I'll start
>be me
>social outcast but I kinda like isolation
>people say I look like a school shooter
>don't take it too bad since it's said in good fun
>one night I'm bored at my computer
>watch school shooting documentaries
>boot up gmod
>download school maps for shits and giggles
>spawn npcs in the school
>run around through the school shooting all the npcs
>repeat this 5 more times
>I start enjoying it
>take a moment to realize what I'm doing
>few days later
>at shooting range
>fire an fn-five seven
>start imagining the range is a hallway and the targets are humans
>fantasize about it before sleep
I mean what the fuck.
I know I don't want to do that. I have nothing against anybody, literally.
I feel worried and concerned that I enjoy putting my self in that position.
I'm pretty much glorifying murder in my imagination
I'm very jumpy. Whenever I see a flicker of a shadow, movement, or light I go into a defensive stance. I keep my hair short so it doesn't wave in front of my eyes. When my hair gets long and gets in my eyes, I end up confusing my hair for someone in my peripheral vision.
this is an FBI thread
>>24875668
doubt it.
I have no criminal record, people generally see me as a cool dude, I literally just play cs go all day
>using an overpriced .22 mag
I guess 19+1 isn't bad but unless you're going after people in armour then I don't see the benefit
You can make a Sten in 9mm or .22 if you want to blast it up.
when i was new to 4chan like 7 years ago i accidentally clicked on one of those google links that makes you search "where to find child porn" or something and i wanted to cry
>>24875859
this, esp when you accidentally open a CP thread... Scarred the shit out of me
>only get a few hours of sleep because of exams
>have six hour work shift after exams are over
>take 200mg of caffeine before test
>gets me through test but wears off quickly and I crash
>take an energy shot before work
>no effect, still very tired
>take another shot a half hour later
>halfway through shift get jitters and sharp chest pain
>fear having a heart attack for an hour or so
careful with fucking around with that stuff from now on
>almost decide to *actually* commit suicide
that's about it
>>24875616
Groped my sister's ass while she was asleep, until suddenly she woke up and looked at me dumbfounded, and simply went back to bed. The next day I was contemplating on how to kill myself until she came back home and acted as if nothing ever happened. Never have felt so distraught in my entire life until then.
>11th grade
>In English class I sat behind a super qtp2t cheerleader named Taylor
>She wasn't actually a whore, she dated some religious Chad who was really active in Church (I heard her talking to her friends and she said she had never had sex before)
>She was pretty nice to me, I wasn't bullied or anything but I didn't have any friends
>One day she is talking to some other girl that cheers with her
>She moves across the room to talk to her since we were done working for the day, notice she left her cheer uniform hanging out of her backpack
>Steal it, which was really fucking risky considering I didn't even check to see if anyone was watching
>Take it home and wrap the bottom part where her pussy and ass would be around my nose and mouth so I can breathe it in while jerking off
>Wipe like 5 loads into it, at the end I take it off of my face and cum one last time where her pussy and ass would be
>Bring it to the lost and found the next day
>In English class she has it again, she is talking to her friend about how dirty it is and how she doesn't know how she lost it
>Runs it against her face and says it is still soft
>Go home and jerk off to the off chance that maybe, just maybe she put it on before washing it
>>24877777
great waste of quints, incestrial rapist
>be in 7th grade
>grandpa decides to teach me to shoot
>as soon as the gun is in my hand I get the urge to mow down everyone and everything around me
again at 15
>uncle takes me shooting
>as soon as the gun is in my hand I want to shoot everyone around
the last time it happened I was 18 and in military school, I haven't touched a gun since. I am afraid to.
>>24875926
Probably scarred the shit out of your dick from jerking it you pedo
>>24877777
>white people
Not even once.
>>24875656
>When my hair gets long and gets in my eyes, I end up confusing my hair for someone in my peripheral vision.
I've pulled a knife so many times because of this shit, it's like I'm somehow under the illusion my life is constantly at risk for no reason. The other day I woke up and something didn't feel right so I sat with a knife in my lap staring at the front door for about half an hour straight before I realized I was being a retard
>>24878350
>I've pulled a knife so many times because of this shit, it's like I'm somehow under the illusion my life is constantly at risk for no reason. The other day I woke up and something didn't feel right so I sat with a knife in my lap staring at the front door for about half an hour straight before I realized I was being a retard
You are experiencing paranoid delusions. Please get counseling. You're going to hurt someone or yourself, senpai.
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Even normies think about stuff like that. The difference is they don't actually do it.
>>24878696
Wow, 4chan has novelty accounts now! It's just like reddit, I love it!
Everytime I blackout when people tell me what I've done I know deep down its me trying to get myself killed or arrested but chickening out at the last second.
>>24877793
this is what makes me literally scared x:x
> get into a fight with my neighbor over money I lent him
> hasn't paid me in weeks, told me to fuck off when I asked him about
> get upset
> think he's going to pull a chad and get to back off with mild threats of violence
> start yelling, get up in his face and him we can do whatever the fuck he wants
> was actually willing to fight this motherfucker over $20, even if I got my ass landed in the hospital
> backs down
> gives me my money the next day
> not even physically intimidating, he must have thought I'd go full serial killer or something
> felt good getting my money
> felt bad that I actually scared someone
How do Chads sleep at night intimidating people like that daily?
>>24878261
>implying black p people don't do it too
I've heard of cases where the idiot punches the girl to force an abortion and kills her
>>24875616
Same here. I want to lash out and do a mass shooting but the majority of my would be targets don't really deserve it. There are only a few people I'd really want to kill.
>>24875616
Some people in a chatroom I frequented dox'd me and managed to find my mom's workplace email, they threatened to send all kinds of shit to her but never did. My mom found out about it though, started screaming at me, looking at the chatlogs, I never felt like such a manchild before.
