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Who else /traumaticchildhood/ here?

My dad caught me crossdressing as a kid and raped me. Then started dressing me up as a girl and fucking me for several years before he killed himself. I'm actually not making this up.
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he didn't kill himself, i'm right here (^:
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>>24878874
In hindsight, did you enjoy it?
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>>24878874
If this is real, I'm sorry but I just..can't believe this. I just can't.
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Were you cute?
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>>24878883
I've got his suicide note in my dresser. Also I visit his grave sometimes.

>>24878898
You mean like physically/sexually enjoy it? Yeah after a while. You can't help it, people can orgasm when they're raped. Mentally no I didn't enjoy it at all, it made me want to die.

>>24878901
It's true though. I've posted about it here before.

>>24878907
Yeah
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You deserve it for being a queer. I hope you kill yourself in the future.

>>24878901
Fuck off tumblr
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You made laugh op. Don't you think it's a little bit your fault you giant fag?
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Are you a cute trap today?
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>>24878954
whats in the note?
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>>24878954
Do you ever fantasize about being a shemale and by getting fucked in the ass by men?
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*FAP-FAP-FAP*
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>My dad caught me crossdressing as a kid and raped me.
I wasn't even crossdressing, and mine still raped me.
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>kicked out at 14
>told to live with my aunt
>don't want to
>homeless for 9 months before the bolice caught me
Crazy point of my life but not the worst. The freedom was honestly amazing because I was basically locked in my room all the time at home.
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>>24878957
Don't worry, I think about killing myself every day. It probably won't be long now.

>>24878969
I didn't know anything about gender or sex at that age. I just wanted to feel pretty and look like a girl. I thought if I got caught the worst thing that would happen is that my parents would laugh at me or shame me.

>>24878981
No just a closeted tranny.

>>24879005
A hastily written list of people who hurt him in his life, apologies for his actions, and farewells to his immediately family. It was several pages long, here's the last page.

>>24879035
All the time. I'm a masochist now too.
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>>24878874
This is a potentially hot story if you write it out correctly

Get to work
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thats pretty cool op
use it as leverage to pick up girls -- or guys, i guess

everyone loves the 'sympathetic troubled past' fellow
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>>24878874
D-did he cum balls deep in your boi pucci?
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>>24879099
thats kinda creepy desu, im sorry for you anon, i also had a traumatic childhood but nothing that bad, but im dramatic so it had large effect on me :^)^)
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>>24879099
>I raped anon for years
>He will surely miss me

????
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>>24879099
You should do it and have hormones destroy your masculinity so I can fuck your pretty little ass while you wear a kek cage. Would you like that?
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>>24879144
Molesters off all kinds tend to be delusional. Rapists tend to be the worst offenders when it comes to rationalizations.
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>>24879125
Yeah.

>>24879158
I'm already on hormones anon.

>>24879144
See >>24879180 . He told me I would marry him and be his wife when I was older
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>>24878874
Holy shit dude, the worst i got is my mom was a manipulative narcissist that fucked up me and my brothers because she's was trying to compensating for her mom being abusive but ended up being abusive.
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I remember you making this thread a few months ago. Hows it been?
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>>24879215
Are you going to get your boobs done soon too?
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>>24879245
Bad I guess.

>>24879267
Probably not. I don't have any money and I need to let them grow out on hormones first anyway or they'll look like shit.
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>>24879215
so you dont hate him?
this is really fucked up
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>>24879144
kek'd hard at this
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I'm
>>24878901
and
>>24879180

If you want to see the sort of rationalizations pedos use to justify what they do then look no further than >>24876754
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>>24879278
How much would it cost? Maybe we could pass around a plate.
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>>24878874
That totally sucks anon. My dad was a complete alcoholic but other than that my childhood was fine.
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>>24879297
Of course I don't hate him. He was fucked by his dad too as a kid and repressed his feelings all his life and it poisoned his mind. I wish every day of my life that I could have helped him or prevented his death. I wish we lived in a world where pedos could actually talk to people about their feelings and get help instead of being shamed into suppressing their feelings, only to actually hurt kids when it gets too much for them to control anymore.

>>24879307
Like $4,000 I think. I'm not actually sure.
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Do you think most pedophiles / serial killers / etc are made that way because of their childhood?

Was he also a victim of abuse when he was young, or did he lead a questionable lifestyle?

I'm sorry, but it's just really interesting how a man can do this to his own child. Did he kill himself because of this or just alcohol/drug abuse? Was kindof dumb, low iq redneck type of guy?
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>>24878874
Was molested by my babysitter for a few years. Besides that it was pretty normal.

Don't really give a fuck tbqh.
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>>24878874
thought this was traumatic childhood, not discuss your ideal rape fantasy.
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>>24879352
do you really believe this or are you just trolling?
i dont even know what to say
if my father did that to me i would probably tried to kill him
he just used to beat me and i tried to do it
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Get greentexting so I can get masturbating
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>>24879352
I'm >>24879354 so I didn't see your answer, but it seems my guess was right.

Do you fuck with older men now? Or what's your sexual fantasy currently? Do you miss the fucking sessions? How old were you when it started?
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Do you live in the east coast?
I will fuck you like no tomorrow, skype?
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>>24879354
I think that some pedos or people who fantasize about killing get those feelings from traumatic childhoods. But some totally normal people have pedo feelings, or strong feelings to murder people.

The problem is, when you have feelings that are totally incompatible with society, you bury them as hard as you can. But feelings can't be buried, it's futile. Feelings can be coped with though. Everyone has desires to fuck people but not everyone cheats on their spouse because they have self-control. If pedos could actually get counseling and support without having to risk their entire life, a lot less kids would get hurt.

>Did he kill himself because of this
Yes

>Was kindof dumb, low iq redneck type of guy?
Actually no. He was very intelligent. He enlisted in the military before I was born, went into special forces, and then went to officer school. He was Captain in the army before he died. He also had a degree he earned in his spare time.

>>24879398
I believe it. I've never been a vengeful kinda person. All my hatred is directed at myself.
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>>24879389
M or F and M or F?
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>>24878874
welp
im not coming back to /r9k/, tell you hwat
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>>24879512
M and M
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>>24879481
are you a pedo
would you ever fiddle kids
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>>24878874
>being this much of a faggot

Your father probably couldn't resist that boipucci.

And after realising that you were not his daughter he killed himself.
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>>24879413
>Do you fuck with older men now?
No, I don't want to be a slut. I fantasize about it all the time though.

>what's your sexual fantasy currently?
I actually get off to the idea of being beaten up or killed. Or being loved tenderly and pampered like a princess

>Do you miss the fucking sessions?
No. I think about it when I'm horny sometimes though.

>How old were you when it started?
11 I think

>>24879564
No. I actually have a preference for older men and women. Honestly it baffles me sometimes how people can find kids attractive, but I'm sure the stuff I get off to would baffle people too.
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Jeez, anon. That's really horrible. Would you like to talk at all? I'll be your friend.
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>>24878874
Reminded me of this comic desu
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>>24878954
I'm so sorry anon :( I would hug you if it made you feel better, but some people don't get comfort from such gestures. I wish there were one designated motion to make a person feel better because clearly I'm no good at comforting someone >.< There there, sugar, you aren't suffering alone
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>>24878874
>My dad caught me crossdressing as a kid and raped me. Then started dressing me up as a girl and fucking me for several years before he killed himself. I'm actually not making this up.
Thats really hot anon, care to greentext?
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Honestly I felt bad at first but now just creeped that you somehow developed a fetish to old men fucking you.

maybe you should go to counseling or something

>>24879614
you want to get your cocked wet senpai?
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Some people here are so fucked up >.< I hope you're not actually reading all the comments, but I know it just can't be helped sometimes :( you break my heart, anon </3
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>>24879581
>>24879481

Thanks, interesting that he choose military despite being raped when he was a child. Maybe he tried to act tough or show the world that tough side of him. I wouldn't be surprised if he also had some tranny thoughts too.

I think, at this point, it doesn't matter if people feel sorry for you or not, what's done is done. Do you see yourself having kids anytime soon? Or having kids at all? To be honest family, I was always extremely curious about degenerate sexual behavior, and how they are created and such.
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Do you ever feel bad for posters you see here and wish you could be their friend?

To this day I still think about the anon who had their eye stabbed by their dad. I wish I could be their friend.
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>>24878874
>Parents were drunken, junkie fuckups.
>Spent part of my childhood living in a literal crackden
>Earliest memory is having a snowball fight in the park, second earliest is watching my parents injecting heroin into their feet and arms
>Regularly left sitting for hours on the steps at my school because my parents were passed out in some corner somewhere
>Can't count the number of childhood friends who weren't allowed to talk to me the instant their parents visited my house.
>Father regularly hospitalised my mother
>He fucking ironed my face once when I tried to stop him beating her
>Saw my mother regularly raped by her dealer once my parents divorced
And until I read that spoiler I thhought my childhood was going to be the most fucked up one here. No wonder we're on this fucking board.
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Some of the people in this thread disgust me.
Incest, rape, pedophilia
Jesus christ
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I had a pretty good friend in my neigbourhood, he made me join his soccer practice and introduce me to the team. Long story short, junior high kids loved bullying and I always got tackled from behind, shot in the back etc. One of them punched me on the ear, to see if I'm really deaf. Yeah, this along with getting treated like a complete retard who can't do anything himself sucked pretty hard.
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>>24879669
Leddit is that way friend >>>/reddit/
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>>24879614
[email protected] if you wanna email me

>I wouldn't be surprised if he also had some tranny thoughts too
I wondered that sometimes. But I had my tranny thoughts since age four at least, way way before any chlidhood trauma.
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>>24879638
>fetish to old men fucking you.
i was molested as a little kid and have this fetish now too. feels good man
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>>24879638
>just creeped that you somehow developed a fetish to old men fucking you
You know that's completely normal for people that were raped at a young age, right? It's usually something that eats them up inside too, but they can't help it.
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>>24879694
>If you do not accept and celebrate malevolent degeneracy then you're /reddit/
Kill yourself
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>>24879701
>But I had my tranny thoughts since age four at least, way way before any chlidhood trauma.
trying to figure stuff out. Is it the clothing and attitude that women are nicer or what not or is it the desire for the part? Or since you didn't know women had different parts at age 4 did it develop into the other?
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>>24879741
>If you do not accept and celebrate malevolent degeneracy then you're /reddit/
That's true though, why are you here?
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>>24879746
It was an irrational feeling. There isn't any rational desire to be a girl, there's a need to be one and massive discomfort / anxiety with not being one.

I actually think men's fashion is better than women's. And all my hobbies are masculine hobbies. But the thought of having testosterone in my body makes me feel disgusting even though I have no problem with masculinity in others.
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While you were homeless for 9 months couldn't you have just worked and saved for an apartment?
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>>24879741
Nah reddit has tons of degenerate subleddits.

It's more that you seem like a pussy faggot who needs downboats to keep your bubble intact.
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>>24879761
No, that's incorrect. /r9k/ isn't some harborage for sadists and opportunitists. It's not some secret club for the outright evil. You are the invader and the cancer.

>>24879792
Humanity & empathy doesn't make you weak.
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>>24879099
He had awful penmanship.

How did he off himself? Was he on any substances?
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>>24879777
But the cultural expectations of what a man and a women are made up. From the second sentence would you guess it's biological preference against many deemed masculine traits?
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>>24879674
How can you read this thread when we're not typing in sign language?
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>>24879816
>No, that's incorrect. /r9k/ isn't some harborage for sadists and opportunitists. It's not some secret club for the outright evil. You are the invader and the cancer.
Seriously how new are you to 4chan? Even if you started from mu one of the most liberal boards they still understand that nothing is taboo on 4chan.
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>>24879823
I don't really know what causes transsexualism. I'm skeptical of all the different explanations I've heard, nothing has any real concrete evidence behind it. If I had to guess I would think it was a kind of birth defect. I think that having a gender identity is actually an innate part of being human and I think that if that's the case, it's possible for the brain to develop the wrong gender identity, thus transsexualism existing. Who knows what the actual cause is though.

As far as my feelings go, it feels innate. I don't like having a male body, skeletal structure, body hair, I don't like being so tall. When I see a cute girl I feel envious. Not of their lifestyle, but of their body.
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>>24879866
Three years now. Doesn't change how utterly repulsive and degenerate some people are.
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>>24879854
lolwas
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>>24879882
I don't believe that, you're like a month tops.
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>>24879099
>it was several pages long, here's the last page
>filename

show's over folks
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>>24879893
Not everyone is a decadent bag of shit. Have you considered that seeing objective evil first hand won't make you accept that?
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>>24879868
The thing that i don't get is what's in that gender identity, how far does it cover? Is there one for guys one for girls? Do some guys enjoy being skinny but men while some desire to be masculine girls?

I think the answer to these questions are we don't know but that kind of sucks.
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>>24879044 This

>>24878874 Please greentext OP it's a lot easier to fap to.
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>>24879920
Something for you to read

http://avitale.com/developmentalreview.htm
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>>24879911
>those reaction pictures
Seriously you sure you aren't new?

>Not everyone is a decadent bag of shit. Have you considered that seeing objective evil first hand won't make you accept that?
If you saw this for 3 years you wouldn't be disgusted with it, you would consider it normal and either try to filter it or ignore it. you saying

>"Some of the people in this thread disgust me. Incest, rape, pedophilia Jesus christ"

seems like you were expecting someone to agree with you or even care what you had to think. You're new, welcome to 4chan it's basically tumblr but mostly men and with a lot of name calling. If you don't like that then leave.
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All the reddit moralfaggotry in here is disgusting.
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>>24879975
I'm not religious, but sometimes I like to believe in hell so there's at least some kind of punishment for people like you.

My feelings vary between pity, to those that are accustomed to this kind of tragedy, and rage, to those who unironically get turned on at the thought of a father raping his son.
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>>24878874
I used to get beaten and raped primarily by a girl who was like an older sister to me as a kid.

It happened a boatload of times, got pretty bloody and painful, and she'd sodomize me with various things.

Went on for years and it didn't stop until she went to college.

I don't think it traumatized me.

Only result is that I probably can't have sex without a girl forcing herself on me. Maybe I can, but I've never done it. It also left some subtle injuries on my body.

Happened with a few other girls too.

I never really minded it.
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I only saw the iron giant. never saw any other disney movies
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>>24880006
I'm not turned on at it, I'm not trying to make him feel bad, I've been having a good discussion with him >>24879746

You trying to convince other people in 4chan to be moral despite it being anonymous is worthless and dumb and you have to be new to think it's a good idea. If you want to a decent person follow the example of:

>>24879297
>>24879245
>>24879312
>>24879354
etc and don't be a dick about it, op posted knowing he would receive some shit don't try and act so morally when it really doesn't matter. When in Rome do as the Romans do.

Newfag people figure this out in like a week
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>>24880044
>I don't think it traumatized me.
>Only result is that I probably can't have sex without a girl forcing herself on me.
That's called trauma

Also
>she'd sodomize me with various things.
like up the butt? Did you develop a enjoyment of that?

Also
>Happened with a few other girls too.
Do you just look the part or something?
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>>24880075
I'm not trying to convince them. I'm venting.
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>>24880109
here's a reaction picture back dumbass
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>>24878874
Damn. I was just neglected and left to my own devices as a kid.
Just left alone trying not to go crazy by myself. Mother or family would come back occasionally but I was always alone. Developed a bad habit of talking out loud to myself just to break the silence.
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>>24880098
Not sure if it's trauma, because I feel I'd be about the same if it didn't happen.

It usually hurt when stuff was forced in my ass, so I didn't enjoy it.

I was a pretty cute kid, and I would basically let people do what they wanted to me.

It never upset me, so things often escalated until rape occurred. Luckily, no guys ever tried it.
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>>24879099
>most of all anon
Yeah i bet he loved the ass
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>>24879090
>homeless
>my room
>at home
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>>24878874
Are you able to handle relationships now after all that, or are you squeamish when subjected to intimate situations?
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>>24880329
reading comprehension
dumb frog poster
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Both parents alcoholics.
Ended up giving my father HJ's and BJ's when I was 12-14.
Never blamed him since he was the only person standing between a beating from my mother and me.
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>>24880329
read it again, frank
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>>24878874

I had sex with my hot female cousin at young age. Thats about it. It was fun though.
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>>24880204
This is like every fantasy i've ever had, To bad i'm im tall,, cubby, and ugly.
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>>24878874
Will you be fine OP ?
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I literally can't remember my childhood at all.

does that mean something bad happened? ;___;
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>>24879662
that's some heavy shit man
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>>24880454
No, those kind of repressed memories are fictional. the worst thing for you was probably just when you got caught being a fag
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Let my 8 years old cousin give me a blowjob when i was 16. The guilt felt awful.
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>>24878874
That's pretty fucked up, maybe I should stop wining
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>>24880607
>Achmed gets gangraped by 5 niggers every day in Somalia, OP should stop whining
uh ok kid
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>>24879528
Hank, pls
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>>24879656
I keep thinking about that one anon whose parents named "Elevator"
Top lawl, what a shit name
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>>24880054
The fuck is this nigger talking to?
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>>24880593
Was cousin boy or grill?
And what do you mean by "let"?
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>>24878874
I was in foster care.
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POST DICK AND BUTT YOU FUCKING SLUT NAOOOOOOOO
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I don't know all the details and explaining how I know this is without having been told some of it is a complicated story

>Immediate family were convicted Heroin Traffickers
>Would smuggle shit from Thailand
>Remember once meeting a friend of my parents who was the bigwig of the operation
>He owned fucking monkeys
>Parents got divorced
>Spending time at my grandparents houses and my grandmother was emotionally abusive while my grandfather was physically and emotionally abusive towards her
>Bullied pretty badly in school
>Manlet immigrant
>I think I have emotional issues
>Very bad with intimacy or talking about love

And I have to carry the weight of knowing that my parents were hardcore criminals.
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>>24880006
u will go to hell to btw for being gay
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>>24878874

From ages 6-13 my aunt and uncle made kiddie porn staring me and my two younger cousins. and sometimes they would be in it too

> it ruined my chance to be a normie. I havent been able to have sex since then and tell any of the gfs I've had. I typically try to date virgins/people who are uninterested in sex and it'll last till that changes.
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>>24880443
Yeah, it's pretty hot when I think back on it. Probably worth it.
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>>24878874
Me.
Writing out details is too painful, though, so have a rare Elliot.
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>>24880837
Grill. She was playful and always wanted to grab my sack for fun, one thing lead to another and yeah.
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>>24881157
>From ages 6-13 my aunt and uncle made kiddie porn staring me and my two younger cousins

Gonna need some greentext
What was the first movie like?
How old when it started/ended?
Did you get to fuck the aunt?
Are your cousins also fucked up?
Did your parents ever find out?
Did you ever like the sex?

Also
>virgins
>not interested in sex
Ok
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>>24878874
Yeah, bullshit. That's just the fantasy all of you disgusting tranny fucks have. You sure post about it enough. I wish it was true though, I wish he raped you violently then killed you. Would've been nice of him so we wouldn't have to read your shitposts.
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>>24881213
Greentext the whole thing pls

Same thing happened to me, except she was 15 and I was 17.
I felt horrible while it was going on, but it also felt REALLY good.
I took her virginity a few days later on the couch.
She used to shove her hands in my pants while we watched TV with her brother and other cousins.
Eventually they left and she rode me until I came.
No regrets desu
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>>24881157
What are you attracted to? I find most people try and find the mature mother to tell their problems to but you seem to not want that.
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>>24881219
Not gonna go into it that much
>Confusing/frightingwe were all pretty scared when one of us wouldn't do something they would hit the other two in front of them till they would
>6/13 it says it in my comment and yours dumbass
>yes
>yes the older of the two ended her life 3 months ago
> no hopefully they'll never have to
>yes
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>>24881263

I'm attracted to younger girls (im 23 and by this I mean girls in thier late teens early twenties, not kids). if I'm being honest im probably attracted to this b/cs both my cousins were younger than me, this is most likely the reason I can't have sex w/ them.
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>>24879099
That is the worst penmanship I have ever seen, Looks like a 10 year old wrote that
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>>24881250
There is quite a difference between 15 and 17 Vs 8 and 16
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>>24881248
lol iv never seen butthurt this epic :p
well done, my good sir.
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>no dad
>teacher hates me for whatever the fuck reason
>don't let me got to the shitters
>end up pissing myself
>get punished for that
>nobody wants to play with the kid that pissed himself
>childhood is shit
>get to live with dad
>turns out he's an abusive psychotic freak
>get my shit beaten at least once a day
>psycho social development is fucked
>???
> depressed robot
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>>24881250
>Family birthday at our house
>She really loves me and always wants to play with me
>Carry her on my shoulders all the time
>Play wrestling
>She always wants me to throw her on the bed
>Time to relax
>We are in my bed, watching some game show
>She tries to punch me in the balls(why? I don't know)
>Let her do it and pretend it super hurt
>She laughs and grabs more
>Is interested because I got hard(fml)
>Asks me to look at it
>Pull my pants half way down
>She touches my dick and looks super tense
>Make her hand move up and down with my own
>1000 boners
>Puts her head under my blanket so she can inspect it further
>Bites it and I cringe a little
>Tell her to just use her tongue
>She gives me a handjob and licks it from time to time
>Have to jerk me to the edge myself and let her finish it
>Luckily I cum on my body
>We fall asleep afterwards and she cuddles up to me
>She is 14 now and still super buddy-buddy with me
I still feel guilty about it tho. Sometimes I wonder, if she remembers it.
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>you will never marry OP and have him/her kept safe in your arms for the rest of his/her life

Jesus christ.. OP, I wish you were in Yurop.
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>>24881416
Describe the aunt fucking please

Sorry about your cousin, tho.
Did you guys bond over the shared trauma, or you just stayed away from each other cus it brought back memories?
Also, what's wrong with the one living cousin?
And what's wrong with you? Besides the fact that you're on r9k
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>>24881634
Coming from a femanon that had the same experience, she will always remember it, like I did
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Used to get molested by my brother who was 3 years older then me from the age of 7-14.

We're both messed up in our own ways. He is now an alcoholic germaphobe and I have really bad social issues and problems with relationships. Also, borderline gay.

Still see him every night. Pretty shitty
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>>24881684
did it leave any "scars"?
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>>24881751
Nope, but once I hit age of consent (16), I came onto my bro again and we fuck like rabbits
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>>24881625
i hear abusing biological kids is theraputic
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>>24881798
was it your choice to wait?
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My brother raped me three or four times when I was five.

I'm baby sitting his kids in a week! Guess what story I'm going to tell them?
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>>24881810
>theraputic
what ? you mean beating your child helps you get your shit together ?
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>>24881849
It's a joke about abused becoming abusers
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>>24881646

I don't want to go into that. Basically shed just show my cousins what to do if they didn't understand what they were supossed to do.

We used to be very close but none of us had spoken for ~3 years upuntill her funeral. I don't know what's wrong w/ the younger one she's is still in hs. When i saw her she seemed quiet and timid but that was always the case. As for me I havnt been able to have sex or talk to anyone about it besides robots since it happened. Which I guess isn't terrible.
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>>24880417
Just heard a story about the exact same thing on Harmontown podcast. Even the word "hot" was used.

How often do young female kids rape even younger kids? Are there even statistics for this kind of thing?
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>>24881798
I don't think she wants to fuck me, but we're still super close. It's actually her dad's birthday today and I'm heading out soon.
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>>24878874
I'm Sorry OP, genuinely
>Watched my mother die of a heroin overdose when I was 9
>Uncle is a Narcissistic paranoid schizophrenic with a cocaine addiction
>Had to live with him all my life, verbal and physical abuse
>Raped by an older female "friend" at 11
I think I turned out well considering all that
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>>24882750
>>Raped by an older female "friend" at 11
Greentext story please
Leave out no details
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>>24882900
This, I think I can go for a 3rd time today.
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>>24879125
>pucci
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>you will never have mentally broken trap gf
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>>24882900
>Hanging out with middle school friend at his house
>Playing guitar hero with a ps2 controller because poorfags
>Friend tells me his other friend Ashley is coming by
>She was 17
>Ashley Richardson, because that's her real name and fuck her I hope she gets doxxed
>Think "cool I get to meet a girl"
>10 min later she gets there
>Is a walking catalog of mid 2000s HotTopic
>Literally "Screamo (TM)"
>She's black so she has nappy, poorly straightened raccoon hair
>Still want to talk to her because never really talked to a grill before
>Midway through hanging out she offers me 2 "Extacy" pills
>Wanna be cool and remember extacy makes girls horny
>Don't care that one pill is blue and one pill is white
>Get pretty woozy after 20 min or so
>Friend goes to the bathroom
>Ashley smiles and asks me to follow here
>Doesn't really ask, just takes my hand and I stumble behind
>Nearly fall as she takes me to the basement
>Actually fall and pass out when we reach the bottom
>Half-wake up to her riding my dick on top of a pile of dirty laundry
>Try to move my arms to push her off
>Can't body load too much
>Give up and pass out again
>Wake up to my friend laughing at me because I pissed myself half naked all over his dirty laundry in his basement
>Go home and cry
>Never see her again
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>>24883121
>Ashley Richardson
>black
That's like the whitest name ever
>screamo
>hot topic
>black
Wut

What state was this in?
I'm bretty good at doxxing
How old is she now?
I can have her homeless in 2 weeks
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>>24883202
New Jersey
She'd be 26 or 27 by now
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>>24878874
Not me. I lived a boring, relatively uneventful life so far.
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>>24883451
And yet you decided to post
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>>24883292
This her?
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>>24883651
No, she was very dark skinned
And she has visible acne scars
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>>24883645
Well yeah. He was asking is anybody else had a traumatic childhood.
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>>24883685
This girl?
I think she's wearing a ton of makeup
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>>24883685
This one has more acne scars
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>>24878874
thats hot, tell us more
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>>24883736
>>24883750
Not her, they look too normie. Then again she might have changed her look.
I forgot to mention she moved to Georgia a week after it happened I think.
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>>24883795
Found her
Original btw
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>>24883825
Definitely not her.
I don't even know if she has facebook.
For all I know she's a crack whore living in an abandoned building raising 3 illegitimate children.
At least that's what I hope.
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>>24883909
I'll do some digging in police records for acne scarred black chicks in GA or the south.
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>>24883967
>I'm going to look for a specific black woman
>In police records
>In the south
Good luck
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>>24879823
>But the cultural expectations of what a man and a women are made up.

This is a really dumb meme. Some gender roles are cultural (pink is for girls blue is for boys for example) but most of it is biological and males have things related to resource gathering associated with them and females have things related to the child caring role associated with them in every human culture and in most mammals due to obvious physiological differences.
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>>24880521

actually not remembering much of all about your childhood is a common symptom of abuse
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>>24881890

is your aunt and uncle still alive? did they ever get caught?
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>>24884313
Tell me you've never met a man who wasn't a bit feminine but not gay or met a girl who was strong and determined. If you have you should be able to figure this one out, of course not everyone is radically changed by culture some are biologically similar to what culture want from them and yes a sex can have traits more likely then the other sex. Some expectations were do to history like muscles, hunter and gatherers wouldn't need to have a ton of muscle just to shoot a bow and carry a deer home with another dude. When fighting became the way of life guys got muscle easier and were better at it and anyone who wasn't muscular couldn't hold their own. thus muscular was passed down as a favorable trait for men. Meanwhile today we don't need a lot of muscles to do our day to day, and if we did, like construction workers, they muscle come naturally not from a gym.

All it will do is get rid of this notion that being fake is somewhat beneficial, no women will try and act like how they think they should. No men will think oh yeah i'm going to be an accountant better start hitting the weights just to impress a girl because girls will see men as being dynamic and instead of comparing a guy to prince charming they will compare them to who they need to make their life better.
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>>24881909

That wouldn't be PC, but if you look at third parties like childline they get a lot of complaints about females, in fact the majority of the people boys report to them are female.
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Just had literal crackwhore mum and no dad.
Bounced around from place to place constantly. Got guns pointed at/abuse/suicide threats/drug use often but nothing that bad, OP. My condolences.
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>>24884528
Holy shit go back to first grade and revise this
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>>24884528

Obviously there are some outliers and I'm not saying you can't be trans or gay or whatever or you have to go along with your natural role, but these people stand out because they differ from the norm, and the norm is the norm because most men are physically stronger than women and most women get pregnant and have a baby, not because every culture in history decided men are meant to be tough and women are meant to be caring at random and also somehow convinced gorillas to play along.
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>>24884695
Took an exam 2 hours ago i'm trying

>>24884697
And that's the same argument everyone uses. Basically go and look at people around you see how well they fit stereotypical masculine or feminine traits pretty much the only people who hit them 100% are the popular people. good looking, and they date each other. If you're a nerd it means you have some traits that are not deemed okay for men. Most women are at the very least self starters, the quiet ones are more nerdy in today's society but we still say quiet is a feminine trait when really it's just a trait able to be portrayed by both genders. Also smart is a masculine trait but yet smart people men and female are almost never the popular ones.
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