda sucks
>>24884213
I didn't wanna get eaten alive for saying my gender but I thought the office work and daycare would imply that I'm female. Which I am.
>>24884262
Time to take my exam, wish me luck!!
>>24883703
31 years old.
Made enough money & invested it to retire soon if I stick to a really frugal and single life.
Mostly given up on women at this point.
Only meaningful hobby is playing guitar, which I do badly since I only started a few years ago.
Sick of video games, still watch anime though I feel myself get more tired of it as well.
My best and only friend is my tulpa, haven't had regular human friends in close to 10 years.
In some ways I'm doing better than average people, and in some ways much worse.
>>24884232
Sorry friend, not him.
26 here.
I make 40-50k a year as middle management for a construction company, so money inst really a problem.
Love life has zero prospects. Girls dig on me but I'm too fucking cold and never let them know what's good.
Still live at home because I don't want to be alone, and don't have time for a dog.
Things are.......strictly OK.
>30
>no gf
>no car
>small apt in the city
>save all my money
26.
Feeling alright. Kind of terrified of getting older, even though I'm not really sure why.
>>24883703
>tfw im only 24 y/o KV.
HAHAHA YOU GUYS ARE SO FUCKING OLD YOUR LIFE IS BASICLY OVER!!! DIEEEEE
>32
>Job 50,000 a year
>no gf had one for 8 years, she cheated
>live with friend I met through work, he owns the house
>only thing that brings me any joy is getting fucking drunk everyday
>still go to work but wish i could drink there
>have no clue what to do with the rest of my life, sometimes think it's pointless to be alive.
28 here. Going on about 10 years since I last had friends. Can't even care anymore this is normal. Found out I have anti social personality disorder.
On the upside I am looking to take being a hermitdom to the next level by literally becoming a hermit. I am in the market for an isolated cabin in the woods. Must be near the ocean. I'm going to catch and grow my own food. The only thing is I'm afraid I will forget how to talk.
>tfw gonna die without achieving anything
>>24885414
I just consider every day extra I live a big middle finger to the world in general.
>26
>bad teeth (a few massive cavities)
>shit job
>going for wizard status
I really regret not taking care of my teeth when I was younger.
Twenty five tomorrow. Maybe I should kill myself. There's nothing in the world for me and I see no future that is better for my having existed.
>>24885551
I have massive cavities as well.
I don't regret my life choices though.
>>24883703
26 almost 27 and I'm actually doing great. Every here says they don't give a shit and want to die, but with that mentality, you should be able to do whatever the fuck you want without giving a shit what people think. That's the boat I'm in and I'm thoroughly enjoying it.
>>24885592
Really? Mine fucking hurt all the time.
27... the loneliness is slowly killing me, literally and figuratively
>Reached 25 by putting off suicide for years.
>Realise I'm doing this
>Decide i should ramp up the efforts to kill myself
>"Oh, i better learn how to tie a noose properly, and search for a spot"
>"Eeeh, day is so short, there are better things to do Il just learn it tomorrow"
Help
>>24883891
worst part about depression is feeling like losing your intelligence, the only ting that was remotely redeeming about yourself
>>24885844
I wonder to myself what is the point, I mean, of using that intelligence.
Sure I could better my life by doing that but what is the end result, I am going to die and I would rather ease gently into the grave with minimal effort than go out of my way to do stuff in the mean time.
I'm seriously considering doing something that would permanently fuck my body up, for a giggle.
Wheels are already in motion.
I should probably try to get help, but I know I won't.
40. Don't become me, that's all Im gonna say. Oh and btw your escapism will suddenly stop doing it for you some day.
Why did I ever believe it would get better? 25yr/o still a khv.
It's too late for me chums.
>>24885992
>Oh and btw your escapism will suddenly stop doing it for you some day.
..p..please be joking I beg of you please
>>24883749
you sound like you have a nice life, normie.
>>24884350
Did you evict or kill the newbies?
>26
>gonna have to start figuring out how to sign up for college and stuff soon
>terrified at the prospect and don't want to do it
>if I don't do it it's back to working in warehouses for the rest of my life
>this also terrifies me
I wish I had a gun
>>24885992
no...no....NO
that is all I have left
>>24884123
>Sion Sono
ugh i hate that guy. i've only seen Why Don't You Play in Hell? tho
>>24885992
Tell us more guy.
>>24886193
>>24885992
tell us more, write your complete life in green text.
>28
>married
>wife pregnant, first baby due in march
>at work right now with nothing to do
>going to watch hockey and play vidya tonight
>life is ok
>>24884006
Me too bro. 25 and spent last night drinking with my friends and driving around back roads in my Camaro. Life kicks ass.
26 here. Been on 4chan since 2007
Life is pretty good man. I'm currently working on my PhD in computer engineering, have a steady paycheck, several job offers lined up. Also being a grad student is a nice life: make your own hours for the most part, travel around country to conferences
Also have my own car and apartment, no debt, good family, nice gf with big titties, and smoke tons of weed
feels gud mang
>>24886496
GET THE HELL OUT NORMALFAG SCUM!
>>24886447
Why would you get her pregnant? Your life is ruined.
>>24886447
What are you even doing here blux
>>24884301
Well congrats on making the money you need already at 31, man. That's something to be proud of.
>>24886597
Bored as shit at work.
>degree
>work experience
>1 unsuccessful interview in 5 months of job searching
And people wonder why 20-somethings are popping the fuck out of pills...
28 and still a neet but I'm content and in good health so I can't complain
>>24883703
>24
>no gf virgin loser
>unemployed
>live at home
>getting to the age where people have gone from being concerned about me to being annoyed
>tfw officially balding
This shit was such a distant concept to me, I always had thick as fuck strong hair but I lost half the hair on my crown and a bit on front in 3 months. I'm gonna go fucking crazy.
>>24883749
>husband
>house
>kids
>house
Be thankful
>>24886983
if its happening that fast its probably due to stress
>>24887177
Got diagnosed by a dermatologist yesterday, said it was MPB. I'm still not convinced though, it was in a public hospital and he took a look at it for like 15 seconds, said "mmmhm yeah this is genetic" gave me some supplements, a spray and a shampoo. I think I'm gonna spend some money a see a specialist on hair.pls let it be telogen effluvium
>>24883703
Soon it'll be 2016, the year I turn 30.
Not a good feel.
>>24887297
its definitely genetic MPB, but stress causes it to happen much more quickly. most of my recession occurred within the same year when i was very stressed. hasn't moved very much in the last few years now that im not stressed
>>24887401
Well I would take the receding hairline instead of the diffuse thinning at top and crown. It looks like shit, fuck I'm gonna go insane.
>>24887421
its not so bad. based on your pic i can hardly even tell. also being bald is not that bad as long as you are masculine and have decent shaped jaw and head
>>24883703
>30
>still live at home, obviously
>older sister has kids who aren't even 12 years old yet
>they're raised on Mortal Kombat and Call of Duty and Markiplier and Jacksepticeye and gangster rap and MLG parody videos so they're always screaming about weed and mountain dew
>she dumps them off at our house every Friday night to go out because she can't into babysitter
>I'm the weird uncle who still lives at home and isn't fun because I'm just like "HI GUYS" and then close and lock my bedroom door to shitpost on 4chan in peace
>no money in bank account since NEET for almost two years
>older brother shows up with Star Wars toys for them and rolls around on the floor with them and is all "OOOHHHH I'M GONNA GET YA I'M THE FUN UNCLE"
besides that, the almost two years of NEETdom flew by like a flash but I'm actually quite sick of it, especially the no money bit. Gonna throw whatever little pride I have out the window and go work at McDonalds or something where the assistant manager is probably nearly half my age.
Career wise, after thinking about what wanting to do for years and years and not figuring it out, and also trying a couple of IT-related trade programs at community college and wanting to kill myself while doing those I finally figured out what I want to do in life.
30 is the new 20 guys. memes are magic
>>24887453
Trying to lose weight lately so I hope I have the face for it though I'm a huge wimpy faggot and a coward so I don't think I am.
>>24884282
Good belated luck anon
>>24883703
Just hit me right in the feels. 26 in a few months, planning to kill myself by September. I've already realised it won't get better.
>>24883749
Fuck off NORMIE and continue enjoying your life
>>24883703
oh and also
>see thread about high school feels
>"DAE MISS THOSE HIGH SCHOOL FEELS OF BROWSING 4CHAN AT SCHOOL AND PLAYING ON THE ANCIENT ARCHAIC GAMING SYSTEM THAT IS THE PLAYSTATION 3? OH MAN I'M REALLY NOSTALGIC FOR MY HIGH SCHOOL DAYS THAT WERE APPARENTLY JUST LAST WEEK! DAE REMEMBER PLAYING TF2?"
YOU FUCKING BABIES I GREW UP WITHOUT THE INTERNET I DIDN'T HAVE IT AT HOME UNTIL I WAS 17 AND HAD TO GO TO THE LIBRARY AND PRINT OUT WEBPAGES SO I COULD RE-READ THEM ON THE TOILET LATER REEEEEEEEE
That genuinely makes me blood-red mad, when young people are nostalgic for things that are still around.
>>24883703
>26
>first christmas where I had a decently paying job and nothing traumatic happened
I got my family so many gifts. I finally feel like I've reached adulthood.
26 coming up on the big 27 here
Feels like last birthday was 3 months ago I swear to fucking God
>tfw come to terms with no longer being young guy anymore
>tfw still kind of jarring when I'm reacting to some dipshit celebrity with stupid opinions and it turns out they're like 22-24 and I automatically think "oh.. well.. you know, they're still young.."
>tfw kind of enjoying the idea of being an old fuck as long as I can do the things I love and bang young girls forever
>tfw I remember when I would never play anyone older than 21~ in an RPG because I couldn't imagine anyone being so FUCKING OLD!!! and still having a future ahead of them
>tfw I now play 60 year olds in RPGs
I might be taking it a bit far
>>24883703
26 here. This time last year I have just graduated and gotten married, having perspective job and enjoying my honeymoon.
Now I'm in the middle of a divorce, realizing my job might be dead end and contemplating my life alone in this small city, with no goals and no motivation to make a change.
I guess it really does get worse as 30's approaching.
>>24883891
Tfw you've been circling the drain for years and can't even remember how you were before or even if you ever were better before
>>24884123
Happy birthday, anon!
My gift is a youtube channel of a guy who goes treasure hunting in rivers
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sIg1tK_rmqg
who else wishes all the teenagers would fuck off?
>>24887453
Also here is another pic. I almost gone to norwood 3 vertex from norwood 1 since August. Seriously, just fuck my life
>>24884021
Wow is the only reason I'm still alive anon
>>24887627
>26 here. This time last year I have just graduated and gotten married, having perspective job and enjoying my honeymoon.
>Now I'm in the middle of a divorce
fucking hell mate that didnt last long. what the fuck happened?
>>24887673
>arguing with someone on 4chan
>realize they're probably 19
25
>no job
>no gf
>no ambitions
>no plans
>fairly good social life
>get laid every now and then
i dont feel bad tho
Got hooked on kratom pretty bad and started suffering from some dimensia tier shit. Trying to ween myself off with some help from lorazapam. I'll probably get addicted tontye lorazapam now but whatevs.
33 with a decent job but live with my mom and probably would of offed myself by now if it weren't for her. Still might :D
>>24884126
Alterior motives?
>>24887699
They're probably 16
lelelelel
>you must be 18 to post here
>post anyway
>mischief!
>>24884262
Then why are you posting here? Fuck off.
>25 years old
>graduate student
>make maybe $50-100 a week
>drink a lot
It's okay. Sometimes I wish I lived by myself or had a gf but usually I just coast through each day and only think about the upcoming week at most.
>>24887709
>trying to write dementia
>spell it dimensia
>mfw
>>24883703
haha I'm 19 and if I was still posting on 4chan when I am 25 I would fucking kill myself man, especially if I was still on /r9k.
>>24887863
>implying you wont still be here
>>24887699
>>24887737
>they're not even 90s kids anymore they're... 00s kids
>what the fuck does that even mean
>they're nostalgic for the days of when Pewdiepie only had a million subscribers or something
>>24887863
>haha wow man I'm such a robot lol XD I'm not even legal in the states yet no future reee haha
maybe you should leave and kill yourself now
>>24887737
Yeah I was about 16 when I started going to b and I can only imagine how much a screeching faggot I must have been across the boards.
>>24887863
once you're here, you're here forever.
>>24887863
When I was your age I had friends and was in a long-term fulfilling relationship with a qt girl and did my best in college. This is where I am 11 years later
If you're already part of r9k when you're that young, I honestly can't imagine how shit you life is going to be when you're my age. Maybe you should leave while you still can kiddo.
>>24887627
How long did you know that girl? Your marriage lasted less than a year. That is some seriously crushing shit right there.
>>24887699
Sometimes I think that when I am on /v/ or sometimes /vr/. That there are these younger guys just talking other peoples opinions on games that they were either just born in the same year the generation came out thus were old enough to play the next generation of games when they finally became a kid or they were born after that generation.
It is most apparent when you skim through their favorite games threads and you see most around within the PS2/Gamecube or PS3/360 era. You do see some PS1 and N64 games, but they don't often venture to older games unless it is some staple Nintendo game, often first party one.
These people grew up with games that had a bit different design philosophy behind them thus they are more use to that sort of game.
my shit got flipped turned upside down when i was 25, got a hot gf (daughter of my moms friend lol she introduced us), went back to get my master after 3 years of neet life, now have a pretty great carreer, actual friends, loving relationship (32 now), its weird
>>24887749
Because the situation applies to me
I never realised how lonely it is
>>24887561
Thanks, didn't finish it as fast as I wanted, but pretty sure I scored over 90% (I mean, it's a desk jockey test).
>>24888060
You really think my life would improve if I left this place?
>>24887681
Considering how shit of a game it is, you can probably be happy if you did ANYTHING else.
>>24883703
thirty four here
I'm pretty good. Happy, healthy, and in my prime.
Didn't think I'd make it TBQF. It took alot of therapy and hard work to climb out of my pit.
>>24887863
If you're 19 and posting on r9k it's because you're an utter fucking loser and destined to fail miserably at life.
This is especially compounded by the fact you're so stupid you think it matters how old anon posters are.
>>24883703
26 here.
I don't want to top myself because;
>family will grieve
>cost tax payers for the police investigation/ ambulance medic fees
>not enough courage
My day to day life isn't too bad. At my job the only thing that separates me from an assembly line machine is that I take a 30minute lunch hour.
My life has been structured for more or less 7years, its an if-then statement within a do-while loop.
Only thing I genuinely look forward to is going on a hike during weekends with my telescope at nights.
>27
>in nursing school
>drink just to be able to sleep every night
Ehh, it's not so bad. Maybe I'll be making the average 40k/yr like all the other adults at 30. Fuck that though. I want to do part time just one or two nights a week so I can afford my apartment, my nice bourbons, and internet. I don't give a shit about anything else really.
>>24888247
there's a chance.
A lot of what goes on here is "my life is a fucking mess maybe I should th-WHOA LOOK AT THIS GUY HE SHITS INSIDE OF A GARBAGE CAN HAHA MY WRECK OF A LIFE ISN'T SO BAD AFTER ALL" and people just forget about improving themselves because that's for "normies" and it's a constant contest to see who can be the most pathetic.
>>24883703
>25
Just woke up from back-to-back dreams of my ex gf laughing at me, slutting around with loser chads, and being cruel to me. Woke up in tears senpai.
Is it possible to have a good day from this point /r9k/? I'm so sick of being sad all day, it's been like 6 months. I just want to feel OK.
>>24888555
I'm afraid of fully realizing how shit my life is. I like having others to be worse than me.
26 here, almost 27.
At this point I've given up on ever becoming a semi-normie and just embraced my life of solitude. I don't mind it so much as I'm scared of getting old and having no one to look after me.
>tfw very soon I'll be 30
>26 here
>used my advantages of being autistic and smart, worked my ass off
>making good money as a software architect
>almost professional-level pianist
>thinking of getting into ai and robotics studies, or maybe classical musical career
>the choice is eating me alive, still don't know what to do with my life
>still way better than I expected a couple of years ago, when I thought I'll end up in a mental institution
>majority of people in this thread under 30
>bawwww i'm so old :((( my life is over
>>24883703
>Get in here grandpas.
don't call me grandpa
i still have my life ahead of me
d-don't I?
>>24888766
to be fair, I'm 30 and felt so much more worse and like there was no point to anything when I was 25, call it a quarter life crisis or something. Most people posting are around that age as well.
>>24888766
Life turns to shit at 30
Who 1987 master race here?
>>24888887
here for you bro
>>24888798
You have a good bit of your life behind you too lol
>>24888766
Silly me, what was I thinking, of course once you hit 30 time starts going backwards and you get younger again. Whew, for a second I was there.
>>24888969
1/3 isn't that bad in the grand scheme.
>Turned 25 this year
>Sober for almost 3 years off alcohol, illicit drugs
>Been working 2.5 years now.
>Applyed for acceptance into a different Uni as I dropped out of my old one due to alcoholism and mental breakdowns.
>Actually doing pretty damn good overall. Save most of my money, generally happy all the time for the most part.
>Literally do not have any friends. I stopped talking to my one old buddy months ago, just as if I fell off the planet.
>Came to where I work, I honestly had the feeling he thought I suicided or something.
>I can seriously only be social in professional/job-related environments. Anything considered 'personal' will not work anymore. I don't have any urge to talk to anyone I don't have to, or meet anyone new.
>Bought a cell phone just to talk to a few family members that kept telling me to get one. Had it for a week until the minutes ran out and never put anymore on it. Don't give a shit at all whatsoever.
>Currently this is the best I ever felt in my entire life. And I used to have a rather large group of friends, gfs, etc. Fucking hated it. The more isolated I am, the happier I get, and the future is bright.
Feels damn good.
29 here
life is meaningless and full of pain
The worst part about getting 25-ish and more is that your friends (if you had any) tend to become more and more distant since they all get gfs, jobs and other more important shit. It would be good to have a friend that thinks like you and values the friendship above most of that stuff, but it's not going to happen. At this point I just don't feel its worth getting close to anyone, they'll leave you anyway, or you'll have to leave.
>>24889037
Until you realize that that 1/3 was as good as it gets. Quality of life only decreases with age, unless you're rich.
Win any lottery jackpots lately?
>bee 37
>Making 40k doing IT work in a midwest flyover state
>Have wife and kid
>Wife has a min wage job and spends all my money when I get it. Leaving enough money for the bills
>Know this lady friend that has her shit together
>I'm 37. Too old to a have a fucking onenities.
>Video games and anime don't do it for me anymore.
>Everyday I want to say "fuck it" and fake my death and live in the woods / become a random lumberjack in Oregon like dexter.
>>24889149
>life is meaningless and full of pain
I love you.
>>24889344
The worst is family. My younger brother and sister both have a spouse and children. Of course there's always that one faggot cousin in every family who has to become a doctor or some shit and everyone talks about the picture he posts of tropical vacations and whatever new toy he recently bought. I swear these assholes are trying to make me look bad. I can't think of any other reason they would be trying so hard for no other reward.
>>24886983
Nigga thats not even bad, you cant fix that with the rogaine/propecia method I've heard
But as for me, its already too late, my head is basically completely bald by now, you don't want to know these feels.
25 btw
>>24889433
I have normie cousins too, though I don't care about them, and they feel the same way. I guess it's more painful when you have normie younger brothers, but luckily I was the only child in my family.
25 reporting in, there's good and bad
love my job, make good money, losing weight, no debt
no real friends, haven't had sex in almost 2 years, blow all my money on lifestyle and have no savings
>>24889814
Some things don't add up. You love your ob, but you do it for money? You make good money, but you aren't saving at least 60% of your salary? You have no real friends, and find it odd you haven't had sex in almost 2 years?
What exactly do you expect? To fuck your enemies? Living paycheck to paycheck is a lavish lifestyle to you? Your job is so great you do what other people tell you to for money?
>>24886983
>>24889593
>mfw balding
>mfw long hair
>mfw don't give a fuck and don't fall for the "shave your head bro" meme
I love my job AND I make good money
No I don't save 60%, I blow it as stated
I don't find it odd, I'm just complaining about it. It's not like you can just flip a switch and get friends, it takes work and luck.
I'm not living paycheck to paycheck because I have no debt. If my income falls I could cut back significantly and still live comfortably.
>>24887680
>checking your hairline in an elevator
Iktf bro. Hang in there, we're gonna make it.
>>24883703
who else here /crying/?
>>24883749
NORMIE UCK
>>24888639
Try 15 years then we'll talk.
>>24890594
if your serious, just pass the exit bag senpai.
i couldn't even hold it together to go and pick up a package from the post office. fucking crying while i'm signing the form. i'm having these dreams literally every night.
>>24890642
After a while you internalise it. You won't feel better but you become able to keep it together during the day.
>>24890699
do you think the dreams will stop? sorry for all the normie questions, i appreciate the support. hope you're doing OK too.
>>24890803
Yeah they will, you'll probably wonder why any of it bothered you so much when they do too.
>>24890857
I lost all my friends with the breakup because they are her housemates and family. She's playing at a gig in a few days and they will all be there, and i'm thinking of going. Her new bf will also be there though. Will it be bad for my mental health to go? I think everyone will be nice to me and i really miss everyone but it might fuck me up. Also, it's on my birthday.
>>24891009
If the dreams you're reporting aren't just dreams (i.e., that shit actually happened), you're better off cutting her out of your life completely. She sounds like a right cunt.
Save your pride and your sanity; don't do this to yourself, senpai.
how do i unJUST myself?
>>24888315
>34
>prime
>BTFO
>>24890194
>describes living paycheck to paycheck
>somehow thinks this isn't living paycheck to paycheck
I would say you're the goodest goy but you're debt free, so you only get a good goy stamp of approval. Continue living paycheck to paycheck though, Just don't kid yourself. If you live paycheck to paycheck then you live paycheck to paycheck.
>>24892272
Step one is stop talking in memes because I'm not even sure what it is you're trying to say
>>24891009
If this is where you come for therapy, you are playing Russian roulette.
We all go through this, and a lot, lot worse.
Man up - fuck her & fuck the world.
Look out -YOU'RE COMING THROUGH.
>24
just gimmie a gf and I'll be okay.
>>24892624
No
I know a guy at 37 and his life is basically a shining pile of awesomeness
There is time and that time is NOW, robots
>>24887709
>dimensia
Holy fucking shit bro, get yourself some help.
Only 24 but posting anyway because fuck you.
>balding bad for the past 2 years even though no balding in the family (probably due to stress of having to sort my shit out)
>no money to talk to a hair expert
>was doing a second degree but think im gonna drop out since i fucked up last semester
>actually been looking for jobs
>barely anything I would be able to do without killing myself
>definitely need to learn how to communicate a lot better for interviews
>applying for neetbucks while looking for jobs
>so much bs i have to do in my country to be able to get it which is exceptionally hard in this state of mind
>no friends or interest in anything for years
Thinking of just ending it, especially to get out of having to do family christmas.
>considering trying to get a therapist since the suicidal thoughts are becoming much stronger
>don't have the money to get one on my own
>don't know how/where to get one from the government
>probably wouldn't have the motivation to regardless
Why are there no single women in late twenties/early thirties on /r9k/?
>>24894207
The only way a gril can be single (long enough to find r9k) is if they have 0 connection to the outside world, obviously r9k isn't the first place to go when they are looking to get onto the internet.
The only grils who come here at all are ones who havent gotten bored of messing with betas feelings yet, old grils have, theyre still willing to exploit for money, but r9k doesnt help much with that.
Can I be 22 here?
>turned 25 in September
>all I have to look forward to is videogames
>still haven't told my parents I'm gay
>they're going to harrass me about getting married and having kids on Christmas day
>the only person who doesn't care is my grandma because she knows there isn't much in it for men anymore
>just want to stay home and fuck my fat-assed roommate
>>24884066
He is too much of a fucking coward to do it.
>25 in two months
>NEET for 2 years
>know I will have to get a wageslave job next summer
>>24894207
because of all the woman-hate, obviously.
single women around that age who remain single for longer than a month are on dating websites.
women who have never had a boyfriend and/or are virgins at that age are too busy collecting cats and disney princess dolls in their apartment, and very likely being fat.
>>24894885
I wouldn't mind the dolls and being fat. :(
It's all about the hobbies, man
I grow sun flowers and pumpkins and basil and sage.
>>24887680
Real men shave their head and grow a beard.
>>24888089
Oh shit,I know you remember one of my favorite games of all time:startropics
>>24888681
I'm 26 as well and feel the same about my future anon. Staying a bachelor seems equally appealing (or scary depending on how you look at it) as married life with kids to me.
I think I'll just hold out and wait if I find the right woman to do that with, it all hinges on if you meet someone you want to create that life with
>>24891836
She cut me heaps of slack to start with because i was clingy as fuck. After a while she became very cold. Even in my most sober moments i know she is one of the best people I've met and the only person I've ever truly got along with. Her housemates and family are / were my closest friends but i don't see them anymore.
>25
>dad died when i was 16 and mum went bonkers
>stayed home and did evening college classes out of pocket tuition so i could help look after my siblings
>failed out of all my classes the past few semesters
>cat just died of lymphoma
>had a psychotic break with reality
>hospitalized for a week, took eight weeks to recover mentally
>somehow got a gf out of this
>schizophrenia
>now i know what my brain's problem is
>currently too tired to do much except go to my shitty job and plug in 40 hours a week for $17k/year
>only debt is my car loan and dead cat's medical bills
>alienated all the friends i made in the past two years or so by being utterly batshit during the aforementioned psychotic break
>still have a few decent childhood friends who came through for me
>family cares about me
>living at my mom's house
>future is totally uncertain
>i'm finally free of the constant fracturing of my thoughts and brain and i don't know who i am anymore without that constant pain to measure myself against
>feel like i'm suddenly a decade younger now that my brain is repairing itself and my body doesn't hurt all the time for no reason
>have lived so long as a miserable recluse that i barely know what to do with this new lease on life
>don't know how to feel about the fact that i was living with undiagnosed schizophrenia for nearly ten years. grieve for the lost time? just shrug it off and keep rolling?
>maybe next semester i'll be the student i used to be, the all-As kid who can do the work and show up to shit on time, someone whose life isn't an endless clusterfuck
>maybe my sudden new gf will be the one i grow old with
>everyone else my age has already flown far past me, my childhood friends are in PhD programs and Master's programs, i'm still fumbling through a ten year undergraduate degree because i still haven't decided what i really want to do with my life, but i feel like the time to decide is soon
it's a mixed bag, robots
27, decent career prospects but khv so what does it matter. Rapidly losing hope that things will ever get better. Plan to work until I drop dead and leave hopefully a lot of money to nieces and nephews.
>>24898669
You can just go travel with me and I'll be your wingman for a modest stipend.
>>24898176
Tl;dr lol
Turn 30 in a matter of days
Have felt a woman's touch so I don't even get to be a wizard
Life is fucked
>>24883703
>wew, good thing i still have another year
>check calendar
>i turned 25 a few weeks ago
>mfw
>>24894207
There probably are a few somewhere around here. I used to be one myself, but actually managed to get my first boyfriendo last month.
I hope my lack of experience and overall autism don't drive him away.
>Get in here grandpas.
39 here
>How's everyone holding up?
Better than when I was 29 or 19
>>24899392
What, why him and not me :(
>>24899467
I'm sorry, Anon, his love of video games and perverted jokes won my heart.
>>24899687
But I love both more than he does.
And I'm sure I'd love you more than he does too.
>>24883703
61 here.
Hate to tell you but it never really gets better
You just learn how to cope
Best thing is to find something you truly love, a hobby, when everything is shit, you losse yourself for a while
You get fed up with the same shit over and over, same lies, same crap just a different day
Used to drink, but that fucks you up the older you get, even pot looses its alure
Kids become a disappointment, the movies are trash and the music sucks
You will see, one day you will look back and say man those days were great, they really aren't the new days are just a lot worse
Now I look forward to leaving my job in 4 years and spending time in my mini airstream by a lake I bought a couple of acres by, fish, play the guitar, some some pot, watch the sun set, and get ready for what ever is next, probably should have not gotten married or had kids and just had a good time all along
Don't do what is expected of you, do what is right for yourself
When you step on the work/kids/married merry go round, it never stops, it just makes you sick, you never get anywhere, then you are thrown off, broken, to die in a heap, while you ask "what happened"
It all goes by really quick, you think you will have plenty of time, but before you know it, it's gone and your time is almost up
Time for me to go back to bed
And get off my lawn, stupid kids
>>24898176
>somehow got a gf out of this
>maybe my sudden new gf will be the one i grow old with
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>>24899687
He a big fan of Candy Crush Saga and Cooking Mama, too? Also do his perverted jokes consist of "lol coitus BAZINGA!!"?
>27
>had shit life
>finally getting a little better
>making good progress on my PhD, love my research
>got some good normie friends to go out with
>finally found a grill who likes me, of course she's fat and married, but still magical feel
>balding since 18, but been stuck in more or less same stage, and now everyone else is catching up to me
>found a grey hair yesterday
It only gets better if you work on your life. If i wasn't so stubborn, I'd be on autismbux now and maybe even sudokued
I shl be joining you all in a couple of weeks.
Life's pretty shit. Isn't it?
>>24883891
I am this and am only weeks seperated from NEETdom.. worked like a dog for pennies and I'm falling apart.. I want off the ride pls bones
>>24883891
>"hey remember when X"
>"no"
>"how could you not remember that?"
>"I don't know"
im a complete loser and 32 but i feel alright most of the time
how do you fucks can whine so much without the slighest hint of humour
>turn 27 in 2 weeks
>hair starting to grey and recede
>lift regularly
>still work the entry position at McDonald's from teenage years
>spend every shift flirting with teenage qt's
Life's not so bad, comrades.
>27 y/o fresh NEET
>balding and ugly as fuck
>KHV
>no motivation to get a new job
>>24887699
Shit now I wonder what /nazi/'s age bracket is....
>>24900434
I'd say they're fairly young. Imagine having being in high school when the privilege checking trend took off.
Tf time is starting to speed up at a scary rate.
Days are passing in a blur.
>>24901671
Yeah, this unfortunately gets worse with age.
And while I'm at it, looking for a fat lonely Christmas Cake somewhere in Eurasia.
>>24883703
> tfw 25
> 1/4 asian
> looks like I m 20
Thanks for the extra time
>be 24
>graduated, no job, no gf, no future
>everyone around my age is successful, are in serious relationships and just happy
>too old to do anything you want
>everyone has expectations from you
is there a worse fucking age? at least 24+ you can accept that you are a failure
>>24883703
>26 here
>shitty job
>shitty flat
>wagekek life
>almost whole income goes for the rents and basic survival (cheap food and clothing)
>literally no savings for the future
>living alone for 5 years
>mfw i don't even remember last time i was happy
>i just want to curl in the corner, die and rot peacefully
>mfw i feel like a drone
>>24883703
>25
>neet
>build gundam kits
and thats why im here
>>24902121
Why would you live like that? Move to a cheaper country or get a better job, or get a loan and spend it all in a year and just end it all, I mean, there's no point in living like that at all.
>>24902235
>i'm 13
underage
>this fucking board ruined my life and i spend all my time now either on here
stop coming here. i can't impress on you how much you should not be here.
>getting called a faggot by my "friends" every 5 seconds
they are not your friends
>>24883703
>34
I joined my nation's armed forces as soon as I finished medical school, they paid for my specialization in plastic surgery in exchange for a minimum 10 years service. 4 years in now, spent most of it deployed away from home. Currently home, but I ship out straight after new year's. I'm pretty well respected back home due to the degree and ongoing service, and my colleagues are all pretty much same as me here for the free specialization so we get along pretty well. I'm deployed to literally hell-holes though. That sucks, but it's made me way less beta.
>>24883749
>gay bar hopping with my friend for her birthday
Fucking why?
>>24901671
It's made me really conscious about how little left I have left.
>>24902319
straight girls like to shit up gay bars
>>24902219
It's just some sort of inertia. I am already living in very cheap country. By cheap I mean from the view of the western world (no, I'm not russian). I'm just a level above being homeless. Westerners are coming here for their holidays. Any western average normie can feel like a king here even with his under-average income that is still grades higher than income of us, locals. Living in the shit-tier cheapest flats will suck most of your income and will leave you with very little money to live through the rest of the month.
>>24902554
Which country? Somewhere in the EU? And what's the cost of living?
If it's Eastern Europe, how come you're renting? Don't people usually live with their family or buy their own place?
>>24902605
Yes, somewhere in EU. My average monthly income is $520. Rent alone costs $320. This rent goes to the owner. You must also pay for the spent energies (electricity, heating, water and shitty cable TV internet). This makes $80 more but may vary greatly according to the seasons. I save alot on heating, because my flat gets heated through the walls by neighbours but our government approved a generalisation of the heating payments so I won't be able to leech heat for free as usual. I assume the energies cost will hop up to $100 then and even more during winters. This leaves me with $120 for the rest of the month. Prices of food and other consumables are mostly at western level. This makes them insanely pricey if you have this income.
All of this for a 35m2 flat in a shitty condition.
I don't know where you heard this story about living with the family or buying own place. I grown up in a house on the suburbs of the 100k town. The house my parents are living in is actualy quite pretty comfy but it got 'crowded' as I grew older (I also have almost 20yo brother that is still living with parents). The atmosphere was getting really thick sometimes and when it got really serious I just packed few of my personal belongings and left for their and my own sake.
I already gave up, Anon. Living with parents was getting worse each month. But this is the new level of hell. I have an uni graduate but it's useless here. And you can't even leave the country because you won't have any money left even for the one-way ticket.
>>24902893
Polska, family?
>>24902893
I was under the impression that you can live a very decent life for $1k/month in most of Central/Eastern Europe, since the average salary is $600-800/month in most "mid level" countries, and much less in shittier ones. At least /trv/ seems to think so, and numbeo seems to confirm it. There go my dreams of relocating I guess.
>>24902179
>have a bunch of gundam kits
>sprayed every piece with primer or filled in seam lines when I went through a phase wanting to make them look really good and detailed
>realize how much more work that commits to them and have just let them sit for months now
>tfw
>>24883703
I had my first drinking dream in months last night and woke up both dying for a drink and horrified at all the shit that happened in the dream. I'll go to a meeting tonight I guess.
>>24903000
it is true but how will you earn your 1k is the main question
you will still never buy a house of your own with 1k a month, car for loans etc etc
>>24902946
No. We're right under Poland on the map. But same shit different place, I guess.
>>24903000
Trips checked.
Do not ever move here. It's not like we don't want you here. It's just a friendly warning from Anon living here for his whole life.
Yes, our official average income is somewhere about $1050/month. But majority of us are low living wagekeks. My father works as a firefighter deputy chief and he barely reaches the official average.
I'm responsible for quite expensive factory equipment in my job. There's a perpetual chance of explosion or getting blasted by the superheated steam that will literally boil you alive right where you'er standing. If anything goes wrong, it will be my head on the log. You would expect some reasonably salary as a compensation from the stress caused by the responsibilities but you're just a part of the statistics.
Our country is specific by having eastern income but western prices.
>>24903159
I don't see the problem, in my country (Serbia) the average wage is about 350e/month and everyone's doing just fine. Seems to me like all you people living in "better" countries are spoiled as fuck and just want something for nothing.
>>24903099
>it is true but how will you earn your 1k is the main question
Passive internet income, how else? Why aren't you doing it too? I see you can use a computer and speak English so what are you waiting for?
>>24903203
>Passive internet income
Can you elaborate?
>>24903262
Just make websites, blogs, lists, youtube videos, anything that generates hits. If you want it to be more active, you can freelance, I'd kill myself if I had to actually work for less than 1k, how do people even do it, when the internet is free for everyone and you can do anything on it regardless of country.
>>24903195
>>24903195
I'm living to earn enough money to keep my ass warm in the winter. I can barely save few $10-20 that will get spent in next few months anyways.
I don't own car, even the shitty one. My biggest wealth is 6 years old computer and even older cellphone.
Read the rest of my posts. They are linked together and I guess anyone can figure out which of these are mine. And then tell me I'm spoiled as fuck again, you moron.
>>24903342
>has a computer and cell phone
>thinks he's not spoiled
>>24903304
i really dont care about other ppls opinion in general so "generating" something that gets interest is not an option
>kill myself for not having money
no im not a jewish princess
>>24903099
>you will still never buy a house of your own with 1k a month, car for loans etc etc
How come? I'm in an Eastern Euro country too, average monthly income is about 800E and people still get loans and buy apartments with that kind of money. Maybe not so much right now because a lot of people got fucked by loans in Swiss francs so it kinda put a damper on things, but almost everyone from my generation who had any kind of a steady job bought their own place.
>>24883703
26 years old. $70k in student debt, working a $35k/yr manual labor job. the good news is that i got into a good masters program in a field of study/work that im interested in -- a field of work that also happens to pay well.
>>24886983
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, I'm going bald, waaaaaaaaaaaa!
Shave your head and get on with it you cunt.
>>24903351
Yeah, I could just go, leave everything and build my own hobo tent in the woods as well. You fucking hypocrite.
>>24883703
27 here
my life is over
i'm planning on not living past 30, i just can't do it
Pretty funny that passing on one's genes is still the most profound thing anyone can think of doing
>>24884350
the sims 2 will always be my favorite game in the series but gods I like the sims 1 aesthetics and music so much.
also late 90-early 00 feels of both games are pretty nostalgic
>>24903567
Wait, that's not funny at all...
>>24903159
>>24902946
Czech/Polish/whateveranons, can you tell me where to go in your country to live a modest life and how much money do I need for real? I like Prague but apartments there seem pretty expensive to buy, does buying even make sense if I plan on only being there for 3-5 years? What about Krakow? Please advise.
>>24883891
I'm in the exact same situation except that everyone around me are are putting pressure in order for me to find a job / begin a formation.
I don't really think they understand the state i'm in is the exact contrary of the state necessary to find a job or beginning anything.
Shit fucking suck. I must fake everything.
>32
>always tired
>forget everything
>weaker than my mom
>slowly dying in dead end job
Pretty good I guess.
>>24884350
this seems like the life m8
>>24894207
I'm right here.
baka desu sempai
>25 years old
>NEET for nearly 10 years
>Decide to attempt academia
>Need to do SAT
>Dropped out of high school
>Study math and physics for 3 months
>Hardly done with Grade 9 Algebra/Geometry
I have a long way to go, but I will continue.
I have a goal in life and I feel somewhat better, not as empty as I used to.
>>24884301
how do you invest money ? where ? sorry be this stupid
mate, manga is the way. manga reads from right to left but it contains many details that are erased in anime. anime is only for big boobs. i serious about this
>tfw 29 but look 17
>get treated like a kid
>feel like a tired old man
this shit sucks
>tfw 24
I bet you all jelly, oh old and wrinkled ones
>>24905308
I bet I look younger than you
>>24905044
No you're not because you're my gf now.
>>24883891
>tfw 19 and feeling this
The ride never ends, does it?
>>24884301
Holy shit I do all the same things but I'm still 22 and a few close friends, keep jamming senpai.
>>24887609
Its okay friend, soon they will get old too
>>24899935
God bless old timer
>>24899935
Thanks old man. Its appreciated.
