>feel depressed and sad, absolutely horrible after masturbating for hours, watching very perverse pornography like I feel and see people confess feel after masturbating
>feel guilty and sad, just miserable overall
>pray to God because I am a Christian and believe in him
>suddenly few seconds after my prayer a intense feeling of warmth, comfort and a "healing" feeling surges through my body as if the sun suddenly comes out of hiding in the clouds and shines on you with its warmth
>watch near death experience testimony videos of huge white light of energy being described a God who when you get close to him you feel waves of warmth, love, mercy and comfort
>mfw atheists say there is no God
You atheists do know we Christians and as well as Jews, every time we pray, we experience something supernatural? Not only in prayer but in our lives?
you can't experience the supernatural, because it is separate from the natural universe which you exist in. what you perceived can be ascribed to the placebo effect and hallucinations generated by your broken brain.
>>24858333
My spirit is in another realm so yes I can experience it. There are 2 realms that exist in this world. That's why thousands of near death experience testimonies say this exact thing that there is another realm within this world that we cannot see.
Good to know that a god who is so loving and merciful lets people die horrible death all over the world. Human life on Earth has always been dominated by pain and suffering, of course most of the worlds population is going to believe in some retarded bullshit like the afterlife so that they can forget how fragile they are.
Once everyone faces the fact that nothing gives a shit about our existence, then maybe the world can finally just disappear
. We are only destroying things. We can only destroy. If a being such as God existed, he sure as fuck wouldn't want to have anything to do with a creature that can only take, steal and rob life.
>>24858273
>I felt something in ma brain!
>Checkmate, atheists!
k
>>24858333
That's not how placebo works.
>god lets a little girl be gangraped and murdered by 10 jamals
>"what, my son feels depressed after masturbating? Time to use my powers to make things right!"
>>24858433
He gives us free will. He does not let the righteous die horrible deaths. Those who do are usually immoral bad people. This world is in a state of chaos because God withdrew from the Earth when Adam first corrupted the desires of his flesh. This corruption is usually manifested during human puberty, when kids turn from their innocence and become slanders, evil and liars. This world is so messed up because God isn't present in this world. He is in heaven, he will again come back to this world and make it right but he will first rid the world of all people who cause corruption and do bad deeds. Everything good comes from God, everything good in this world comes from him. If he withdraws his attributes that are manifested in heaven and somewhat in this world there would be nothing left but pain, evil, no mercy, no love and that place is called hell where people exist without God.
>>24858458
>being british
>be atheist and regularly curse God
>mad when God does not protect his family after cursing at him and saying he does not need him
>satan gets free reign on your family to do as he pleases
No righteous Christian father has had his 10 year old daughter raped.
>>24858273
>You atheists do know we Christians and as well as Jews, every time we pray, we experience something supernatural?
Fuck off with this b8. I'm Christian, and still feel pretty shitty all the time. I guess i'm not christian then and even God doesn't like me.
fuck me.
>>24858514
do you even pray? Have you ever opened the bible? Do you know hwo to pray or do you just say rhymths and songs as prayers? Every christian I met who took his religion seriously all have experience the supernatural presence of God.
>tried the god thing
>felt nothing
Guess I'm too much of a sperg
>>24858433
>We are only destroying things.
Lel faget, are you in a cave or in a bulit non destroyed building? Wtf you taking about.
>>24858273
Read the KJV. I've started my journey and I am feeling better than before. I've ditched everything in my life relating to demons, satanism, black magic, etc and I feel better than before.
>>24858557
How do I summon a cute loli succubus, senpai?
>>24858557
>KJV
kill yourself jew, the only good English language bible is Douay-Rheims
>>24858535
>do you even pray?
yes
>Have you ever opened the bible?
yes, i'm trying to read the whole thing. Also new testament 90% and coming back few times in a week.
> Do you know hwo to pray or do you just say rhymths and songs as prayers?
I think i know. No songs, and rhytms
>Every christian I met who took his religion seriously all have experience the supernatural presence of God.
I don't see any supernatural things, but i don't need it. I want to be his humble servant thats all. But i'm too much of a failure i guess.
>>24858611
Are you born again? You got to enter into a convenant with Jesus to do so you must pray to him with an oath. Then he will start working with you and strengthening your self control, mind, knowledge. You will find yourself memorizing bible verses like a snap that you never forget again the bible verse for that is that his words are in your heart. You can't come to God without first going to Jesus. We aren't Jews, we aren't descendants of Abraham so we have to go through Jesus first to go to God.
>>24858477
I read that so long as you have faith and believe Jesus is your Lord and savior, you will go to heaven, even if you commit suicide.
Do you think if I do it I will make it to heaven and find happiness there?
>>24858652
Probably won't go to heaven. Because you gotta walk the hard path all the way until your life ends. But it is easier to get to heaven if you have a hard life. Remember in the bible when Jesus said to his disciples that the kingdom of heaven is within you? That means if your soul is clean and you feel good inside then what you are feeling inside will be manifested outwardly in an environment. If you feel darkness and depression in you chances are hell will be manifested in an environment when you die.
If you are thinking about suicide you need to seek God. If you get really close to God he makes you feel so wonderufl that if I was homeless in 20 degree weather I wouldn't mind it.
>>24858696
I was raised non religious.
I want desperately to be Christian but I can't believe. I just can't. All the stories in the bible, the fish, the old testament, and so on. And also, why is it that this is the right religion our of thousands?
I just can't bring myself to believe. How do I do it?
>>24858648
>Are you born again?
I thought fo a moment, but then, nope.
>pray to him with an oath
Pretty much done.
>Then he will start working with you and strengthening your self control, mind, knowledge.
Big nope.
>You will find yourself memorizing bible verses like a snap that you never forget again the bible verse for that is that his words are in your heart.
I don't know where the words are, but i remember quite a lot, and can use them in everyday life.
I'm just a failure. God don't want to just repair failures. I accept that. I will obey his words, but i don't feel anything. I don't see anything supernatural, or at least really important. I would love to better myself, but in the long run - i just fail, as i do now.
>>24858734
Christianity/Judaism is the right religion out of thousands because it is one of the oldest religions that exist and one of the few monothiesist religions. All religions were right to a degree. The people who worshipped other Gods did see some supernatural signs and manipulation of this world supposedly from their Gods. But that was just spirits deceiving humans like how they've been doing in the beginning. Again, Christianity just clicks and I drawn toward it for some reason. And I was pleased to find something real. You have to take that leap of chance/faith and investigate it for your own. Do bad things happen to good people in this world? Do bad people who live bad lives ever become successful or do good in this world? The answer is no, if you say yes you weren't examining them better. Do children seem to follow some sort of natural law of innocence that all of them share? Do children start acting corrupt and immoral once they hit puberty? Why?
>>24858770
>God don't want to just repair failures
But the bible says otherwise:
1 Corinthians 1:27-29
But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong.
God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things--and the things that are not--to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before him.
Also you do know you have to seek God? God does not seek you. You have to find God by trying to learn the bible and praying constantly to him until you feel like you found him. I think that's where you are at and are stuck on.
>>24858823
I can see that first part. But bad things do happen to good people. My grandmother is a devout Christian, but that didn't stop my grandfather from beating her senseless, cheating on her, and drinking like a mad man. My mom almost killed me drunk driving when I was 7. What did I do to deserve that?
>>24858872
Most likely didn't. But you did not die so you can't blame God. God won't control people in this world, he vowed not to and let people make thier own decisions. Satan took control of the grandfather but I assure you your grandmother was most likely in no danger of dying or anything. I'll need to hear the whole story to determine why it happened and the outcome. Again, the grandfather has his own free will, unfortunately he chose to follow and do things that Satan does. Again, God isn't in this world so it isn't perfect. The grandfather will be repayed for what he has done by God. He everyone was judged right now for everything they did bad not many of us would be around.
>unsourced, subjective experiences prove there is a god guiz!
Provide some tangible proof other than the 1000+ year old testimonies of schizophrenics and maybe your beliefs wouldn't look like idiocy to everyone with half a brain.
>>24858927
I suppose you could be right.
What do I do from here? How do I make things better? Just pray and ask for it? There are some things in my life I don't think can be fixed with prayer, and I worry I will come to rely on it too much. To the point of mental illness.
>>24858499
>muh no true scotsman
>>24858854
>But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong.
God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things--and the things that are not--to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before him.
And then do anything he wants anyway. And in some cases might don't want to repair failures. As he do not want to repair Africa. It's not that simple, Bible isn't manual for God how he should do things.
>Also you do know you have to seek God?
I think i found him. In the Bible. And i have been praying. And i will. He has some reasons, he made his choice. He does what he want to, and i accept that. Maybe it's a test? Maybe he wants me to just believe and live my life trying to be best christian i can, and die miserably? Maybe the worst is ahead Job-style.
Nah, i'm not that important anyway.
God is not worth revering for he is inconsistent and a bully.
>>24858984
You let Jesus, the messiah who can only follow what God wants, into your life like how people in those supernatural shows say do not attempt to contact spirits or you will invite them in your house. For Jesus, attempt to contact him and invite him to be in your life and to help you change to be a better person. Then read the bible, you might start noticing new "desires" inside of you like a "thirst" of knowledge for the writing in the bible and of course pray. If you invite Jesus Christ sincerely into your life, into your home you might feel the fiery sensation of Jesus inside your chest like I did when I first prayed as well as other Christians and my very own brother did.
>>24858273
>tfw you will never experience the most powerful placebo because your parents didn't raise you Christian
Fuck you mom and dad. Why couldn't you have brainwashed me with this stuff from birth so I could benefit like most people?
>>24859102
I will do that. Thank you for the guidance friend,,
>>24859070
>As he do not want to repair Africa.
In Africa they practice withcraft, voodoo, cannibalism, murder, and there are rape and thievery everyday there. No wonder it is the lowliest place on this entire planet. This only proves the existence of God. Parts of Africa are like India, where they do not know God. Those parts suck because God isn't know in the land. Nations who know God enjoy wealth and prosperity like the west and Europe has for over 2000 years.
>>24859103
My mom was a white muslim at first and my dad a half white Iraqi shiad muslim. They were both democrats and I lived in the north all my life(America).
>>24858273
BAIT
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Can't we have some half decent threads for once?
>>24858273
Then I guess God decides who's going to follow him or not, because even when I was a Christian, prayer always frustrated me because I never felt that "connection" to god.
