>See a qt girl
>Kiss the air pretending she's infront of me
>Bite the air, pretending it's her neck or fingers
I just want to chew and cuddle a girl. Why is this world so cruel
>>24865002
I'm starting to worry we may not all make it after all
>>24865123
>thinking that we'll actually make it
Anon you silly goose
>see a girl who looks like she used to
>eyes well up with tears
I wish she'd been buried so I could have somewhere to visit.
>>24865123
No! One day we will make it!
>>24865002
I feel you anon.
>walk by crush in hallway
>whisper "hi" while passing her
>"hey anon" she responds passing me
>get home from classes
>go take nap
>hug pillow pretend its her
>gently nibble on the pillow corner
>fall asleep with pillow
>dream of her
>wake up to room mate taking a snapchat of me huggin a pillow with a wet corner
>whenwillthisbeover.flv
>>24865510
Literally can't sleep unless I'm hugging my pillow.
I also have to hold my toy monkey. I put my fingers between his arms, and it feels just like holding handsi'd imagine.
Sometimes I forget that I'm alone in my bed, and for a few moments before I fall asleep and wake up, I'm with my oneitis.
>>24865641
forgot pic
also forgot to add some original text -.-
>>24865002
Hello almontian!
>>24865002
OP do you know the girl in pic related?
>>24865002
fucking faggot just learn to say hi
>>24865002
This is no feels thread, OP is a fucking autistic faggot.
>>24865641
>Literally can't sleep unless I'm hugging my pillow.
I do this too. Post your stats.
23yo KVH here.
>>24865977
Nope, but I wish I did
>>24865980
I say hi to pretty much everyone I pass in the street out of nervous habbit. If anyone says something back, I just awkwardly laugh and walk off fast.
>>24866007
Autists have feeling too
>>24866019
20yo V
Can't imagine what another 3 years will do to my psyche
>>24866078
i literally live beside her lol, i found it funny to see her on 4chan, thought you were from the area
>>24866103
>literally live beside her
>posting on r9k
>not breaking into her house to smell her panties
your priorities are all wrong anon
>>24866078
Can't imagine what another 3 years will do to my psyche
You'll wake up one day and realise your virginity and the pursuit of women does not matter at all. You will feel relieved and actually happy for once. After some time you will relapse, maybe because the caissiere lady smiles at you, which reminds you what you are actually missing (don't kid yourself though, she smiles at every customer). You'll fall back in your self-pitying melancholic thinking, and any projects you started in your happy phase fail because you lose all motivation. After some time you will again stop caring about intimacy, and feel a bit more at peace, until it all comes crashing down on you again.
With each passing cycle you'll notice you are a little less at peace than before. Your happy phases turn into emotionless void phases. Your sad phases turn into long periods of regret and grief.
And then you'll realise, that unless you kill yourself, you will be like this for at least another 40 years. That's when you, on top of empty and sad, start to feel scared as well.
>>24866525
Meant to quote the first sentence
>>24866525
fuck.
once i lose my last remaining hope, i have no other choice but to end it.
seeing a doctor to try to get some medication on the 21st of this month.
if i'm refused it, i'll try a bunch of everything on the darknetalready started experimenting with random shit, but it only helps for a day or two
maybe meds will work, but considering most of r9k has received some type of medical help, i'm not optimistic.
>>24865510
Your roommate sounds like a chad retard man. I had a similar one, all the classic bullshit; taking snapchats, stealing your stuff and hiding it, etc. Just wait for revenge like I did; one time he came back from a party, threw up, and fell in it. I sent pics of him curled up in his own vomit to all his friends, now they call him barf baby. Feels good man
